Korean idols crossdressing

Korean idols crossdressing? It's actually pretty normal for them to crossdressing. For me, crossdressing is okay, since it's part of their variety show culture. At least I know in real life, they are real men and acts like one. So yeah here, some of the pictures that I thought you guys should see how "beautiful" these men can be when they crossdress. 


What is crossdress? Well crossdress is sort of guys wear woman's clothes and vice versa.


Oh, before that just wanna ask you guys to open up your mind. These things are pretty normal in Korean entertainment world. These guys dressed up like these just to make a living ya know ahaha. Don't say messed up things like, "Eeeeeuuww, these guys are gays". Or "Wtf? A guy shouldn't dress like a girl". Take it with an open mind. These guys did those things just to make a living. 


First of all, my dearest Kim Heechul who is currently not active in Super Junior because of military services

Looks pretty normal to you, right?

So here goes, the "girlish" side of him

Pretty? No? Yes rightttt? haha

Next, Lee Taemin from SHINee

Normal Taemin

Girlish Taemin!

Next, Seunghyun from Ft Island

Pretty seunghyun!

Next, Kevin Woo from U-Kiss

Handsome Kevin

Gorgeous Kevin!

Lastly, Shin Dong Ho from U-Kiss

Handsome maknae

Cute maknae as a girl!

Okay, actually these are some of my biases here in Kpop World. I do sometimes feels eeuuwww watching them as a girl. But yeah, it's their way of making a living. Sometimes I do enjoy watching them crossdressing hahaha. Cuz they're cute. But after watching them crossdressing, I'll start to find their manly video back just to repair the image that has been damaged by all of these crossdressings hahah.

Enjoy my post? Hope you guys enjoy it hahaha

I feel like I've abandoned the blog and facebook

"Aku abandon facebook. 5 hari x post ape2 langsung. Hairan sungguh aku o_O"


"Even blog aku pun aku post nothing lately. Haihh, apa mau jadi? o_O"


"Well, actually dulu2 active kt facebook dgn blog pun bersebab. Sekarang ni actually mcm dh hilang sbb nk active kt blog and facebook haha :)"


I posted these kat twitter. Yes, dulu aku aktif blogging and facebook-ing memang actually bersebab. I got addicted because of something. Or maybe someone? haha. God knows. Aku tak rasa aku mampu aktif lagi macam dulu. Aku still check facebook and blog hari2, well from time to time, but I don't really have any feeling to update things frequently that much anymore. Yeah, I've changed, through time. Takpe lah, let me stay as a silent reader. No, no, I won't totally abandon facebook and blog, because these two are precious and important to me. It's just can't expect me to be active that anymore haha. Time will pass again and yeah, I will change again. Probably in the future I'll be once again an active poster in both facebook and blog. Who knows? :)


And yeah, I totally missed the old times actually haha

Oh please serenade me!

Anyone can serenade me to sleep like Kevin can actually do? Goshhh, a guy that can sing and serenade me to sleep is actually one of the criterias of my dream guy. Wouldn't it be nice if you get a guy that can sing with lovely voice to you everyday? HAHA, in your DREAM lah!


Anyway, good job Kevin! You sound awesome in this video. We need more Kevin love, the Korean guy who actually can communicate with fans in fluent English. Yeah, seriously, check out twitter. His English is supeeeeeer awesome. Make us fans feel loveeeeed.


https://twitter.com/#!/Kevinwoo91


p/s: this is Kevin Woo from U-Kiss
p/s/s: anyone that can sing with awesome voice, cepat2 sign up jadi boyfriend aku! haha. kidding. 

I just don't need your comments

Did I ever did those things just to please other people? Whether when I'm studying, or cooking, or singing, or doing anything, I never expected to be complimented by others neither I ever want other people to criticise what I did. I did everything just to get the pleasure out of myself. Everything I did just to please me, only me. So, whether I am bad at studying, or bad at cooking, or off tune in singing or have bad taste in clothing or anything, I just really don't like to have any criticism from any of you. Because yeah, I never really actually do all of those things just to get complimented. For the sake of my pleasure. So yeah, if you have any comments, keep it in your brain, never let it out. Unless you want to compliment me, compliment as much as you want, it's my pleasure. But if you want to criticise what I did, better shut your mouth off. Because yeah, I don't do things for you, for your own eye or ear candy. I just don't need your damn comments.


I do take criticism, but only if I ASK for it. Or when I did things for others, not for myself. But if what I do doesn't have anything to do with you, better don't comment. I like that more.


Well, this kinda explain why I hate those unpleasing comments in this blog. Because I blogged for myself, not for the strangers. I am not a public figure nor a celebrity so I don't deserve to get a hate comments from public.


Please people, take note of what I said earlier in this posts, thanks :)

Best look

"A girl's best look is when she first woke up in the morning, not when she has a full make-up on her face. Believe me girls, you look more awesome in your original face, seriously :)"


So, pasni jom try beramai2 keluar pergi kelas tanpa even bedak pun. Actually, banyak kali je aku dah pernah buat macam tu haha!


Life is good to be your original self :)

Bila nak komen pasal aku, kalau rasa nak puji tu, puji ler elok2. Aku actually tak berapa nak suka lah bila orang puji macam tak sampai. As in contoh nya, "Ko masak boleh laa, sedap laa jugak. Tapi tak sedap sangat lah actually,". Aku dalam hati boleh buat muka wtf je lah kan. Itu aku panggil puji tak sampai. Ko rasa aku masak boleh tahan sedap tapi sebenarnya agak tak sedap. Apebenda tuh weh? Nak puji, sila puji, tapi nak puji yang tak sampai tu, sila lah simpan dalam hati takyah nak cerita2 kat aku. Aku tak perlukan pun pujian tak sampai tu. Menyakitkan telinga tambah menyakitkan hati.


Ok, ada paham? Tak paham takpe, buat2 paham je la.

The walkman is already dead

Actually, my Sony Walkman just dead 2 days ago. Air mineral tertumpah kat dalam beg so everything in there were soaked. Termasuk this poor mp3 player and also my poor handphone, which the memory card holder dia and camera rosak. Aku memang selalu ada botol air dalam beg pun. Every time, memang sealed ketat2 pun. Tak tau laa why that day mungkin dah sampai ajal benda ni so yeah, benda nak jadi pun. I moaned, 2 days. Tumpah gak air mata haha. Sayang seh. I bought this thing 2 years ago, harga dalam RM500 camtu kot, tak ingat. So this thing is actually sangat precious to me. And it holds some memories with it too. 

Tapi, hidup aku memang memerlukan mp3 player. So yeah, decided to stop moaning, and just move on. 

Hidup perlu diteruskan haha. So yeah, I bought new walkman. Since aku dah rasa serasi dengan walkman. But S series dah takde. So ape lagi, I grabbed E series je la. My new walkman:

Yes, this exact color. Call me girlish, I don't give a damn, I am loving this new baby heee.

Ok melampau. I am still moaning with the lost of my old walkman okaaaaay. Tskkkk.

Ape2, welcome new walkman, hehe.

Doakan aku

I've been thinking about this for the whole day jugak lah. Aku tinggal very few semesters jugak lah before reaching my final semester here in UIA. Ada laa dalam 3 long semesters and 1 short semester before industrial attachment. Otak aku lately ni ligat fikir, camne laa nak naikkan cgpa aku ke first class. Yeah, aku mengaku, cgpa aku tak sampai first class. Masih di kawasan second class lagi. Ada dalam few points lagi nak sampai first class. Impian aku jugak lah actually nak grad first class degree. Tapi, even few points pun, ingat senang ke nak naik. Pointer lah ada lah something yang paling susah nak naik tapi paling senang gila nak turun. Duhhh. Hahah.


Okay memang mengharap gila dan hopefully sangat2 aku boleh grad first class degree. Nak mintak jasa baik pembaca2 blog aku semua doakan aku grad first class degree, okehh? Aku dulu tak berapa nak cemerlang SPM, nak merasa jugak cemerlang sesekali, well; in degree I mean :(

Ni laa class of honours kat UIA ni. Aku sekarang dalam range Second Class (Upper). Agak2 sendiri je la berapa cgpa aku haha. Few more points nak masuk first class. Haihh, seriously, susah weh. Aku pun dah pernah kantoi 1 semester dulu. So tu yang buat cgpa jatuh agak banyak dulu. Now dalam usaha nak maintain and naikkan banyak3. Just nak mintak, doakan lah ramai2 yang aku boleh grad first class degree. Moga Suhaila Roslan boleh grad cgpa 3.60 dan ke atas, aminnnn

Mahalnya kita sebagai perempuan

Ramai sebenarnya perempuan yang aku rasa nampak super hot bila diorang tak pakai tudung. Memang hot stuffs habis lah kan actually. Memang jenis hot yang korang tak terbayang dalam fikiran jugak lah actually. And ramai yang super pretty actually bila diorang tak pakai tudung.


Tapi kenapa Islam suruh pakai tudung? Dan kenapa aku memilih untuk memakai tudung?


Mungkin juga sebab takutkan dosa. Tapi bagi aku lah, mahalnya seorang perempuan tu, bila dia tak dedahkan tubuh badan dia, rambut dia, apa2 yang tak sepatutnya pada lelaki bukan mahram. Itu mahalnya kita bila menjadi seorang perempuan. Kalau katakan aku bukan dilahirkan sebagai bukan muslim pun (nauzubillahi min zalik), aku rasa murah bila melihat diri pakai hot pants ke or pakai baju yang dedah2 tu and tunjuk kat bukan mahram.


Macam kata madam aku, kita perempuan Islam, kita ada dignity. Kita ada pride yang perlu dipertahankan. Itu lah yang kita banggakan. Bila pakai tudung, aku rasa lebih dihormati oleh the opposite sex. Tudung tu dah macam jadi benteng untuk kita dari diganggu secara berlebihan dengan lelaki. 


Itu sebab ramai yang memilih untuk memakai tudung, untuk menutup auratnya. Perasaan lebih dihormati. 


Ibarat makanan yang ditutup tudung saji, ibarat gula2 dibungkus dengan pembalutnya, aku rasa lebih selamat bila menutup aurat.


Bila kahwin nanti baru terasa diri mahal. All of my body parts are only for my future husband. Only for him. Kalau nak tengok, sila hulur mahar dulu lah. Bayar dulu beb haha. Itu mahal nya kita sebagai perempuan Islam. Bukan semudah, sesuka hati je membiar lelaki bukan mahram melihat aurat kita, menyentuh kita. Makin mudah mereka melihat dan menyentuh kita, makin murah lah harga kita sebenarnya. 


Tapi aku pelik jugak lah, ada je lelaki lepas diorang kahwin, masih dok biar isteri dia dedah2 aurat kepada lelaki lain. Upload gambar kat facebook lah, apa lah. Siap dok suruh bini pakai baju seksi2 lagi. Wahai lelaki, sedar lah, isteri itu hak eksklusif kau sebagai suami. Bila dok tayang2 bini camtu tak rasa macam korang dah hilang that special privileges? Tak rasa macam korang dok share bini dengan orang lain? Best je secara percuma diorang tengok bini korang. So sila2 lah suruh isteri korang tutup aurat bila dah kahwin. Buat penat je bayar mahar nak amek dia buat bini.


Insya Allah, aku akan stay menutup aurat. Insya Allah, aku akan jaga diri aku sampai aku kahwin nanti. Aku nak dikenali sebagai perempuan yang mahal dan bermaruah. Bukan sebagai yang murah dan tiada maruah. Insya Allah. Doakan aku ye kawan2 :)

To you

Well, to be honest, I just think that I should find a boyfriend first before you find yourself a girlfriend. It's just that I actually really couldn't bear seeing you with another girl even though our story has already passed, has already been a history. I might sound selfish but the truth is, my heart just couldn't bear seeing you with other person while our story didn't go that smooth as I thought it would be. 


Sorry for being selfish but just don't be in a relationship with other girl before I can actually be ready to really let you go, okay?


p/s: I sounded very selfish and bad, kan? Well, sorry :(

To the strangers

To those strangers out there, who actually have passed by or currently passing by the blog. Aku just nak apologise LAGI SEKALI kalau aku ada buat posting yang menyakitkan hati korang. In any ways. Kot ye korang tersakit hati. Kadang aku tak sedar posting aku tu menyakitkan hati. Kadang mungkin aku sedar tapi aku mungkin masih immature lagi time tu untuk buat those kind of postings. Aku tak mampu lah nak check each and every postings yang aku dah buat nak kesan celah mana aku dah sakitkan hati korang. Just kat sini mampu nak mintak maaf je lah kat korang kalau aku dah sakitkan hati korang secara sengaja atau tak sengaja. 


Aku rasa aku patut buat benda ni ala2 sticky post supaya everyone yang datang singgah sini boleh baca. Masalahnya aku rasa blogspot cam tak leh buat je menda alah tu haha.




p/s: korang2 strangers ni bila pulak nak mintak maaf dengan aku? pasal actually aku pun sakit hati gila gak ah baca tulisan korang haha.

Random. For you guys to ponder.

Aku ni sebenarnya bukannya jenis yang suka menyusahkan orang. As in bila nak mintak tolong orang seboleh2 nya aku elak melainkan kalau terdesak. Bukan nak kata sebab aku baik ke apa. Actually aku tak suka nak menyusahkan orang sebab apa, sebab aku pun sendiri tak suka kalau orang nak menyusahkan aku. The way I treat other people, I do hope other people will treat me the same way too. As in bila aku tak menyusahkan kau, jangan lah nak kacau hidup aku pulak. 


Mintak tolong aku boleh. Good deeds. I'll be more than glad to do that. Tapi pandai lah berpada2. Cuba fikir dulu. Jangan nak bagi tasks yang menyusahkan pulak.


Well, random. For you guys to ponder.

My current bias

Eli & Dongho

Kevin

Gosh, suka U-kiss pulak! haha

My 3 current bias :D

Talking about age

Seriously, watching all these little kids getting older as time pass by, make me feel like I'm very old. Like very olddddd. Especially when I watch those high schooler kids. They seem so young, very young to me now. Well, as if I've already left my high school time like 10 years ago lah kan haha. Padahal only have left high school 5 years ago kot. 


Still, aku dah rasa macam tahap makcik2 dah sekarang haha. Makcik lah kot kan. Ada je kawan sekolah rendah yang dah kahwin beranak pinak kan. How time pass very fast. Sekarang dah bulan oktober kot. Few months lagi, will be reaching 23. Teringat pulak haritu baru borak dengan Zati, I brought up again that when we were young, we were like, always targeted 24 as our "boleh kahwin dah" time. Yelah kecik lagi time tu. Bukan kau pikir nak kumpul duit ke, beli kereta ke rumah ke hape ke. Takde nye pikir. So pikir umur 24 tu cam umur yang best je nak kahwin. Padahal bila dah besar ni pikir, hoii 24, baru je nak grad kot time tuh haha. To think the fact yeah, next year 23, that means, another one year to reach the already "boleh kahwin dah time". When I realized that fact, I was like.. woww. Those was my thought when I was like... 14? 15? 10 years already past. Boyfriend pun tak ada. Jauh lagi nak kahwin kannnn haha. 


Teringat jugak kecik2 dulu, bila pandang my sister reaching the 20s age, my thought at that time was like, eh, tua dah kakak aku. Cuz the age gap of us, my first sis and I, is like 7 years kot. So when she reached age 20, aku masih lagi baru puberty wahaha. 13 kot. So bila pandang kakak aku dah 20 tahun time tu, aku dok fikir, eh, tua dah kakak akuuuu haha. Then, now, bila fikir2 balik, aku dah 23. So yeah, guess what, aku rasa adik2 yang baru umur 13 sekarang mesti fikir, "Eh tua nya akak ni dah umur 22 tahuuuun!". Dushhh, amek kau haha. 


Tapi, now, aku dah takde lah fikir 20s tu tua. Since aku pun memang sekarang tengah 20s. No more teenagers. And when I look at my sister yang next year bakal mencecah umur 30 tahun, yea, 30 tahun, aku dah tak rasa beliau tua dah. Sebab I've already grown up kot. Sibuk label orang lain tua, kau tu pun sekali laa hahah. Umur meningkat, dah nampak biasa dah untuk aku.


Walau pun usia aku makin meningkat, the truth is, my face doesn't age with my body (hahaa. body aging lah sangat kan). Hari tu lah kan, waktu raya, ada sorang pakcik ni boleh cakap aku ni darjah 6. Haaaahh! Darjah 6 kottt. Rekod baru siot. Selama ni people always thought me as 16 ke, 17 ke. Paling muda pernah aku dapat 13 tahun. Never got any lower than that. Tapi pakcik tuh, beliau kata aku 12 tahun. Satu pujian, atau satu penghinaan? hahah. Probably he thought that I am an oversize 12 years old kid kot wahaha. 


Okay seriously, aku tak seronok sebenarnya when people labeled me with the budak sekolah rendah face. Seriously. Try to be in my shoes lah kan. Okay, one situation, bila aku dulu pernah pergi pejabat pos atas satu urusan. People, they really thought aku ni budak sekolah menengah lah kan. So they were like, mocking me up at time. Cakap kuat2 dengan aku, pastu gelakkan aku kuat2 secara beramai2. I was like, wtf lah kan. I'm not a high schooler anymore, but neither a high schooler should be treated like that, don't you think so? Respect lah weh, orang nak berurusan kot. Itu baru je satu. Banyak lagi aku dah encountered bila aku try berurusan rasmi. And I dislike that, very much. Aku suka bila orang respect aku, not to mock me up. So korang rasa best ke ada muka awet muda camni? Pikir ler balik. Dulu2 mungkin best lah. Tapi bila dah besar2 ni, I don't want people to look at me like a kid nemore. I want to have my right and be respected as an adult. They just don't have the right to treat me as if aku baru nak melangkah ke middle school lah kan. Dia nak kena tunggu aku beranak 5 kot baru nak respect aku as an adult.


Anyway, panjang gak lah aku rant kali ni. Walhal nak cerita pasal age je pun. Pape pun, sejajar dengan melangkah nya aku ke angka umur yang baru, hopefully pemikiran aku pun turut membesar sama. Eh, pemikiran membesar ke? haha. Lebih matang lah, mungkin. Tapi, tamau lah badan pun membesar mengikut umur hahah. Hopefully makin besar umur, makin kecik lah badan. Moga aku kurus cepat aminnn (tiba2 haha)