So many things

So many things to say, so many words to utter. But not even one word seems to come out from  my mouth. So many things been boggling my mind. So hard to struggle with everything in life lately. The ups and downs in life. 

When you can't even say anything to anyone. When not even a single person seems to understand. Trying so hard to pour everything to anyone but ending up keeping everything to myself.

Biar hanya tulisan berbicara. Biar hanya kalam ini menjadi saksinya. Biar semua menjadi rahsia. Biar Tuhan menjadi perantara.