Harini aku kutip jubah convo kat IIUM. Well, selepas 4 tahun plus 2 tahun kat matrik berjuang nak habiskan degree, finally masa untuk pengakhiran dan penghabisan. This is it. This is the time. Masa untuk meraikan penghabisan perjuangan di UIAM ini. Dulu, tiap2 tahun, bila tiba je masa untuk convocation, ayat sama saja yang diulang, bila lah nak tiba masa aku pulak nak convo. Oh, tak sabar nya nak convo. Gitu laa haha.
Anyway, motif utama aku post blog harini bukan nak emphasize sangat laa pasal convocation aku haha. Actually tadi, aku ada borak2 dengan Aqilah Irina masa dia hantar aku balik rumah. Aku bagitau dia, masa kami lepak ramai2 dalam 5 orang masa lunch tadi, rasa super happy sebab dapat jumpa kawan2 lama, cerita balik kenangan, cerita pulak segala macam pasal hal2 kerja. Then aku sambung, aku cakap bila aku lepak dengan Qilah and Zati pulak kat rumah sewa zati, I feel super relax. I feel like.. they're homie. I feel like, home.
Situ laa sambung topik pasal Bebudies. Know what "bebudies" is? This is the term, that was originally created by Aqilah Irina that shows how the relationship between me, Aqilah Irina and Wan Nur Izzati works. This is how it really works.
Kami bukan best friends. Takde term best friends pun wujud dalam relationship kami. That's why kami guna term buddies. Well buddies, means that kitorang tak terikat with each other and have commitments like we have if we are best friends and kitorang bebas ada best friends sendiri. By hook or by crook, even we are not bonded with the best friends relation, we're still there to support each other.
Bagi aku, berbeza buddies dengan best friends ni. I used to have sooo many best friends and still currently have two. Bila ada best friend, especially zaman muda mudi sekolah2 dulu, aku tend to feel like jealous and perasaan on having the best friend only as my own tu agak kuat. Tend to fight bila aku tau bestie aku ada kawan rapat lain. Tend to be really jealous with those situations. Beza dengan buddies relationship that I have with these two girls. Yes, I do tend to be jealous bila tengok mereka rapat or hangout dengan kawan lain tapi, aku memang support mereka rapat, support them having best friends. I don't mind them hanging out with other people because I still know no matter what happen, we will still support each other.
Tanya je siapa2, mesti mereka pernah fight with their own best friends. Especially bila mereka tau yang that best friend, has another best friend as their own. Tu laa yang membezakan best friends dengan buddies, well for me.
Honestly, diorang ni je laa yang pernah nampak baik buruk aku. Perangai sebenar aku. Semua benda dalam diri aku, tak pernah aku sorok dari diorang. Bila aku mengamok, bila aku merajok, menangis, gembira, riang semua benda mereka pernah tengok. Jarang aku poker face dengan mereka. Well pernah laa jugak, tipu la tak pernah haha. Tapi seriously, baik buruk semua mereka dah nampak. This is why they're so special to me. Mereka ada masa aku senang, tak pernah hilang masa aku susah.
Inilah mereka. My bebudies. Love them until jannah :)
P/s: Ini gambar zaman muda mudi. Hahaa.
