To you

Well, to be honest, I just think that I should find a boyfriend first before you find yourself a girlfriend. It's just that I actually really couldn't bear seeing you with another girl even though our story has already passed, has already been a history. I might sound selfish but the truth is, my heart just couldn't bear seeing you with other person while our story didn't go that smooth as I thought it would be. 


Sorry for being selfish but just don't be in a relationship with other girl before I can actually be ready to really let you go, okay?


p/s: I sounded very selfish and bad, kan? Well, sorry :(