Calculus oi calculus!

Just done facing one whole week which I can really consider it as one hell, supeeeer hell week. Well, is not only one week la. Started from last week jugak aa. Kalu ikot post sblom nie, this week supposed only need to submit assignment ungs, kuiz ungs, test 2 calculus and also kuiz calculus. But then tetibe la pulak kan, ade kuiz ico menyelit kat tgh2. Citt kaco jadual sunggoh. Fortunately, kuiz tuh bole bincang. Hmmphh, tah. Bincang pon rase tak ikhlas jer blaja ico ngan dpt markah byk. Sbb satu, even senang dpt markah, serious laa kan, mmg byk gile tak paham ape yg sir ajar. Even kalu buat exam ke ape, based on luck kot. That's why once I said, takleh gantung kat luck saje. I just don't like getting marks just by luck. It's just not me, okay~

Oh, lupa. Tujuan aku blogging skang nie pun sbb calculus sebenarnya. Ishh, ntah la calculus nie. No komen pon ade gak aa. Supposedly aku rase calculus nie bukan nye susah sgt pon. Kalu tak, takkan la time matrik dlu reramai bole skor kot. Tp, bila blaja ngan sir A nie, azab dia, Allah saje yang tau. Aku tak tau mane silap dia. Celah mane problem dia. Oih, serius. Zaman kat engin dlu pon tak rase susah camni nak skor dlm calculus. Kalu budak engin nk banding calculus diorang ngan kitorang, try ler amek ngan sir A nie. Rase kan la azab dia. Bak kate sir tu la, "Mathematics is the art of thinking. Explain! Change!" Hmmphh. Okay, I somehow agree sket laa the art of thinking tuh. Tp siyes la weh, soklan exam dia, tahap mengarot pon ade aku rase. Kalu satu jek takpe aa gak. Nie berjuta2 lemon kot soklan soh explain pasal theorem super mengarot tuh. Hoh, sabor je la td. Yang tang soklan soh kira2 tuh, aku rase ok aa. Masok jek tang explain tuh, berpinau mate huiyooo.

Siyes ler tetibe rindu gile ngan Mrs Azlina ngan Miss Sharifah kot. Especially mrs Azlina. She's the one who sparks the light inside of me. She's the one who teaches how fun Mathematics and Physics are. For miss Sharifah lak, even though aku dlu cam err quite kutuk gak miss Sharifah sbb cara dia mengajar tp still dia okay la. Notes mereka sume full, complete, perfect kot! Compare ngan sir A nie punye, errrr, no komen oh!~

Td bila wat kuiz tutor calculus rase ok gak aa. So aku sgt tak paham kenape aku rase cam susaaaaah gilo nk jwb soklan sir A nie. Soklan calculus patot mcm soklan kuiz calculus nie. Baru enjoy. Baru laa rase sronok sket nk pikir calculus. This sir is sooooo killing my passion for math.

Hoh, I've tried my best so hopefully everything will go well. Can't afford to let myself down again T___T. Sir tolong laa, fahami laa anak murid sir nie. Mengharap belas kasihan.... T____T