Last entry for 2010

Laaaaaaast entry before 2011 arrives. Owh, quite weird just to type the "2011" hoho.


Anyway, baru tadi aku tengok 3 Idiots. Call me late, yeah, tapi aku memang baru tengok haha. Itu pun sebab Astro dok siar. Kalau tak mau haram nak tengok.


Lepas tengok, baru aku faham, betapa hebatnya cerita ni sampai boleh grossing, untung gila banyak duit. 


Serius, aku akui cerita ni hebat. Ohoh, payah aku nak iktiraf cerita hindi hebat. Sebab I'm not really a fan.


Banyak sangat benda aku belajar bila tengok cerita ni. Friendship, life, study and love, well, not much of love.


There's this one scene yang aku rasa agak setepek kena dekat aku. Kita belajar untuk ilmu, bukan sebab exam semata.


Aku teringat lah dulu2, time aku masih kat CENFOS. Time tu amek subjek Computer 1. Bila aku teringat balik, baru aku sedar betapa aku dah hilang nya semangat suka belajar. Sebab time aku belajar tu, serius, aku never really hafal all the terms and definition, it's more like aku faham subjek tu, and I created my own definitions. Segala yang aku tulis kat dalam kertas exam, memang aku bagi definition aku sendiri, based on apa aku faham kat subjek tu. Aku tak hafal buku teks. And I managed to get a solid A for that subject. Betapa full of passion nya aku belajar time tu.


Serius cerita tu banyak bagi setepek kat aku. Yes, I learned something from it.


Haih, okay tutup buku lama. Let's start a new year with full of passion :)

Update blog sikit

Mari2, update blog yeahhhh.


Very shockingly, hari ni member aku, Amirul Syafiq, cakap


"Su, ko dah kurus ek sem ni"


Ecece. Aku rasa Mirul mungkin lah sudah bertambah rabun haha. Pasal aku tengok aku macam masih sama je. Gemok, gemok, gemok je. Takde pun yang kurang nye. Aku dok timbang pun, masih XXkg lagi. Nilai berat terpaksa censored. Mana lah ada gadis2 yang nak nak reveal berat dia kat public. Well, unless she is very satisfied with her weight lah. Jarang jugak aku tengok yang very satisfied ni. Sebabnya, kadang kalau gemuk sangat, nak kurus. Kadang yang terlampau kurus pulak, nak gemuk pulak. Wahai gadis2 sekelian, berenti ler membandingkan tubuh badan anda dengan orang lain. Mungkin anda rasa anda gemok, tapi orang lain pandang anda sebagai solid. Tapi tu memang masalah umum lah, tak pernah nak puas hati. But girls, you are amazing, just the way you are ;)


Anyway, lately ni aku rasa macam aku dah makin malas nak update blog. Kenapa ye? Where is the spirit that I used to hold before? Sudah hilang pergi kemana? I can't seem to have anymore passion for blogging. Bulan disember ni je kalau cek, tak sampai 10 entri. What happen to me? By the time I'm typing this entry pun, semangat nak type tu, sikit2 menghilang. Adeh, tak leh jadi ni. Kena pupuk balik minat ni.


I need to regain back the spirit, yeah, I should.

Ular oh ular. You gave me a bitter memory!

Today was quite a bad day. I encountered a snake!!

Hari ni, aku ikut my parents pergi lawat tanah diorang yang dekat hulu perdik. If korang pernah dengar pasal Nur Lembah Pangsun, my dad punya tanah kat sebelah Nur Lembah Pangsun tu je. So saja lah nak ikut. Since mereka saja nak bersihkan kawasan dari segala semak samun semua lah.

Then, at this one time, saja je lah nak lepak2 kat area sungai. My sisters and my mother sat on the rocks that were located near the river, or would rather say, in the river. And aku pulak at that time saja lah jalan2 dalam air, sambil pakai selipar. Having my own sweet time sambil dengar my mom and my sisters bergosip.

Then tengah syok layan perasaan, tiba aku rasa macam very ticklish dekat betis. So makes me wonder lah what it is. Note that at that time aku angkat seluar aku sampai paras betis so betis tu was kinda terbuka jugak lah. So, dengan very swiftly, I took a look kat betis suddenly realizing...

ULAR DOWH, ULAR!! I was in a total shock at that time. It happens in a flash. I can only remember the color of the snake, kuning and hitam. And lepas dah nampak sekilas apakah benda yang sangat ticklish tu, aku terus jerit very dramatically and very swiftly, aku lari naik atas tebing, lepas tu menggigil kat tepi sungai haha


The only person that saw the snake was my mother. My sisters macam sorang pun tak sedar ada ular. Selipar yang aku pakai siap terhanyut kat sungai, nasib baik ada abang ipar tolong kejar.


Okay. Can you imagine, how it feels, to have a snake, melingkar kat tepi betis kau? Can you imagine it? Can you? Arghhh!! I was like, GILA AH KAU GELI NAK MAMP-------------S! Serius okay, ular bukan lah binatang kegemaran aku. Takat tengok gambar pun aku dah rasa gila ah goosebumps. And tambahan lagi aku rasa tu ular air, the poisonous type pasal kaler dia gila memang meriah. Arghh, setakat mengingat balik pun aku dah rasa bapak gila geli geleman, demmmmmm T__________T


Dulu pernah jugak ada peristiwa ular dok kat kaki aku. Tapi area tapak kaki laa. And hanya lah ular lidi, which doesn't really have any impact on me. But this time, impacted me veryyyy much. Fobia dowh dengan ular.


Pesan aku dekat kawan2, lain kali nak mandi sungai sila cari kawasan yang ramai orang, atau orang selalu mandi kat situ. Pasal kawasan yang aku pergi ni, even air dia melampau jernih, tapi sebab takde orang mandi kat situ, so memang unpredictable apa binatang yang bakal dijumpai. Tempat tu pernah jadi port aku mandi sungai time kecik, tapi dah lama sangat dah.


Demm, gila scary!

Ugly duckling

Actually there is this one type of guy that I am really f*cking hate them.


Well, the story goes like this.


I still remember when I was still in CENFOS. I was an engineering student, who happen to be placed as one of the level 6 people. As for those who don't know, level 6 ni konon2 those people yang English konon bagos laa haha no offense. Dia macam MUET laa where you got band 1-6. Level 6 ni second highest level. The highest level should be those who are exempted lah. 


So, being placed with the level 6 people, I don't know if you guys know this or not, tapi those people dekat level 6 ni, kebanyakkan nya budak2 bandar, yang konon tak reti cakap Melayu haha no offense again. But not all lah.


And time aku kat level 6 tu, I only got 3 girl friends, where the other 20 people are all boys. Engineering, memang macam tu lah kan. And out of the four of us, I can actually say that, I am the less pretty. My 3 other friends were all are very gorgeous. Not the cute type, they're the beautiful type. So guys actually love to hang out with them lah kan. 


I was back then, ain't really know how to dress up. Got all the zits and pimples all over my face. And totally a shy girl. I don't know how to dress up prettily. That was me at that time. Compared to the other 3, I should be the less attractive one. 


So, at that time, it happens that there this one guy, let's just call him Mr. M, who happen to liked one of my friend, let's just call her Miss Y. I don't really remember how it goes, tapi seingat aku time tu this Mr M and his friend ajak lah my other friend, Miss X, pergi makan sama2. Saja je lah. So to cut the story short, this Mr M sebenarnya expected Miss X ajak Miss Y sekali pergi makan. But "unfortunately", Miss Y tak dapat nak ikut, so Miss X ajak aku instead. I was totally innocent at that time, ikut je lah. Setakat nak teman Miss X since takkan nak biar dia pergi sorang.


And ya know what happened when I arrived at where we supposed to meet? 


That Mr M, looked totally surprised. Acting innocently, I just followed my friend, and sit right in front of this Mr M. 


Mr M doesn't look like he is comfortable with that.


And you know what he did?


With a kinda gross look on his face, after a few minutes, he got himself up, just like that, and find another place at another table to sit. How f*cking rude is that? 


Ok. F*ck. I know I ain't that pretty. I am not as pretty as Miss Y. I might looked very deeply ugly to you, but what's wrong to just sit there and act like you are friend of mine? Why the f*ck you need to get up off your seat? Is it very shameful to be a friend to someone who looks very kampung, very ugly? Huh? Is it very shameful? F*ck off.


I don't know, but I feel like this kind of guy, really throws me off the edge. I kinda totally lost my confidence with my look. Always feel not confident when I hang out with them, my beautiful friends. This kind of guy destroys everything. 


But time goes by. I already got myself out from that clique. I feel like I don't belong with them. I just don't speak English 24/7 like they do. I don't really know how to social up like they do. I can't be like them.


Little by little, I try to find another clique here in UIA, where suits me more. Little by little, I try to build my level of confidence up. I just convince myself up, that yes, I AM as beautiful as them, just in my own way. I try dress up more prettily. And build up my own image.   


So here I am. Has already convinced up myself that I am beautiful. I do have my own attraction. Maybe I am not as gorgeous as those 3, but still, by being confident, GIRLS, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL :)


p/s: oh, even though I appear to be not really pretty at that time, there were still some guys who liked me at that time too. Out of those 20 boys.


Still, to the guy that liked me at that time, I wanna thank you for liking me even though I might not be very pretty. Up till now the identity of that guy is still a mystery, but I just wanna say thank you, for liking me :)


p/s/s: cerita ini aku buka balik sebab aku terjumpa balik the damn guy yang hina aku dulu. I can now easily feel proud of myself to walk confidently in front of him. Come, eat my shoes. I DON'T CARE haha :)


pardon my English. tunggang langgang pasal otak ting tong haha.

Gosip pasal aku?

Yeah, mari meng-update kan diri. Blog aku rasa macam dah sunyi sikit sebab aku jarang update. Since memang tak ada mood lah nak update. And lepas tu, tak ada benda sangat yang jadi kat sekeliling aku. Ye ke? Heheh. ada jugak lah beberapa peristiwa tapi feel inappropriate nak update kat sini lah.


Oh, saja je nak cerita benda ni. Tadi lah, aku ada kelas Web Programming. Duduk sebelah Cici. Kenal Cici? Kenal ok laa, tak kenal tak apa. Tak perlu diperkenalkan haha. Macam ni cerita dia, tadi aku duduk sebelah Cici. Then aku bukak lah facebook. Bukak lah profile aku. Then Cici ternampak status aku, begitu terang tertulis "Single". Then Cici buat muka terkejut.


"Eh, single ke??" dengan reaksi muka terkejut sekali.


Then aku macam, "Erkk, a'ah, single lah".


Then Cici kata, "Eh, bukan "in a relationship" ke?"


The aku kata, "Eh, sejak bila pulak. Dari dulu lagi memang single".


Cici pulak kata, "Bukan dari dulu lagi ke memang in a relationship? Ke dah putus? Ke belum declare? Ke bla bla bla..." ayat seterusnya korang pikir sendiri laa hehe.


Sudahhh. Sudahhhhhh. Sudahhhhhhhhhhh. Mana pulak datang nya gosip aku in a relationship neh? Serius ah, aku memang terkejut. Since, if you guys know lah, Cici ni even sebaya aku, dia ni kira batch atas aku pasal dia dah third year dah. So kira, dia tak rapat dengan aku sebenarnya. Bagaimanakah cerita aku couple boleh sampai ke telinga dia?


Then aku tanya dia lagi, "Ishh, dengan sapa pulak saya couple ni?"


Then dia kata, "Alaaa, bukan budak kelas ni jugak ke? Dia ada kat dalam kelas ni. Bukan ke?" Aku tahu siapa yang Cici maksudkan cuma Cici tak tahu nama dia.


Jeng jeng jeng. Sape laa dok sebar cerita aku couple ni weh? Jatuh saham ahaha. Hebat ICT ni, sekali ada cerita, boleh tersebar bapak lah jauh. Tak kisah lah couple ke, skandal ke. Kisah skandal pun boleh disalah faham kan tahap melampau. Tapi tak ada lah nak kata Cici kaki gosip, since biasa lah, dia ingat cerita ni cerita betul. Dush! Aku syak budak laki yang bawak cerita ni. Sesuka suki mereka saja sebarkan cerita macam ni haha. Takpe2 tak kisah pun. Nasib laa Cici ada tanya aku, kalau tak, sampai ke sudah dia ingat aku couple dengan si dot dot dot.


Lagi apa ek nak update? Tadi macam banyak sangat idea nak update. Ni tak terkeluar pulak.


Oh, ya. Duit ptptn dah keluar. Apa lagi, berbelanja lah secara berhemah. Tadi baru beli shawl kekeke.

We Got Married, Goguma Couple, YongHwa and SeoHyun

Yeahhhh, finally making a post for this thing heheh. Sudah lama jugak lah ikut this couple, tapi baru sekarang teringin nak buat posting.


For those who don't know apakah ini rancangan "We Got Married", well this thing is actually a variety show, which there will be a couple, who will actually getting married virtually. Macam mereka ni berkahwin tipu2 laa lebih kurang macam tu. Couple will get houses where they will "live" together, doing things like married couple will do such as the wife cooks for the husband, and they go for dating, or meeting the "spouse's" family. 


And my favourite couple in this show, absolutely, the Goguma Couple! Yeay!

Mereka ni, SeoHyun dan juga YongHwa. Lebih dikenali dengan nama YongSeo or Goguma Couple. Yes, I like them veryyy much hehe. 


Well, this couple actually started off quite awkwardly, at least to compare to the other two couple who are also in the same show, the Adam Couple, JoKwon (2am) and GaIn (Brown Eyed Girls) and also the Khuntoria Couple, Nickhun (2pm) and Victoria (f(x)). Cuz they actually before starting off this show, never really knew each other. Hardly even talk back then. And they didn't even choose each other before the show, unlike the other 2 couples, so they actually kinda the "coincident" couple that was paired up by the staff. 


The thing that made the scenes became awkward was because that, SeoHyun, as some of us know, is kinda a quite "geek" person, well at least for me, while YongHwa, is totally the playful person. So that's why nampak macam this couple tak berapa nak masuk lah bila awal2 cerita. Mereka totally berbeza dari segi perangai, dan minat. Like SeoHyun is the type that totally into books and stuffs, while YongHwa are those type that actually "allergic" to books hahah. 


The thing about YongHwa in this show is, you actually can never expect to see someone like Kang ShinWoo in "You're Beautiful". His personality in real life, compared to "You're Beautiful" is totallyyyyy different, I tell you haha. He is the type, that is a very playful type of person. Dia dalam "You're Beautiful" macam very serious, often not smiling, even smiling pun will have those very little smile yang tak nampak gigi lah. He is actually the type of person that can smile, very widely. Very playful, very different from Kang ShinWoo. As for me, I fell in love with him because of this playful character, not really because of "You're Beautiful" cuz I saw this show first then baru "You're Beautiful". When I saw him in "You're Beautiful", I felt very pitiful then in every episode, I will go like "Arggghhhh! Go confess lah wei!!", and also "Omg ShinWoo waaa!! Very kesian alalala!" haha. Seriously, can't really bear watching him in there. Sangat kesian T____T So for those who actually rooting him to be like in "You're Beautiful", guess this show is not for you lah. Cuz might be ruining his "cool" image to you. But trust me, his playful act can be really cute at times. Cuz for me, I really love it.


Then for SeoHyun. What really make her special? Because she is like, the girl who never dates before, never really even close to guys, probably she hated guys before, even like goguma which is sweet potatoes, more than she like guys. Oh, this girls seriously, my first thought about her, "Aigoo I don't think this type of girl suits for someone like YongHwa". Oh, she is totally different from YongHwa. The kinda serious type of girl, looking things in matter of facts only, and she likes Ban Ki Moon (setiausaha PBB). "Gilo apa minah ni?" mula2 tu yang aku fikir. Apa kejadah pergi minat orang politik pulak. Haha that's what I thought. And she is really the skema type of girl. Goes off writing in the diary every single thing that happen in her life. Always get good grades in exams. Very skema punya orang, kan? So that's why at first I thought that she is a no no. But then, as this show flows, she actually changed. Quite a slow changes but she does changed! From a very schematic type a person, to someone who is actually quite playful, and also can play along to jokes. 


That's why I think it's because of the opposite attraction jugak lah. If dua2 skema, the show will be a total boring, if dua2 playful, probably will end up in total chaos. So I think this couple is quite nice jugak lah. Somehow I feel like SeoHyun kinda reflected my own self. I have changed because of a guy too. It's a long story but I don't want to make it short so let's just forget about that. The main thing is, I was kinda like SeoHyun, who wasn't really fond of with guys, but grow to be fond of with them. YongHwa has totally influenced this innocent little girl, I tell you. From someone who is really cautious, to someone who can play around very much. And also SeoHyun has influenced YongHwa from someone who doesn't really fond with books, he actually read books now hahah. 


What actually nice about this couple compared to other couples, they are like the "first love" couple. Never knew each other before, got to know each other in this show, slowly getting to know each other and finally they really are a good match right now. That's what I really like about this couple. 


And oh, for this show, even if they are not on the filming set, they will still act like they are already married outside of the show. They will still be wearing the couple rings, even in other variety shows, they will say that they're already married. So they will be recognized as a married couple everywhere, until the end of the show. Some of them even end up to be real couple after the show ended. By the way, this show has produced many couple before since it started in 2008. So this goguma couple, might end up as real couple too, hope so haha. If they really end up together, seriously, I would be happy hehe.


And oh, because of this show, I got to know deeply about CNBlue and also SNSD. Yeay, now I am a fan of both groups hehe!~


Sorry for the long post, hope I didn't bored you out =D