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Friday, July 19, 2019

Pengalaman mengandung anak pertama part 1

Dah lama dah aku beranak actually. Dah 4 bulan dah pun umur si kenit ni. I don’t know about others. Tapi aku rasa pregnancy itu is pretty rough to me. Some people had it really cool. Katanya macam tak mengandung je rasa. Tapi bila kenang2 balik pengalaman mengandung tu aduhaiiii. Tunggu lagi atleast 2 tahun baru kita tambah adik eh Ilham? 🤣

I think around 9 months jugak lah masa aku ambil untuk cuba mengandung balik. Sebelum ni 2 kali jugak keguguran. Keguguran tu boleh bukak satu posting lain kut haha. 9 bulan jugak merasa TTC. Trying to conceive. Itu pun boleh bukak satu posting lain. Had gone thru a rough year just untuk conceive anak walhal sebelum tu 2 kali mengandung without any hassle (alhamdulillah). Lepas gugur tu  Allah uji pulak dengan kesusahan nak conceive. Allahu.

Still remember every month excited nak check sama ada pregnant ke tak. Siap beli UPT murah tu lagi. Punya gigih hari2 check UPT when finally, akhirnya aku conceived the baby. Mula2 check guna UPT murah je. Sekali naik double line. Alhamdulillah. Tunjuk kat suami. Dia marah asal tak tunggu dia check sekali hahaha. Lepastu beli clearblue pregnancy test baru double confirm yang aku pregnant.

And this time memang aku tak tunggu2 lagi. Terus direct shoot pergi Hospital Columbia PJ jumpa my favourite gynae, Dr Bheena Vyshali. Sebab sebelum ni dia dah pesan kalau conceived je lagi terus jumpa dia. Dia akan pantau perkembangan aku lah. She’s a veryyyy nice doctor. Siap bagi aku personal number dia. You won’t get any other doctor that willing to release their personal numbers except for her. Memang dia gigih sangat nak tolong aku masa tu. Alhamdulillah dipertemukan dengan dia.

And this time memang tak tunggu lagi, terus buat transvaginal ultrasound. Tau dak mende tu? Hehe. Dia sama je dengan normal ultrasound cuma beza nya yang ini, masuk ikut bawah haha. They got this long thing, dia sauk ikut bawah sana so that boleh tengok lagi clear kantung and janin dalam perut tu. Kalau sebelum ni bila mula tau pregnant tu aku jadi macam paranoid bila doctor kata tak nampak. Walhal baru 5 minggu and doctor scan ikut perut. Aku terus terbayang ectopic pregnancy and being me yang ada anxiety tahap parah, jadi sangat paranoid. So yes kalini aku opted untuk terus scan bawah tengok terus kantung. Alhamdulillah everything is okay. 5 minggu memang belum nampak heartbeat lagi. Dalam 8 minggu baru akan nampak kelip2 kat screen tu hehe

This time lepas tau je pregnant memang bukan takat acid folic aku consume, dengan duphaston nya lagi, similac pramilet, neurogain. Belum lagi pastu tambah aspirin la nak bagi cair darah. And kalsium pulak lagi pastu. Aduhai memang jadi robot telan ubat wey. Semua nak prevent dari keguguran jadi lagi. Tapi paling aku benci ubat tambah hb tu. Zincofer. Allahu benci nya saya. Okay la compare dengan semua, ni la ubat paling senang makan berbanding kalsium dengan pramilet. Tapi kesan dia.. sembelit wey!! 

Aku ni dah la memang ada masalah sembelit teruk masa mengandung. Hari2 WAJIB buah okay. Buah bukan sebarang. Kalau jenis buah2 kering macam honeydew memang tak jalan. Duphalac was my best friend ever masa tu. Dalam beg dah siap bekalan duphalac sebab Allah, benci nya rasa bila kena sembelit tu. Lagi2 bila mengandung. Awal2 tu macam.. eh aku teran2 ni tak terkeluor ke baby dalam perut ni? Punya takut aku masa tu hahaha. Seawal minggu kelapan kena serang sembelit. Orang lain sibuk open house raya masa tu, aku sibuk pikir masalah sembelit puihhh hahaha.

Anyway, aku ikut je apa yang doctor suruh makan. Duphaston aku bantai. Mahal wey ubat ni. Beratus jugak satu bulan habis. And aku consume sampai 2-3 bulan x silap. Tak ingat berapa lama. Tapi boleh tahan costing untuk duphaston sahaja. First trimester memang mentally mencabar. Hari2 gi toilet takutttt sangat ada bleeding. Sangat2 takut sebab anak yang pertama dulu conceive, keluar darah, tengok2 dah takde heartbeat. So untuk baby kalini memang aku takut sangat wey. Aku memang jaga2. Jalan sumpah bapak slow. Naik moto pun dah harommm. And yes hubungan suami isteri pun aku elak. Punya nak jaga baby dah conceived ni. 

Sebelum people go tldr, sambung part 2 ye nanti :D 

Thursday, July 11, 2019

Hi guys I am back!

So yeah, I am back guys! Dah beranak satu dah pun uolss. Lama dah tinggal blog. 2 tahun. Semangat nak blogging tu dah terbang hilang kemana. Biasa umur pun dah lewat2 hahaha. Makin tua makin kurang semangat

Banyak benda nak update actually. I love this blog. Sangat2 sayang sebenar nya. Literally dah 10 tahun pun umur blog ni. Walau orang dah lupa dunia blogging yang pernah famous suatu ketika dahulu, aku tak pernah lupa blog aku.

Mukadimah aje. Belanja satu gambar anak sempena blogging balik




Thursday, December 21, 2017

Black Korean Drama Review [Warning - A lil bit of Spoiler]



I just finished watching Black recently. Black is a korean drama which consists of 18 episodes. Somehow for me, Black is kinda new genre. I used to only watched those kind of melodrama or comedic type. But Black is more of thrill and also mystery. Not really focusing on love story

Minus the final episode? Black definitely is one of my fave drama. But with the finale? I feel extremely disappointed with the whole way they concluded the drama. Just.. blerghh =/

I like every detail that the script writer has made with the drama. With a little twist here and there. And oh here came the unexpected. I totally love. When you thought the main culprit is that one person, turn out to be the other person. This drama is lead by Song Seung-Heon and Go Ara.

A simple synopsis of the story. It's a story about grim reaper(444) took over a detective's (Han Moo Gang) dead body in order to retrieve back his partner that went into the human world back again by taking over another person's dead body. Before dead, Han Moo Gang met a special human (Kang Ha Ram) who has the ability to see the "shadow" of the grim reaper. After 444 took over Han Moo Gang's body, 444 took advantage of Kang Ha Ram's ability to retrieve back his partner that went missing. Only Kang Ha Ram that can see the shadow in the human's body. On his way to retrieve his missing partner, Han Moo Gang or 444 unintentionally solved different kind cases which connects to one another and also connected to his old self.

So yeah what about the final episode? Disappointing? Why? After seeing lots of people dying or dead in 17 episodes, on the final episode 444 requested for himself to perished from this world and requested that those memories about to him be erased from everyone's mind. So it was like hitting a reset button and the mess that happened for 17 episodes just went... totally wasted. I don't know to use what word. Just wasted man =|

In the final episode, Kang Ha Ram's parents didn't go into the accident which is I don't know how this supposed to connect with 444 perished. Kang Ha Ram lead a simple and ordinary life without 444 in her mind at all. Suddenly they show the already old Kang Ha Ram hearing stories about 444. The next day Kang Ha Ram sat in front of the house at the yard and died. So she met again with 444 and she remembers him. Like wtf, Didn't all the memories were erased from everyone mind? Like blah3 I hate the ending. I would prefer a rather dark ending than this kind of "fairy tale" ending which totally had ruined the whole dark drama. 

I just don't know about other but am not fond with the ending. Sucks totally. Doesn't make any sense at all. I've read somewhere that this whole idea of the ending was the idea of the director and not from the script writer herself. If this is true, that stupid director totally have wasted such a good drama with  such kind of ending

Overall I can only give this drama around 7/10. If it wasn't because of the bad ending, I would totally give around 9.5/10. And why I gave it 7/10? Because the other 17 episodes saved the rating. Good drama with bad ending

Well this is just based on my opinion. Chiao 

Thursday, December 14, 2017

After more than 1 year

Rasa macam dah lama sangat tak blogging kat sini. Well obviously half of my life is spent at other social network services. Facebook lah, instagram and whatnot. Finally decided to spend more time on my humble blog. Since I have more time right now in hand haha. 

Sekarang ni dah lebih setahun aku kahwin. And this blog has seen the progress of me growing up starting from my uni life. Cuma lepas kahwin dah tak update. Busy with life after marriage of course haha. 

Just a simple update before I finally be in my full mode of blogging. Till next time guys ;)

Tuesday, September 20, 2016

Love of my life

Counting days. Finally insyaAllah the right man has arrived in my life. After waiting for so long. Hopefully the marriage will last forever and will be under Allah's blessing. 


SYARUL ASRAF MOHAMAT

I LOVE YOU

Counting days. 8/10/2016

Finally, you and me

:)


Wednesday, September 9, 2015

Time to take a break with life

Sometimes you just feel like taking a break from life. When you just feel like breaking free from everything. When you feel like life is suffocating. When you feel like you're getting out of place. Picking the pieces of me that keep on breaking apart. Sometimes life is just... tiring. Tired of everything. Tired of thinking. Tired of wondering. Tired of pulling and pushing. Time to take a break with life.