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ABC About You Questions:

A - AVAILABLE: most probably, maybe not. am maybe a little tired with this loveey doveey.
B - BIRTHDAY: 28th July (hadiah mahu! thanks!)
C - CRUSHING ON: currently no one, mungkin :)
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: milo ais
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: all my best girlfriends
F - FAVORITE SONG: too many to be listed
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy Bears
H - HOMETOWN: Petaling Jaya
I - IN LOVE WITH: none
J - JUGGLE: tak reti
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Never
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: from pj straight to kelantan. was really tiring!
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: strawberry
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 5
O - ONE WISH: stop studying and getting married (but then mom & dad will kill me immediately)
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: eda
R - REASON TO SMILE: i love smiling :)
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: SHINee's songs
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: subuh3!
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: gilo kau
V - VEGETABLE(S): kobis
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: body, face
Y - YOYOS ARE: does not interest me at all
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Leo

About You:

Spell your name without vowels: shl

Least favorite color?: hot pink

What are you listening to? : SHINee's songs are on my playlist

Are you happy with your life right now? : Ofcourse :)

What is your favorite class in school? : Ummm susah soklan nieh

When do you start back at school/college? : Just have another exam next week then I'm done with school!. Bye for 3 months

Are you outgoing? : Mungkin lah. Tengok kat org nye

Favorite pair of shoes? : Selipar aku. Comfy beb!

Where do you wish you were right now? : Am currently at the right place and at the right time. HOME

CANS:
Can you dance?: Semesti nyaa
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : tabole
Can you whistle?: kenot
Can you walk with your toes curled?: pun rase kenot

DO'S
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: mungkin la. tp tipu kalu kate ade human
Do you believe in miracles?: Yup
Do you believe in magic?: Nope
Do you believe in Satan?: Yup
Do you believe in Santa?: No
Do you know how to swim?: No No No
Do you like roller coasters?: No NO NOOOOO
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality
shows? : gilo

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: nah
Have you ever asked someone out?: I'm a typical malay girl. i don't ask guys out.
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Ade3. Mostly the answer musti no. Kenapakah? Paranoid?
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Sape tapenah pegi org paling kesian
Have you ever painted your nails?: Kecik2 penah. Inai kira paint kah?

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: Tah. Dok dlm closed bounded room on a continuous function ehhh. salah. ehemm. dlm closed room dlm aircond buat aku tatau apekah perihal jadik kat luar

What radio station do you listen to?: Fly FM Fly FM Fly FM sahaja
What was the last restaurant you ate at? : restoran tak ler. kedai makan bese aa

What was the last thing you bought?: coklat!

What was the last thing on TV you watched?: citer drama melayu. aku layan doh tak tipu

THE WHOS
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: The girls heee
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: hm hm hm

Next tagged:

Anyone please! Feel free to do =D

Farmville, and cafe world.

Spotted my name down there? Yep sayangs, I am crazy with farmville. Finding myself hard just to ignore this game of course, even when I have exams.

The best part of this game, well in my opinion, not just by getting the satisfaction in leveling up. I feel more satisfied just by decorating the farm on my own and buy as many building as I want to. That satisfy me the most.

And as for cafe world, it was once had stole my heart. I am PROUD to say that I was one of the earliest person who played this game, before it get famous with all the hypes. I accidentally clicked on the link and get attracted to all and stuff and poof. Got addicted once. But my addiction wasn't last longer than I thought so I stopped playing it for awhile and all the newer (and newest) players had leveled up very much higher than me. And right now starting to have some interest again so be my guest. I'll try to level up back and beat you down :)

This is the main reason why I can't leave facebook. Other than poking friends here and there, the games kept me attracted to facebook more and more. If not, I might get a little bored with it, maybe.

Plan utk cuti!

Tadi check baru tau result kuar 20 april. haisshhh. blom sempat berfoya2, result da kuar da. Cuak gak ngan result nie. Bila wat exam, rasa cam ok bole buat tapi tak sure la kan. Takot banyak careless mistakes ke hape benda. Aku serius la sangat terok bab careless mistakes. Aritu ilang banyak sangaaaat markah sebab careless mistakes kot. Hmmphh. Apa2 redha je la. Moga2 sir terbukak ati nak bagi markah manyak2 ckit.

Neway, sebab aku cuti 3 bulan, so nak wat laa planning sket2 pe nak wat cuti kan. Of course planning pertama nak berfoya2 dulu. Lepak2 do nothing sume. Pastu, bak seperti post pika, aku teringin retail therapy! Shopping3! $$$. Bole laa cover ngan duet aku yang dok simpan satu sem. Shopping perabes sume muahaha!

Pastu aku nak start taking care back of myself. Bila timing exam nie, sangat neglect kan diri sendiri. Muka slalu basuh tanpa letak krim ape2. Pastu suka sangat berjemur tengah2 panas takde payung. Bila time exam takde masa nak pikir suma nie. Kulit pon da start kering gile da. Kena rajin tarok losyen sume. Pastu paling penting, start thinking of my weight! Banyak sudah gained sem nie. Aiming to loose couple of kilograms gak aa. Pastu dok umah, diam2 takyah jemur. Kulit akan lebey berseri sebab tak kena cahaya matahari, debu2, asap keta bla3 hehe. Dok umah jadik cam baby. Tapi yg plan nak ilang berat tuh kene planning tol2 aa. Bape kali, asyik fail jek. Berat turun naek turun naek lebey kurang jek

Plan seterus nya, mahu pegi vacation!! Dengan family terchenta. Hehe, bukan senang beb nak dpt bercuti ngan family. Mereka nie suma orang bizi la katakan. Orang da bekerja sume ni. Nak dpt suma cuti skalik mmg payah benor ler. Tension pulok heheh. Tak sure agi nak pi mana. Tunggu mereka ini planning. Sebab mereka yang support duet. Aku hanya tukang mengekor and perabes duet mereka weee!

Pastu, rasa nye of course la akan ada persiapan untuk majlis akak aku kot. Kalu jadi, insya Allah dia nak kawen ujung taun nie. Tuh tak sure agi. Sebab merisik blom agi kan. Tapi part nie yang paling best. Pilih2 goodies utk goodies bags. Tengok pelamin bla3. Siapkan hantaran. Huha, huha sini sana. Oh, my favourite part! Tapi yang tak sure lah kan. Pasal cam agak awal lagi kot. Baru bulan 4. Kot mereka tak sure laa planning nk wat majlis bulan bape.

Lagi3 plan yang mahu dibuat, pegi kuar ngan besties. Aktiviti yang sangat jarang dapat dibuat senar nye. Orang sane sebok, orang sini sebok. Yang penting senar nye slalu aku laa yang bizi nya. Pasal uia nie pelik skit ler. Orang laen cuti, kite ade exam. Orang laen exam, kita da bergumbira. So kene planning kuar cuti 3 bulan! Pastu hehe, mau shopping presents utk besties. Sori laa sayang2 suma, saya bizi so baru ni la dapat nak beli hadiah. Nanti jumpe, bole bagi present hehe.

Pastu mahu pegi makan seoul garden! Mengidam sangat lama da kot. Hurm pastu nak pusing2 cari makan sedap2! Wah3 meriah laa cuti nie. Oops, jangan lupe planning nk blaja masak =p

Banyak agi plan. Nnt tengok selit2 sane sini. Tak sure agi sume jadik ke tak. Pasal aku bila da malas2 kat umah, internet 24/7 kot. Kalu tengok aku tako on fb ato update blog ato ilang dr dunia internet nie, sah3 ade problem tuh.

Tak sabar nak cuti! :D

p/s: lupa nak tambah. Cuti nie bole laa teman parents aku and merasa jadik orang pencensss! :D

Orang minang

Tinjau blog orang laen jumpa posting pasal minangkabau. Kalau korang pikir minangkabau, mesti ingat negeri sembilan kan?

Hurm senar nye aku pon tak bape pasti pasal orang minang nie. Aku nie, seperti sesetengah tau, ade laa darah minang senar nye. Arwah atok aku dulu belayar naek kapal dari indonesia pastu sampai kat malaysia. So asal usul susur galur aku, tapenah la jugak aku tau sangat. Up sampai area nenek aku je. Atas dari tuh, aku da blur2. Tapi dengar citer, nenek moyang aku dulu keturunan diraja kat indonesia sane. Tah le, aku pon tak sure. Neway, aku jumpe mende td:

Karano tanduak basi paruik tajalo

Mati di Padang Koto Ranah

Tuo jo Mudo sungguahpun heran

Datangnya indak karano diimbau

Dek karano Cadiak Niniak kito

Lantaran manyambuang di galanggang tanah

Dipadapek tuah kamujuran

Timbualah namo Minangkabau

Cuba korang bace tol2. Ade paham kaa? Kalu aku baca, 80% aku paham gak laa. Ni, bahasa pure minang dari indonesia punya. And skang, cuba korang banding ngan bahasa minang negeri sembilan pulak:

( P: )
Jang oh Jang
Mano pulak poi eh budak bertuah ni
Sonyap yo...
Siaplah jang oi...
Kobau tu tak boghi makan lai

( L: )
Batu kikir jambatan bosi
Gulai udang sebelango
Cubo omak fikir dalam hati
Ayo ni bujang sudah lamo aih

( P: )
Apo kono eh jang kau monong ajo
Orang ke bulan ekau di mano
Muko berpoluh apo teghaso
Carian ubek penawa duko

( P: )
Poilah mandi hari dah tinggi
Jangan temonung menoman tanggo
Ke sawah kito menuai padi
Apo dikonang pekaro yang sudah

Ada beza kan? Satu lebih kepada aa, satu kepada oo. Sampai skang aku blur dan taktau ade kene mengena tak minang indonesia ngan minang nogori ni. For information la kan, aku ada darah dua2. Aku darah minang nogori dan jugak minang indonesia ni. Tapi aku lahir kat pj membuatkan aku menjadi pure pj-ian dan tak bape reti nk sebut bahaso nogori ngan bahase minang haha.

Menarik gak susur galur. Kalu ade peluang, nak gak turun indonesia tempat arwah atok aku dulu. Tengok2 apekah tempat yg penah jadik tanah tumpah arwah atok aku. Aku serius senar nye bangga laa ada darah minang ni. Depan ayah aku jer slalu eksyen takmo ngaku org minang haha~

Kalu sesapa ada info, kasik hulur2 la sket ek. Aku rasa menarik nak tau tp sampai skang rasa cam tak jumpa agi website yang cambest~

Kakak aku nak kahwin!

Tadi my dad called me. Pelik jugak la apsal petang2 nie pulak ayah aku nak call. Bese mlm2 dlm kol 8 or 9 baru nak call. Tapi tak kesah aa. Dah ayah call, angkat je la kan. Pastu ayah aku gitau satu news yang agak mengejutkan. Kakak aku nak kawen!! Yeaay! Oishhhh, seriyes seronot oo. Memula ayah aku ckp la macam nak surprise kan aku. Tp aku ckp kat ayah aku, kitorang sume da tau da akak aku sorang ni mmg ade boifren. Ayah aku jek tatau haha~ Pastu ayah aku ckp mebe nak kawen ujung tahun nie. Tp ayah aku ckp, kalu bole nak soh dia kawen bulan 6 nie. Erkkk, yang tu aku tak sure la kan. Yang penting, aku pastu tgh mood cuti so yeay! Saye sebagai sorang adek sedia membantu ape saje :D

Excited nyeee. Da lame da mengharap ade kenduri agi. Sronok gak kenduri kawen. Bizi2, pakai lawa. Ngeee suka nyeee. Dulu da ade skali da. Kenduri akak sulung aku. Ni nak kenduri agi. Memang besh aa. Tak sabar gila kot. Citt, cam aku lak nak kawen. Excited gilo.

Bila nak kawen musti ade majlis merisik, bertunang bla3. Wah3, aku seriyes suke menda2 camni. Aku suka benda2 meriah nie. Memang nnt aku laa yang paling excited.

Ape2 pun hopefully tade halangan merintang pasal akak aku ngan boifren dia bila couple agak jenis on off gak aa. Ye ar, memasing kanak2 agi. Harap2 jadi la diorang nak kawen. Aminnn~

Ketumbit

Tgk laa mata kiriku. Bengkak gilo kan? Serius saket kot. Aku nie mmg slalu ar kene ketumbit senar nye. Tatau nape. Keturunan kot. Pasal ayah aku dulu pon slalu kene. Cume after operation, baru fully hilang. Mak aku soh wat operation gak. Tapi answer aku? Ofcourse takmo. Takpe laa. Anggap ketumbit ni satu err.... keistimewaan? haha.

p/s: akak aku ckp mcm org kene tumbuk. laki tumbuk bini haha~

Budak Comel!

http://adamuhaimin.blogspot.com/

Found this blog by accident. Comel sangat kot! Geram tengok. Blog post sume nye dia wat pasal anak dia, adam muhaimin. Tp dia wat author blog tu gune name anak dia sendiri. Serius comel!

Aku kalu ada anak esok2 la kan, nk wat camni gak la. Tangkap gambar dia byk2, pastu wat blog. Esok, bila baby tu da besar, ade kenangan byk gila kot. Pastu bole ckp kat dia, mak dia ni dulu blogger aktif hahaha~

Inspired by blog nie sebab aku tak banyak gamba time kecik. Sedih gilo. Ye la, anak bongsu. Orang pon da boring nak amek gamba. Kalu ade pon ciput jek. Gambar time umur 4 tahun dan ke bawah sangat laa sikit.

Huhu, idea best. Boleh la realisasi nnt. Err, lepas ade anak la kan heheh~

Habit pelik bila makan

1) Aku sangat3 suka kalu aku punye nasik banjir. That means aku sgt suka letak kuah yang sangat banyak, sampai melimpah. Tapi, aku sgt tak suka bile nasik kering. Erkkk, putus gila selera aku

2) Aku tak suka nasi berketul. Habit ni aku sgt tak sedar sampai la roommates aku tegor. Everytime aku makan, konpem aku tolak ketepi nasik ketul2 tuh

3) Aku sangat tak suka rase pahit. Anything yang rase dia even sikit je pahit, aku reject. Rase masam pun aku quite tak suka tp acceptable.

4)Aku ade habit kalu letak sos ke ape, aku just cicah sikit jer. Kadang2 sikit sangat. Bila makan, aku sgt percaya yang every makanan tu ade it's own taste. Bila terlebih sos, specialty of makanan itu akan destroyed.

5) Aku tak suka makanan terlebih manis ke, terlebih pedas ke, terlebih garam ke, masam ke. Aku suka makanan yang just niceeee. Sume benda cukup.

6) Kalu aku tak suka makanan tu, aku tend utk errr... tak abes kan. Sebab taleh trime kat tekak. Tp kalu aku btol suke, sikit sisa pn jgn harap nk nk nampak

7) Aku sgt suka chocolates. Kalu chocolate bar yg besar tuh, aku boleh abeskan sorang in couple of minutes. Dlm seminggu, musti ade atleast one time aku kene mkn coklat.

8) Makanan manis itu fevret aku. Give me anything, I can accept almost everything :D

9) Ayam pun tapenah miss everyday. Tah ler, even nasik lauk ikan ke, mesti ade ayam time dinner ker, breakfast ke.

10) Seafood itu superb. Offer me, you'll go bankrupt.

11) Kalu makan ayam atau ikan, aku tend tak fully abeskan. Aku tak suka makan part2 yg hitam tu. Err, taleh trime.

12) Aku nie food taster yang agak dipercayai. Member sume slalu akan ikot ckp aku kalu aku ckp makanan tuh sedap. Aku slalu bole kesan makanan tu kurang garam ker, terlebih halia ke, ape2 laa

13) Aku hebat pasal makanan tapi aku phailed time masak. So aku nak blaja masak bile cuti 3 bulan nie. Fullstop.

Aku nie gile makan kah?

Anger

I used to have a very, I mean VERY bad anger management waaay back before. I used to be the person that will just yell to my mum, always trying to create fights with my friends. It's just sometimes used to be my bad habits that kills my self at that time.

But recently I realized that it just bad, really bad to not to control your anger. Orang Melayu panggil angin kus-kus la kan. The world ain't revolves only around you. Do consider not to show your anger in the inappropriate time or what not. That's wrong, just wrong. Should try to consider others' feelings too. So, now, the new me. I don't get mad on pretty simple reason. When I am angry at that time, or doing something that looks like despising you, think again. You might have done something REALLY wrong. Simple things won't just trigger my anger.

And one more thing, manipulating me is damn wrong too. I ain't the person who loves to be manipulated. And hates people who don't hold on with their promises. Breaking the promises that you have made to me, really WILL trigger my anger.

Another thing to be jotted down in your note, don't take my "slumber-ness" for granted, okay. I might look okay in your eyes but deep down, it does scratches a little. It's just not my style to get others to be involved with my problems.

p/s: I don't call this hypocrisy, I just call it PROFESSIONALISM.

double p/s: I think you just wouldn't want to see the old me. I might scares you out.

It's a kind reminder. I just really hate end up hurting other people's feeling. Thank you.

Perempuan queen control, lelaki.. king control?

Um. Post nie tak bermaksud utk jadi offensive ke ape. Tapi nie aku nak ckp berdasarkan ape aku perhati kat sekeliling aku.

Tak reti camne nak start post nie tp benda nie been bothering aku quite a long time gak ar. Tapi, ape ek pendapat korang pasal lelaki king control nie? Don't get me wrong. Sebab yes, aku tau. Lelaki sepatut nye memang menjadi king kat rumah. Sebab lelaki adalah lelaki. Tapi still benda nie bother aku jugak.

Sebab benda nie jadi kat member sendiri so aku rase nk gak wat posting pasal benda nie. Even blum kahwin agi, member aku sorang dah kene gila control ngan boyfie dia. Seriously I don't mind la kalu certain things boyfriend dia nk larang such as nk wat benda2 yang suicidal ker. Tp some things yang sgt tak praktikal nak dilarang, kenapa mesti jugak nk larang? Itu baru jadi boyfriend, kalu jadik suami sok camne? Such things tuh mcm nk kuar have fun ngan kawan2 ker ape. Benda2 camtu la.

It bothers me really much sebab benda nie slalu wat kawan aku nie nangis. Pastu selalu jugak dia kena marah asal sebab2 tak munasabah. Tell me. If I'm not mistaken. Bukan relationship itu satu benda give and take ke? Yang si lelaki itu nak larang perempuan buat tu, buat nie bla3 tp when it comes kat laki itu himself, boleh kira dia boleh buat ape yang dia suka. Slalu bila dia hurt perempuan tu sgt3 pun, he never realizes. Ini masalah bila lelaki fikir dia powerful sangat. Ini bukan patut ape laki tu buat. He atleast should try to understand feeling perempuan tuh. Bukan fikir dia tuh powerful sgt smpai nk control perempuan sampai camtu.

Mungkin some of you might think member aku nie lemah sgt. Tak leh nak salahkan dia. Pasal of course, dia sgt sayang laki nie. They have known each other sgt la lama sebenarnya. We can never really understand their relationship or what not jugak la pasal itu between him and her. Tp sebagai org luar DAN kawan kepada member aku nie, aku rase aku berhak nak marah bila kawan aku dibuat camtu. Tp ape pun aku tetap orang luar. It's up to the girl herself nk bwk diri camne.

And I put up this post because I love my friends =(

Tag dari enchek faris tak hensem

UPLOAD WALLPAPER PC/LAPTOP YANG ANDA GUNAKAN SEKARANG

CERITA PASAL GAMBAR

Aaa, mesti korang pelik nape skema sgt wallpaper aku. Well, sebenar nya wallpaper aku jadik camni sbb aku baru reformat laptop and pakai windows 7. Sebab wallpaper dia nmpak cambest so aku pon biar laa camni jek. Nnt ade mase aku tukar ler yang laen. Buat mase skang nie, desktop aku agak bersepah ler pasal sbb ape? Sbb aku baru jer abes wat and present projek SAD. So, file copy sane sini, bla3. Yang bulat2 kaler merah tuh laa menda2 yang ade kene mengena ngan projek aku. Yang bulat merah dua kali tuh pulak folder projek kami yg complete (yeah!!) haha. Yang bulat ijau tuh pulak calculus punye slide. Erkk, aku pon tatau nape dia leh sesat kat situ.


BILA KALI TERAKHIR ANDA MAKAN PIZZA

Yang nie lak mmg agak lama aku tak wat ohh. Tatau ah sbb pe tp lately nie mmg jarang tol aku makan piza. Padahal time zaman muda-mudi dlu tiap2 minggu konpem singgah kat pizza hut area umah aku. Skang nie mungkin da bersara dr makan piza kot~


LAGU TERAKHIR YANG ANDA DENGAR

Miley Cirus - Party in the USA.

Skang nie aku tak bukak playlist pon. Tah tak rase nk dengar lagu. Pasal bila bukak lagu, aku akan terpikir nak study. Skang nie bukan masa untuk study tp mase rehat2. Lagu nie pon aku dengar tadi time kat kiosk mahallah asma'. Tu smpai skang lagu tuh jek dlm otak

APA YANG ANDA TENGAH BUAT SELAIN MENYELESAIKAN TAG INI?

Makan! Makan bihun sup cafe asma' punye. Best gak ar. Bese aku nie fussy sket tang bihun sup ke, mi sup ke, mi goreng ke. Yang penting aku mmg fussy pasal makanan. Memilih gak aku nie. So bile aku rase bihun sup dia, ley tahan gak ar. Not bad. Sbb sup dia kot. Oh, makanan cafe asma' mmg best2 belake. Terutama masakan panas dia ar. And skang tgh on the way nk makan roti planta lak

SELAIN DARI NAMA SENDIRI ANDA DIPANGGIL NAMA APA?

Budak comel. Haha~ Comel is my last name. Prasan jek lebih. Um, bese manusia2 nie ske panggil aku dgn name Su. Pastu penah gak laa kwn skola rendah panggil aku Susu Halia. Tp lately nie sume suka panggil aku dengan name penoh; Suhaila Roslan.

TAG LAGI 8 ORANG

1. Pika

2.Najmah

3. Aqilah

4. Wan Nur Izzati

5. Hairee

6. Faris
7. Malas nk tag

8. Malas nk tag


SIAPAKAH ORANG NO 1 KEPADA ANDA?

Batman forever. Eh, best friend forever. Kawan sehidup semati. Kawan dunia akhirat. Words can't be use to express our friendship. Kan pika? ;)

NO 3 ADA HUBUNGAN DENGAN SAPA?

Nasirudin Azizi! Nk tau lebih lanjut tanye beliau ler hehe~

BAGAIMANA PULA DENGAN ORANG NO 4?

Dia nie skang ngan encik haikal. pastu dia jugak roommate aku. aku sangat3 sayang dia dengan Aqilah Irina =D

KATA-KATA CINTA UNTUK ORANG NO 2?

Najmah... I really love you so strong!! You love me too, aite? :)

Siapakah no 5 ini?

Oh, ini laa org slalu lepak ngan kami. Kami ramai2 perempuan dia sorang lelaki. Kadang2 smpai orang sume ragu2 dengan gender dia. Tapi jgn riso, ofcoz dia nie lelaki sejati haha~

BERIKAN 5 YANG ANDA TAU MENGENAI ORANG YANG TAG ANDA.

1.Nama Mohd Faris
2.Klasmate aku. Da lame gak aa jadik klasmate
3.Orang Sabah
4.Seingat aku ade laa dlm skali pernah partner men badminton ngan dia. Pastu time tuh dia smash muka kwn aku ngan shuttlecock. Berasap gak aa member aku tuh ahaha~

5. Erkk, ko tambah sendiri la yek enchek faris~

PERSAMAAN KAMBING DENGAN LEMBU.

Bole dimasak kari

PERASAAN ANDA TAG INI?

Bole laa. Aku mmg tgh cari benda nk wat utk buang mase~

ADAKAH ANDA TAU SI RAZMAN ITU SENGAL?

Kot? Tah ler

GAY OR LESS?

Kalu tgk movie ke anime ke, rela aku tgk gay dr less. Tp ikot keadaan semasa, dua2 aku geli. Tp sampai skang orang ragu2 aku nie straight atau less. Pasal aku nie single but not available. Sori sikit, I ni straight la beb! haha~

p/s: sape2 yang kene tag tuh, kalu sudi buat laa. tp kalu tak, takpe, tak pakse :D

Being feminine

To start off, I was never really a feminine girl before. Starting from the age I reached my puberty, up till I started my life in cenfos, I was never a feminine girl. I don't know how to dress, I never know anything about makeups, and plus, my tudungs were always been white or black or cream, like forever.

I was always seen with my selekeh image whenever I'm in class. Been searching for my own identity for quite a long time I guess. And and and, another plus point, I looked like a nerd by having braces on my teeth (=_=)". And not to forget with all the pimples on my face.

Probably the causes of these things, was because I am from a girl school, who was never get involved with boys, who was never really care on how I looked like when presenting myself on public. I never care, probably.

I think I started to be more feminine when I started having Aqilah and Izzati as my roommates. I clearly remembered, I never get to touched those mascaras, lipsticks, eyeliners and all those makeups things when I was with my previous roommates. It's not that I don't want to use it, it's just there's no one to teach me, no one to show me the way how to use it. My previous roommates weren't really those people who wear makeups.

The products that I used for my facial care, also varies from time to time. I clearly remembered the first product I ever used was clean and clear. Never and forever will ever favour that product. Don't ask why but one thing for sure, those very chemically products, just don't suit my face. The next product that I have used was Safi Balqis, if I'm not mistaken. Used it for quite a while and get sick of it in not quite a long time. Cuz, it gave no changes to my face, at all. My face was still having lots of pimples and still oily and everything. The next product that I used was Natasha Gold. I was very satisfied with this product, like seriously. My pimples were lessen and my face was less oily. But I stopped using that product after awhile. Dunno why. Probably because already bored of using it. After that, the intention to use another product was getting stronger, so I decided to used Bio-essence, Tanaka White. The product was good also, I think. But I wasn't really satisfied with that product because my pimples were back at that time. After thinking quite a long time, I quit using Tanaka White, and started to use Bio-essence Pine Pollen up till now. Got interest to use that because of my sisters. Well, my family just have this kind of interest in Bio-essence products. I just don't quite know why. But I think bio-essence is okay laa.

Oh, already mentioned that I started to be more feminine when I started to be roomies with Aqilah and Izzati, which I can consider as quite true. They're the one who teach me on how to use makeups. Aqilah was the one who influenced me to start wearing shawls or selendang. And I started to care more on hygiene. I started to buy more blouses that suits me more cuz the ones that I had before, weren't really suit me. I started to use varies of tudungs. And started to talk, walk, act, and even laugh like a girl (please minus the gossiping parts please haha). Been moreee girlish than I have ever been before.

The truth is, I love the way I am right now, compare to what I was before. A girl should be like a girl. A girl never should act like a guy. Probably some of you think that because of my siblings are all girls, means that I should be more girlish, I think your thoughts are wrong. I never ever learn to be girlish with them. In fact, I try to act tough when I am with them. I remembered that we used to laugh to each other when someone is crying while watching the sad movies or stories. I never really get to cry when watching those sad movies while I was a little kid, even I am those kind of person who will cry when watching sad movies. And I used to have this rock-ish style which doesn't suits me at all, I guess. But hey, I still listen to rock music :D

Be yourself, be feminine. Confidence is an essential thing in order to make yourself be more attractive in the eyes of others. I used to be a low self-esteem person but I think things are getting better right now. Never be ashamed of yourself. There's something in your inner-self that never fails to attract others. It's just some of them just failed to see the special thing in us. Be yourself, be more confident!

Siti Mashithah Rusli, I will be missing you :(

I have knew Mas quite a long time I guess. Dia kawan zaman muda2 dulu. Zaman aku masih agi kat Cenfos. Kitorang can be considered as in the same boat jugak la sbb Mas nie dulu asalnya dari Allied Health Science and aku lak dr Engineering so kitorang nie golongan2 yang tukar course jugak la.

Seingat aku, first time jmpe Mas masa tuh time kat physics class. Tp time tuh aku masih agi tak rapat ngan dia. In fact, time klas physics tuh laa aku knal org2 cam nina, lat ngan ana skali. Kira diorang nie kwn2 aku start knal zaman muda2 dlu.

Tp time klas physics tuh tade laa rapat sgt ngan mereka nie. Sbb time tuh aku lebih byk same klas ngan dak2 junior so aku hanye laa jmpe diorang ni skali skala.

Aku start rapat and lepak skali ngan nina and mas time last sem kat cenfos. Time tuh kami da start ade byk subjek amek sesame. Yang paling aku ingat time tuh yang same2 kitorang amek, subjek programming, IL, ngan Math 3. Sume tuh kitorang amek sesame. Well, time last sem tuh aku sorang kot cam owang gile amek smpai 5 subjek. Mereka2 nie sume dok amek 3 subjek jek sblm grad.

Huhu, time tuh mmg slalu aa lepak ngan nina and mas. Teringat zaman2 aku dok tingkat 1 and mas lak dok tingkat 4 kalu x silap and everytime nk tanye soklan, konpem kene menapak pi sampai tingkat 4 kot. Penat nye, masya Allah ler. And pastu suke melepak sane lelame sambil bertanye soklan. Antara mende yang aku rase sgt3 nk ckp thank you dengan mas is mase time aku amek comp 2. Time tuh madam klas aku madam ayu. And ofcourse, sape yg knal aku taw ler camne aku dlm klas. Tapenah kot fokus langsung. Dlm klas dok maen game tah pape. Tp tu pon sbb bosan nk dengar madam ckp kat depan hehe. So everytime nk exam, aku akan pegi menapak mintak tolong ngan Mas sebab mas sgt hebat dengan database.nd alhamdulillah, sebab mas, aku berjaya dpt A-.

Pastu teringat agi zaman amek IL, PG ngan math3. Ohoho. Time zaman nakal2 agi. Paling syok time IL. Punye laa satu klas ske meniru kuiz time tuh. Buruk sunggoh perangai oh~ Tp time exam tapenah ar. Sume usaha memasing. Serius kenangan manis time tuh :)

And one more thing yang slalu aku buat ngan Mas, kadang2 kami suka kongsi cerite sesame sendiri. Kalu jumpe kami suke nak update cerita sesame sendiri. I kinda know who she likes atau pun ade sesape yang minat kat dia and aku akan bagitau dia siapa yang aku suka atau anyone yang suke kat aku. Sume aku citer kat dia, and dia pun suka bagi nasihat ngan pendapat kat aku. Ini yang paling aku suka bila dengan mas. Well, dengan dia aku biasa tak sorok menda2 camni~

I will be missing you very much mas. Mungkin aku tak laa rapat sgt ngan dia cam nina rapat ngan dia tp still, we were once closed. She will be remembered, as one good friend.

Friends will come and go. Of course itu satu fact. I've experienced that quite many times I guess. Ada yang kwn still in contact tp ade jugak yang have gone forever, without even a trace. But what ever happen, cherish your friends in the heart. Even takde mase nk jumpe ke ape, once in a while, do get in contact. Cuz they're once, part your life. They once have been the one who always be beside you, gave you encouragement to get on with the life, even if you feel that life is a total suck at that time.

Topik friendships nie once pernah jadik sensitif topik utk aku. Tp I have learned to let go. Sometimes we just need to spread our wings, and learn how to fly, on our own.

Cherish your friends forever, cuz friendships can never be replaced. We can never find any other person to be exactly like the same person that we have lost :)

Calculus oi calculus!

Just done facing one whole week which I can really consider it as one hell, supeeeer hell week. Well, is not only one week la. Started from last week jugak aa. Kalu ikot post sblom nie, this week supposed only need to submit assignment ungs, kuiz ungs, test 2 calculus and also kuiz calculus. But then tetibe la pulak kan, ade kuiz ico menyelit kat tgh2. Citt kaco jadual sunggoh. Fortunately, kuiz tuh bole bincang. Hmmphh, tah. Bincang pon rase tak ikhlas jer blaja ico ngan dpt markah byk. Sbb satu, even senang dpt markah, serious laa kan, mmg byk gile tak paham ape yg sir ajar. Even kalu buat exam ke ape, based on luck kot. That's why once I said, takleh gantung kat luck saje. I just don't like getting marks just by luck. It's just not me, okay~

Oh, lupa. Tujuan aku blogging skang nie pun sbb calculus sebenarnya. Ishh, ntah la calculus nie. No komen pon ade gak aa. Supposedly aku rase calculus nie bukan nye susah sgt pon. Kalu tak, takkan la time matrik dlu reramai bole skor kot. Tp, bila blaja ngan sir A nie, azab dia, Allah saje yang tau. Aku tak tau mane silap dia. Celah mane problem dia. Oih, serius. Zaman kat engin dlu pon tak rase susah camni nak skor dlm calculus. Kalu budak engin nk banding calculus diorang ngan kitorang, try ler amek ngan sir A nie. Rase kan la azab dia. Bak kate sir tu la, "Mathematics is the art of thinking. Explain! Change!" Hmmphh. Okay, I somehow agree sket laa the art of thinking tuh. Tp siyes la weh, soklan exam dia, tahap mengarot pon ade aku rase. Kalu satu jek takpe aa gak. Nie berjuta2 lemon kot soklan soh explain pasal theorem super mengarot tuh. Hoh, sabor je la td. Yang tang soklan soh kira2 tuh, aku rase ok aa. Masok jek tang explain tuh, berpinau mate huiyooo.

Siyes ler tetibe rindu gile ngan Mrs Azlina ngan Miss Sharifah kot. Especially mrs Azlina. She's the one who sparks the light inside of me. She's the one who teaches how fun Mathematics and Physics are. For miss Sharifah lak, even though aku dlu cam err quite kutuk gak miss Sharifah sbb cara dia mengajar tp still dia okay la. Notes mereka sume full, complete, perfect kot! Compare ngan sir A nie punye, errrr, no komen oh!~

Td bila wat kuiz tutor calculus rase ok gak aa. So aku sgt tak paham kenape aku rase cam susaaaaah gilo nk jwb soklan sir A nie. Soklan calculus patot mcm soklan kuiz calculus nie. Baru enjoy. Baru laa rase sronok sket nk pikir calculus. This sir is sooooo killing my passion for math.

Hoh, I've tried my best so hopefully everything will go well. Can't afford to let myself down again T___T. Sir tolong laa, fahami laa anak murid sir nie. Mengharap belas kasihan.... T____T

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Stress!

Argghhh! Tension! Tension! Tension!

Tadi lepas abes klas calculus, terserempak la ngan Mira, roommate time kat cenfos dlu. Dok laa borak2 ngan dia bla3. Pastuh tetibe kuar statement dr dia, "Su-chan da nmpk berisi laa. Macam orang bahagia kawen", sambil memicit-micit pipi aku. Ouch!! Sungguh pun ayat dia begitu bersopan-santun tanpa ada niat nk sakitkan ati, sebenarnya maksud laen ayat dia tuh, "Su-chan da gemok!".

Pastu, td lak time beli makanan kat asma' tetibe member time kat cenfos, Syakila lak ckp, "Su da tembam laa. Nmpak berisi da skarang,".

Huwaaa, seriyes. Dua org da ckp mende nie. Sangat tension dan sangat stress dengan mende nie. Memberi tekanan emosi dan perasaan btol laaaaaaaa T_______T

Okay, I'm done! No nasik, no everything (well, as if I can do that, huh!)

GLAY

Guitars are sexy

But a guitarist with a guitar is waaaaay sexier (HISASHI)

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Bass is nevertheless sexy too

But a bassist with a bass, is waaaaay cuter? hehe~ (JIRO)

I love GLAY

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Final hampir menjelma

Sebulan terakhir before final. Oihh, tension2. Byk gilo keje nk kene wat. And maybe takmo balik umah langsung smpai laa final. Time is sooo running out skang nie.

Saje nak tayang board aku. Board aku tak girlish, okay. Aku tak reti laa nak decorate2 nie.

Atas ni sume mende yg aku kena settle before final exam. Byk kan? @_@

Eh, tertinggal lak yg ari khamis tuh. Aku ade test calculus pukul 5.00 ptg and follow up dengan quiz calculus mlm tuh. Hadoii~

Schedule Final exam!

So gudLuck laa to all utk menghabiskan sisa2 sem nie. Makin habis sem makin sebok gilo.

Wish me Luck too, okay guys?

Mak, saye nak kawen!

Tadi masa dlm keta waktu nk balik dari mid valley ngan Aqilah Irina, Hairee ngan Adnan, berlaku laa satu conversation between aku ngan Aqilah. Lebih kurang camni laa.

Aku: Awakkk, saye da penat laa nak study. Nak kahwin boleee?

Aqilah: Bole2! Awak nie da frust btol da niee

Aku: Ye laa. Nyampah da. Boleh tak saye nk stop study, pastu balik kampung, cucuk2 tanam sayor, pastu kawen ngan anak jiran seblah. Boleee?

Aqilah: *geleng2 pale*

haha. berangan je tau.

makkk, saye da penat blaja. saye nak kawennn! T_T