Simple Me, Difficult World

Zaman sekolah dulu. I'm just missing being young me :)

2012-02-13T21:46:00.000+08:00

Recently, aku macam dah makin rindu dengan high school. Dah berapa tahun aku tinggal high school ek? 5-6 years already? Seems like yesterday I was still in high school.

Though I don't really have awesome high school moments like most of you guys have, I still do have some of them that I can consider as awesome.

Compare to my sisters, mereka semua budak2 baik. Aku dulu time sekolah, rebel jugak orang nya. Orang kata jangan buat itu ini, itu ini tu jugak yang dibuatnya. Countless, yerp, countless of time jugak lah aku keluar dari sekolah without permission from my parents. Bukan ponteng sekolah lah. Just masa kita stay back waktu pagi, bila kita sekolah sesi petang, or stay back waktu petang bila kita sekolah pagi, aku akan keluar sekolah tanpa kebenaran mak ayah aku. I will consider the "awesomest" time in high school when I was in form 1-3.

Aku bila stay back je, mesti wat kerja problematic dengan keluar sekolah without permission from my parents. Dulu time sekolah, pak guard idok ler strict macam sekarang ni. Dulu selamba badak je keluar sekolah macam takde apa. Aku pernah jalan kaki dari sekolah pergi sampai area Jaya Supermarket masa bangunan tu masih ada. Jauh gila sebenarnya aku rasa. Tapi tah apetah kerja gila aku ni. Bersusah payah, baik naik teksi laa kan? Nyusahkan diri je haha. Then kami pun suka gak singgah kat 7 Eleven yang dekat dengan Sri Aman tu. Guna laa duit belanja sekolah, beli jajan sume bagai. Then singgah berparti kat rumah Najmah haha :)

Pastu dulu masa sekolah, aku buat pengakuan ikhlas kat sini, aku sebenarnya malas nak basuh kasut wakakak. I wonder why. Bukan susah sangat pun nak basuh kasut tu sebenarnya. Gosh, korang patut tengok kasut aku time tu, sumpah hitam wehhhh. Berbulan kot tak basuh! Well, aku macam ada mind set waktu tu yang lagi hitam kasut kita, lagi nampak otai laa kita kat sekolah wahaha. Bullsh*t je semata semua tu. Otai hape nya otai kalau kasut gila bapak hitam bau takyah cakap lah kannnn. Siap cikgu Kimia aku pernah tegur kata, "Eeeee, anak dara apa macam ni tak basuh kasut?? Mak mertua tengok pun tak hingin buat menantu". Tapi aku dulu kan otai. Gua kesah apa pasal mak mertua mak mertua niiii. haha.

And aku ni jugak time dulu2, tugas official aku time sekolah, adalah untuk piss off kan pengawas wakakak. Lagi pengawas marah, lagi suka hati. Lagi rasa hati aku ni berbunga riang. Jahat sungguh aku ni dulu. Dulu kat sekolah, baju kurung tu aku suka benor dok sinsing lengan. Sengseng ke, sinsing ke, singsing ke, tah aku pun tak tahu nak panggil apa. Yang penting aku suka lipat2 lengan baju naik atas. Memang benda tu harom di sisi undang2 sekolah lah kan. Itu yang lagi aku suka buat tuh. Ni lagi satu kes sebab nak nampak otai di mata2 students haha. Bila pengawas tegur, aku buat muka lah. Perlahan2 aku turunkan lengan baju kurung aku. Then lepas pengawas tu blah je, aku naikkan balik. Muka aku nak ikut kata pengawas? Jangan harap lah.

Then time rehat lak, biasa lepas habis makan, kitorang kena cepat2 balik kelas sebelum the second bell rings. Aku, dah memang jenis tak leh terikat dengan peraturan, jenis suka naikkan hangin pengawas, memang betul2 final moment before second bell rings baru aku balik kelas. Tapi kena cecepat laa. Kang tak cepat, memang cik2 pengawas ni hamek nama. Terus kena demerit markah kot!

Cakap pasal demerit, ni lagi satu. Aku, memang dah banyak kali pergi detention class, or DC. Korang tau lah kan sistem kat sekolah pakai merit demerit marks ni. Buat salah je tolak markah. Kalau markah rendah, kena pergi DC lah, hape lagi. Takyah cakap weh, cuci toilet tu bukan perkara luar biasa untuk aku. Takat cuci toilet je, biasa dah haha. Aku dulu memang macam harom sikit. Bukan takat pengawas aku suka cari pasal. Dengan cikgu pun sama je. Bukan melawan cikgu, just, tak buat homework cikgu, tu je. Punya lah tahap gaban nya pemalas aku ni. Kalau fikir balik, time sekolah dulu, termasuk time sekolah rendah, aku pernah kena hukum berdiri, berdiri atas kerusi, berdiri atas meja, and finally kena hukum duduk bawah kerusi. Semua aku pernah rasa kut actually haha. Tu yang kat sekolah selalu gi DC. Markah banyak kena demerit. Oleh cik2 pengawas, dengan cikgu lagi.

Awesome moment bila pagi2 sebelum cikgu masuk, aku boleh siapkan SEMUA homework aku on the spot dengan meniru orang. So bab2 kopi pes ni aku memang dah mahir dari sekolah kot haha. Time sekolah dulu, bab2 buat homework ni aku liat sikit. Kadang terbawak gak sampai universiti. Amatlah tak bagus.

Aku cerita ni semua, bukan nak bukak pekung kat dada. Sesaja lah, nak mengenang zaman dulu2 yang tak mungkin aku akan rasa lagi. Sekarang alhamdulillah, sebab dulu aku dah biasa rebel, zaman universiti ni aku lebih timid. Dah boring kot rebel2 ni haha.

Rindu jugak zaman sekolah. Kalau ada peluang, nak je rasa balik jadi budak sekolah, even for one day. I'm just missing being young me :)

Lee Dong Wook

2012-02-11T01:47:00.000+08:00

Lee Dong Wook, be mine, please? ;)

Scent of a Woman is a great drama. Insya Allah, I'll update with my review later :D

Lee Dong Wook, gua gila tengok lu!

Using antivirus, is it really necessary?

2012-02-02T09:29:00.000+08:00

Is it really necessary. Honestly, for me, I don't really use the antivirus. I do have one installed in my computer but seriously, I never really get my antivirus updated, inspite of me being an IT student.

I used to buy expensive antivirus like Bitdefender and Kaspersky. But recently, I don't know why lah I don't have any interest in buying antivirus anymore. Keeping only the free one in the computer hahaa.

Well actually, honestly, my own opinion, we don't really necessary to have a powerful antivirus installed in the computer. Definition for antivirus, protective software design to defend computer against malicious software. Malicious software are those viruses, worms, trojan horses blah3. Well, here, you should see, you actually can't depend on these antiviruses to protect your computer. They're not actually that powerful to "defend" your computer from being attack by those malware. Because everyday, new pattern of viruses is being invented and these antiviruses can't really cover up for all viruses. Most of them can only clean up the mess that being made by the viruses.

What the most important thing in my opinion when protecting the computer? The human, you, yourself, is the important entity in protecting the computer.

As far as I used the free antivirus, which I don't update frequently, and also I don't scan my computer everyday, alhamdulillah, the computer has never been attack by malware recently. Because I took the precaution myself.

To prevent these stupid malwares to infect your computer, you should set couple of rules for your computer. As for me, first thing is, I never let any unknown devices to be connected with my lappy. Before people can actually plug in their thumb drive, I will make sure they don't have any viruses in the thumb drive. I can count with my hands the number of devices that have been to my lappy so far. I just won't let any random devices with random viruses in the device destructing my laptop.

Well, secondly, NEVER EVER try to CLICK on any RANDOM LINKS on the internet. Important rules ya know. Especially those already shorten links that you don't know the source. Well, for example http://bit.ly/wIRJzH. Don't click on my example link, mind you. They might lead to anywhere that we don't even know. These kind of links, we can never know where it will lead to, especially for the normal internet user. Some will simply click on the link and poof! There goes the viruses being spread out everywhere. Maybe your facebook, maybe even your own computer. Mind you, worms maybe can travel by itself, but virus, they don't execute by their own selves. They need humans help in order to execute and spread to other computers. So it is actually your own fault (or maybe others) if there's a virus infecting the computer. Do you even realise that?

As for the random software, I admit, sometimes I do download random software. Random software is actually dangerous, for your info. Cuz they might be the trojan horse. Know what trojan horse is? People who have basic IT knowledge should know what trojan horse is. The trojan horse disguise itself as a useful software but it turn out to be actually a malicious software. Have you ever encounter it? Probably yes but you don't even realised it. Yeah, back to my story. I do download random softwares. Because as an IT student, sometimes we need to download softwares in order to fulfill the assignments that are given by the lecturers. And also sometimes, no, most of the times, I download games hahaa. Mostly via torrent. As for me, tips to download random software is to check the source of the software. For our assignments, mostly we download software from sourceforge.net. A trustable website, I can assure you. And for the games, most of them are from random sources. But actually you can check the size of the file. If the file looks suspicious, just don't execute it. And also my game files mostly are downloaded from trusted game cracker such as demonoid.

These are the things that I did for the internet precaution. I think I did something else too but my brain won't work at this time. Nevermind that. Ethically, I am wrong to suggest to you not to use any antivirus. But most the paid antivirus, they don't work as wonderly as you thought. Geez, you only gave them more money but in the same time, you don't even know that they might be the one that invented the virus just to make more money for their company. I suggest you to use the free one. They don't suck up your money but still protecting your computer. As simple as that. You should be the one who take the action in protecting your computer. Because most the computers have already built-in firewall. You don't really need to worry about intruders. So now, it's your job to protect your computer from malicious software.

That was sad, and pitiful

2012-01-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

I encountered an interesting scene just now at Kenny Rogers yang kat Amcorp Mall. As usual, kalau pergi sana mesti amek yang quarter meal with all the side dishes. Then lepas pilih makanan, aku pun nak pilih lah air. Dok belek2 menu, rasa macam nak minum something yang creamy. So aku pun pilih laa "Caramel Chocolate Ice Blends". So I told the waiter, a guy, that I want to have mende alah tu. Lepas aku cakap, dia pun dok lah catat amende tah. So I was like, he got it, no need me to repeat it. But then, suddenly, waiter tu tanya aku soalan, "Aaa, ni nak sejuk ke atau nak yang panas?". Errkkk, terkesima aku sebentar. So this time, I thought that the waiter didn't get my order. So aku pun repeat lah apa yang aku nak. "Saya nak Caramel Chocolate Ice Blends satu", dengan muka innocent aku. Then pastu, once again dia repeat, "Nak panas ke nak yang sejuk". Dengan muka blur dan ternganga aku, aku pandang muka akak aku dengan memberi pandangan wtf pada beliau. Aku ulang lagi pesanan aku then dia ulang lagi soalan dia. Makin lah aku pelik. Then baru lah akak aku menyampuk, "Nak yang sejuk".

Kalau korang perhati betul2 lah kan, aku order "Caramel Chocolate Ice Blends" which normally people will understand that "Ice Blends" supposedly to be cold. No such thing as "hot ice". Itu yang menyebabkan aku blur seketika. But I was like, ok2 takpe.

Then pastu, encountered lagi satu scene. Kali ni akak aku pulak. Masa taking order, akak aku pesan lah 1/2 chicken yang takde set tu. Just chicken, kira ala carte laa. Kitorang ingat dia paham laa. Rupa2 nya dia tak paham. Lepas dia amek order tuh, hantar kat kaunter, dia datang balik kat kitorang. Dia tanya kitorang, "Kak, yang tadi pesan ayam tu, akak tak pilih side dishes lagi laa". Since akak aku memang pesan ayam je, dia kata, "Tadi tu nak yang ala carte". Then dia kata lagi, "Tadi tu tak pilih side dishes lagi". Baru kitorang sedar, dia tak paham rupanya. So I tried to explain, Dok kata nak yang kosong laa, ape laa. Dia tak paham gak. Pastu akak aku kata nak ayam je. Ayam sahaja. Baru lah dia paham.

First time aku jumpa situasi macam ni. Never once encountered benda2 camni. So yes, actually aku harini, belajar benda baru. In these situations, I can't blame the boy. Mungkin dia tak faham these English words. Mixed feeling jugak lah. Does this shows the weakness of our education system? I don't know. That boy doesn't look that young to me. Probably around 17, baru habis SPM macam tuh. Ikut logic, he should already know what ice means. Tapi entah, tak tahu mana silap nya.

Sedih jugak tengok budak tu. Dengan muka innocent beliau. Aku cuma harap takde orang yang scam dia. Sebab dia punya English basic sangat lah aku rasa tak leh nak survive lebih2 lagi kat kawasan banyak orang kuang ajaq macam kat area PJ ni. Our guess, mungkin dia baru datang dari kampung. But to tell you the truth, orang dari kampung pun kalau at least dah lepas sekolah menengah supposed to know those basic English words. Most people from kampung yang aku kenal pun ada strong English basic. Tapi tu lah, mungkin budak tu ada masalah sendiri yang kita tak tau. Takde, aku tak marah dia pun tadi. Aku paham, dia mungkin ada masalah dengan English. Cuma aku simpati je la dengan dia. My pray hopefully dia selamat dari penipuan2 durjana. Tu je.

Sorry kalau ada ayat pelik2. Aku type dalam keadaan blur sebenarnya ni haha

Kenapa dulu aku tak beli Samsung Galaxy W or Wonder

2012-01-24T00:16:00.001+08:00

Lama tak hapdate blog. Busy lah katakan. Busy bercuti hahaha. Actually aku saja update blog nak luahkan perasaan jugak lah. Sedikit menyesal beli Samsung Galaxy Ace sebenarnya. Haha.

Actually orang ramai baru sedar kewujudan Galaxy W or Wonder ni. Aku tau lama dah. Dulu siap pernah aim lagi nak beli. Sebelum orang ramai dok sebut2 pasal W ni lagi aku dah usha2. Tapi tak tau kenapa aku end up amek Ace. Bila orang dah start bising pasal W, baru nak menyesalkan lah. Dunia dunia hahaa.

Anyway, untuk mengelakkan perasaan menyesal berbuku-buku dalam jiwa raga aku, disini aku nak jelaskan, kenapa aku beli Ace. Time aku beli handphone dulu mak aku ikut sekali. Pastu aku tanya mak aku, mana lawa? Ace ke Wonder? Then mak aku pilih Ace. So di situ laa titik permulaan kenapa aku pilih Ace. Sebab sayang mak punya pasal, so aku dah tak menyesal dah. Ok, bai!!

p/s: kata2 mak aku lagi penting dari mainstream things. hahaa.
p/s/s: sape2 sebut pasal Samsung Galaxy W depan aku lagi memang aku sembor dia. Sekian.

Pure nya muka aku dulu2

2012-01-10T13:29:00.000+08:00

Aku terjumpa gambar2 ni. Dear God, pure nya muka aku dulu. Kanak2 sungguh! Makin tua makin tak pure lak rasa hahaha

Ni muka sekarang. Tak berapa nak pure dah hahah. Dah grow up rupanya aku ni. Oh, rasa tua T___T

Ok, just a random post. Tak sabar nak habis final ahad ni!

PinkHippo again! Anyone misses me? :)

2012-01-05T11:16:00.000+08:00

Hi, PinkHippo again

Eh, salah. terbalik lak.

Hi, ini PinkHippo again :)

Anyone misses me?

No?

Yes?

I'll be back

Again

Hehe

Kes Afdlin Shauki masuk UMNO: my opinion

2012-01-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

Tertarik dengan isu recently Afdlin Shauki join UMNO. Seems like this thing has caused big commotion among his fans jugak lah. Actually aku malas nak bukak isu pasal politik kat blog aku lagi. Tapi disebabkan isu Afdlin ni macam menarik, so decided gonna give bit of my opinion.

Punya laa panjang lebar beliau nak cerita kat dalam facebook. Sampai naik kesian aku dengan dia. Seems like ramai fans dia dah back off from being his fans semata-mata sebab dia masuk UMNO. Well, say whaaaat?

Memang aku kesian dengan dia. Satu aku naik menyampah dengan rakyat Malaysia, we seem to be very obsessed with politics sampai lah kan, kawan2 pun kita sanggup benci, sampai solat pun nak ada dua imam! Isn't that bullshit? Yes it is.

Aku pelik lah. Actually before Afdlin Shauki joins UMNO, rasa dah ramai je celebrities take part in politic. You name it. Bob Lokman, Wardina Safiyyah, Azmil Mustapha, many more. Ramai, sumpah ramai yang masuk politik. And most of them chose to be in PAS. Fans' reaction? Mereka marah artis2 ni join politik? No, mereka bersorak. So why bila Afdlin Shauki masuk UMNO je dia kena hentam teruk2? Why? Sebab he has different political view from you? Sebab tu? Bullshit.

Dude, we can have whatever political view that we want. Even the 140% vote in Russia haha ini joke saja. Be it, kau nak jadi PAS ke, kau nak jadi UMNO ke, sukahati mereka lah kan. It's their vote, not yours. Diorang nak undi kerajaan? Silakan. Korang nak undi pembangkang? Tiada halangan. So nak marah sangat Afdlin join UMNO ni apesal?

Takde bezanya kau UMNO ke PAS ke PKR ke. Selagi kau masih Islam, selagi kau masih pegang title MUSLIM. What makes us different semestinya tahap iman dan taqwa kita kepada Allah. Kalau kau katakan penyokong setia Pas sekali pun tapi solat pun fail, terkontang-kanting, tak cukup lima waktu, lambat solat (ok, yang ni aku pun selalu lambat, astaghfirullah), masih lovey dovey dengan girlfriend or boyfriend tanpa rasa malu, nothing makes you different from being ahli UMNO that did the same thing as you do, kan? Takde beza kan? Korang masih Muslim kan? Dua2 masih buat dosakan?

Dari korang sibuk pung pang pung pang cerita bagai fanatik habis pasal politik but never care to follow whatever Allah says, mintak maaf lah, baik lah korang upgrade kan dulu iman korang. Aku memang tengok ramai je beria kata PAS itu Islam, hidup Islam, hidup Islam, tapi at last, tersebar kat internet gambar dia dengan girlfriend holding hands. Memalukan siapa? Aku rasa memalukan parti PAS tu sendiri. Nasib baik hanya penyokong nya sahaja yang buat begitu. Bukan pemimpin teratas nya. Pemimpin teratas menjaga adab mereka mereka sebagai orang Islam

So yeah, berbalik pada point asal aku, aku memang tak suka lah bila jadi benda macam ni. Terpulang lah pada individu tu nak punya pandangan politik bagaimana. Mungkin dia rasa UMNO terbaik untuk dia. Apa hak kau untuk marah? Dia pengundi, dia ada hak juga. Well, at least dia masih memilih pemimpin di kalangan orang Islam, kan? Same goes to you guys. Korang undi PAS, nothing wrong with that, kan? At least korang cuba nak kekalkan kepimpinan Islam kat sini.

Peminat cepat melatah aku rasa. Fahaman politik memecah-belahkan umat Islam. Yang PAS solat berimam kan PAS, yang UMNO nak berimam kan UMNO. Padahal kita berkiblatkan sama, Kaabah. Kita bertuhan kan sama, Allah. Kita punya agama sama, Islam. Tu pun masih nak pecah-belah lagi? Terpulanglah.

Sempena nak exam

2012-01-01T19:40:00.000+08:00

Sempena nak exam, aku nak selitkan jugak lah 2 surah pendek yang dapat bagi manfaat bila kita dalam kesusahan.

First sekali, surah Al-Kauthar. Mak aku tengok rancangan "Tanyalah Ustaz". Ustaz tu kata kalau kita nak lembutkan hati orang, baca lah surah ni. Kalau kita nak lembutkan hati lecturers kita masa nak semak kertas jawapan kita, baca surah ni then sebut nama diorang time doa.

Maksud:

1. Sesungguhnya Kami telah mengurniakan kepadamu (wahai Muhammad) kebaikan yang banyak (di dunia dan di akhirat).

2. Oleh itu, kerjakanlah sembahyang kerana Tuhanmu semata-mata, dan sembelihlah korban (sebagai bersyukur).

3. Sesungguhnya orang yang bencikan engkau, Dia lah yang terputus (dari mendapat sebarang perkara yang diingininya).

Secondly, surah Al-Insyirah. Actually aku dah lama amalkan surah ni. Time aku susah2 hati, time aku takde ketenangan, time aku rasa perlukan pertolongan, aku baca surah ni. Alhamdulillah, Tuhan bagi ketenangan kat hati aku. Dulu2, aku selalu amalkan surah ni bila aku rasa sangat susah hati. Aku tak tahu kenapa sem ni tak terpikir langsung nak amalkan surah ni. Insya Allah sempena nak exam ni, aku akan amalkan surah ni.

1. Bukankah Kami telah melapangkan bagimu: dadamu (Wahai Muhammad serta mengisinya Dengan iman dan hidayah petunjuk) ?

2. dan Kami telah meringankan bebanmu daripadamu:(menyiarkan Islam) -

3. Yang memberati tanggunganmu,

4. dan Kami tinggikan sebutan (nama)mu bagimu.

5. Maka (tetapkanlah kepercayaanmu) Bahawa Sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan,

6. Bahawa Sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan.

7. Maka apabila Engkau telah selesai (daripada sesuatu amal Soleh), maka bersungguh-sungguhlah Engkau berusaha (mengerjakan amal soleh Yang lain),

8. dan kepada Tuhanmu sahaja hendaklah Engkau memohon (Apa Yang Engkau gemar dan ingini).

Hadis Nabi S.A.W dari Abu Hurairah ra. berkata , Rusulullah S.A.W bersabda:
“Pertolongan dari Allah diturunkan dari langit menurut kadar beban keperluan dan turunlah kesabaran menurut kadar ujian musibah. Jika engkau telah selesai dari urusan duniamu maka tegakkan dirimu untuk melakukan ibadah dan kepada Rahmat Tuhanmu sajalah engkau tetap berharap.”

Just words

2011-12-31T20:26:00.000+08:00

Aku diam bukan bermakna aku tak kisah. Aku tak kata apa2 bukan bermakna aku tak sedih. I don't tell because I don't like to tell. That is.

Anyway,

Yes, don't be jealous, cuz you don't have what I have.

Read between the lines, please.

Aku beli winter coat lagi. Tukar lain pulak -__-"

2011-12-27T15:58:00.000+08:00

Aku beli winter coat baru. Haritu punya mak aku amek. Malas nak citer panjang2 harini so aku bagi gambar je laa kat sini.

Oh, btw, td aku terserempak dengan Indian Muslim nak kahwin dengan orang Russia. Sumpah lawa bini dia. Diorang nak kahwin kat Siberia. Mereka peramah gila. Siap borak2 lagi dengan kami.

Ni ler rupa coat terbaru aku

Aku malas nak crop gambar. Sori laa kalau gambar2 tu nampak cam serabut sikit.

A doctor's blog; an interesting blog to read.

2011-12-26T00:51:00.000+08:00

Harini aku terjumpa satu blog yang jarang2 boleh jumpa jugak laa. Blog seorang doktor. One word I can say when I read the blog, amazing.

Ok, point of view aku actually agak berubah laa bila baca blog beliau ni. Sebelum ni aku memang laa pandang berat jugak kat tugas seorang doctor. Tapi sekarang lepas aku baca blog beliau, oh my, memang tugas seorang doctor ni sangat noble lah actually.

Aku budak ICT. Everyday, I only deal with coding, programmings, projects, machines, all these stuffs. You know machines, when it comes to worst, even it may cause you to lose very much of money, you can just throw away those machines, and buy new machines to be on hand. But doctors? Hey, they deal with people's lives okay. I can somehow imagine how they'd feel to face the worst situation that could happen in medical scene, the life or death situation. For us, machines can be throw away, but them, they deal with humans' life okay. Humans' life are precious. Not something that can be taken very lightly.

Reading that doctor's blog, oh gosh, I am imagining myself dealing with those critical cases, and the unfortunate case come, and the unexpected death is on it's way. They witness the death of their patients okay. Not an easy thing to do. How I can imagine the depression that they suffer when a patient dies. How I can imagine.

Also, reading the blog change my perspective. I wasn't really into the donating blood stuffs. You know, typical us human, we don't really bother doing things that don't benefit us directly. So I don't really pay any attention in donating my blood. But after I read it from doctor's POV, finally it captures straight right to my heart, why we need to donate our blood. There are many patients are suffering or maybe dying because of there's no blood in blood bank, okay. I finally realized this especially after reading the latest case in his blog, about Allahyarham Noria Idris, who passed away because of some complications, and also NO BLOOD IN THE BANK. This changed my view okay. I pity that woman. Trying to deliver her baby safely but unfortunately, Allah sayang dia lebih. We need to donate blood. Yes, we need to.

Also, when I read the post about a patient who had very serious injuries because of accident, need to go under several surgeries, like, how many doctors are needed and how many surgeries are needed, just to save a body, a precious body, a precious human's life.

And many other things. I think you guys should try to read these kind of blogs. Really give you something. Much of information can be gained with these kind of blogs. Rather than only reading itu semua gosip artist sahaja, or blog pasal politik sahaja, or blog pasal Korea sahaja. Broad up your mind. Try to read something new. Something new to ponder off.

For those who are interested, here's the blog: http://xhansx.blogspot.com/. I didn't find much blogs like this but if I find out more, I'll post it up here. Which is kind of difficult, well because not many doctors will blog like the one that I found. Haha :)

Aku sudah beli winter coat. Mau tengok kaa? Hehe

2011-12-24T22:57:00.001+08:00

Hokeh, harini aku gi shopping untuk pergi Istanbul nanti. Cis. Aku rasa aku kena betulkan niat la. Aku pergi nak kerjakan umrah, bukan bercuti hokehhh!!The thing is, temptation untuk Istanbul itu sangat ada. Insya Allah lepas pergi kursus umrah nanti baru aku boleh pasang niat betul2 nak gi tengok Kaabah ni. *Tekad kan hati, tekad kan hati!!* phewhhhh.

Anyway, aku beli winter coat harini. Shopping jugak ler. First time beli hahah. Sumpah aku rasa kelakar pulak baju tu. Padahal kat Istanbul sana tah2 tak ler sesejuk yang disangka. Eleh, jangan cakap laa kan. Aku dok dalam aircond temperature 23°C pun dah menggigil. I am not too fond off with sejuk2 ni. Of course.

Saja nak tunjuk2 baju yang aku beli harini. Kot2 ada yang berkenan sila2 la singgah Universal Traveller untuk membeli. Discount sekarang banyak since dah hujung tahun. Heheh.

Time ni malas nak pakai tudung. So aku amek gambar tutup kepala dengan bulu2 tuh hahah. Actually bulu2 tuh boleh cabut gak ar. Sebab dia ada zip. Takde laa over sangat mak nampak time pegi sana nanti. Shesssshh.

Ni time pakai tudung pulak. Bajet aku dah sampai Istanbul lettew. Over lak ngan baju.

Yang ni pulak full rupa baju tuh. Ok nampak macam gemok gila di situ. Baju tu tebal tuh!! Bukan aku yang gemok. Wakakak.

Ok, dah show off baju, sekarang nak cerita pasal recent condition aku lak. Lately ni tak berapa nak sihat jugak laa. Masalah perempuan satu. Asyik rasa nak demam pun masalah lagi satu. Hari2 rasa masuk angin. Tu another problem. Haih, ini semua punca dari aku stress tahap gaban ler ni. Hari2 aku mengadap nak siapkan projectssss yang menggunung ganang jugak lah. Sampai bila balik rumah pun hari2 mimpi pasal groupmates aku. Bangun2 je terus bukak laptop nak selesaikan masalah2 projek yang perlu diselesaikan.

Final exams in coming 6-7 days. 31 December permulaan (oh, I didn't count CAAL la pulak kan) and end up masa betul2 the veryyyyyyyyyy last day, 15hb Jan. Terbaik ah ko. Macam nak gila aku menunggu kat UIA ni hahaha.

Anyway, wish me luck semua. Insya Allah segalanya dipermudahkan, dan insya Allah, korang punya exams pun dipermudahkan. Amin :)

edit: p/s: hokeh sumpah aku malu dengan baju ni actually wakakak. Bagi untuk cover malu, actually aku nak guna baju ni again laa nanti, insya Allah nak pergi Korea lak time winter. Hopefully hasrat ni tercapai heheh

The drastic change from my high school life

2011-12-24T01:03:00.000+08:00

Aku teringat jugak laa dulu2 waktu zaman sekolah, I used to be the lonely person, used to be the type of "melukut ditepi gantang".

When I was in high school, people used to not care about me. They used to not pay any attention towards me. I don't have the courage to voice out my thoughts. Well, actually, probably I wasn't even care to give any thoughts. I don't seem to exist back then in high school. I used to only live in my own world. I don't mixed up easily with other people back then.

Aku actually dah lupa yang aku pernah jadi lonely person masa sekolah menengah dulu. Aku lupa macam mana aku dalam kelas dulu seorang yang sangat pendiam. Aku tak mahu bercakap dengan orang, langsung tak nak bergaul dengan orang melainkan mereka yang rapat dengan. Benda yang buat aku teringat bila aku terbaca status kawan aku kat facebook cakap yang orang tak ambil kisah pasal pendapat dia. Orang tak mahu ambil kisah pun pasal pendapat dia. Macam orang anggap dia tu tak wujud lah. Macam aku dulu.

Aku bersyukur jugak lah aku berubah matang bila masuk universiti ni. Aku berubah sikit2. Dari orang yang tak tahu bersosial, kepada orang yang bergaul dengan semua lapisan. Baik senior, mahu junior, mahupun kawan sebaya aku. Ye, aku belajar untuk bersosial disini. Pentingnya skill berkomunikasi tu.

In fact sekarang, people do count my thoughts. Whenever I voice out my thoughts, people take that into their account. And in fact sekarang, people search for my opinions. Tu yang aku bersyukur betul dengan aku yang sekarang. Aku bukan lagi mereka yang melukut ditepi gantang. Aku bukan lagi mereka yang bagai tak wujud di sekolah. Whether aku ada atau tak ada, dulu mereka tak pernah kisah.

Masa sekolah dulu pun mana ada orang nak duduk sebelah aku. I'm not the person they want to hang out with. Masa sekolah, almost everytime end up duduk sorang2 masa memula masuk kelas, tunggu cikgu dok susun kedudukan kat dalam kelas, nak cari partner nak duduk sebelah aku. Even position dalam kelas pun, macam bendahari ke apa ke, orang mana nak pilih aku. Setakat ajk Bahasa Melayu pun susah aku nak dapat. Kalau dah takde orang sangat baru mereka cadangkan nama aku kut. Menunjukkan betapa tak popular nya aku kat sekolah dulu.

Itu yang bila orang sebut pasal sekolah, I'm not that excited to talk about school. Bila orang ajak datang balik sekolah, jumpa cikgu, aku antara orang yang cuba mengelak. Cikgu pun tak favour aku dulu kot. Aku antara muka yang dianggap menyemak jugak lah duduk kat science stream tu. Aku teringat masa dulu waktu aku masih dalam Engineering, terjumpa cikgu add math aku. Beliau tanya lah aku sekarang kat universiti mana. Aku cakap laa UIA. Beliau tanya lagi aku course apa. Aku cakap aku amek Engineering. Punya lah terkejut cikgu aku sebab dia tak percaya hahahah. Nampak sangat muka disbelief dia. Oii, kemon laa. Aku tau laa zaman sekolah dulu aku selalu fail add math dalam kelas dia. Mana tak nya, setiap kali kelas add math mesti aku tido punya lah wakakak.

So sekarang actually kat UIA, aku rasa aku dah makin pandai bawak diri. Surroundings aku mungkin jugak lah yang memupuk perangai baru aku ni. Rasa malu dah berjaya dibuang. Low self esteem pun berjaya dibuang, alhamdulillah. Aku sekarang punya kawan2 yang tak pernah lupa nak ajak aku hang out sesama even some of them aku tak mampu nak tunaikan permintaan nak hang out sesama dengan mereka sebab kesuntukan masa. Aku sekarang punya kawan yang rasa kekurangan dan kehilangan bila aku tak join sekali bila diorang hang out sesama. Aku sangat bersyukur dengan benda2 ni semua. Aku sekarang pun sudah berani suarakan pendapat aku bila bekerja berkumpulan. Aku bukan lagi macam dulu bila orang suruh buat kerja, aku hanya akan ikut je. I can actually lead a group now, bila orang mintak aku lead or aku terpaksa lead. Aku sekarang dah berani suarakan pendapat aku membangkang kalau aku rasa ada benda tu tak sesuai. And groupmates aku sekarang memandang berat atas segala pandangan aku, at least they take it into their account walau tak semua diikut. Aku bukan macam dulu lagi.

Aku sekarang sentiasa mencari ruang membaiki diri. Whenever I get the chance. Alhamdulillah sekarang makin mudah nak progress kan diri. Walau pun aku masih ada kekal sifat aku yang aku tak laa boleh masuk dengan semua orang. Some of them are just too hard to mix with.

Aku tau, susah untuk berubah sebenarnya. Aku berubah juga. Tapi bukan dipaksa. Aku berubah dengan semula jadi. It went naturally, alhamdulillah, that's what God has planned for me. Cuma masa hadapan kalau aku ada perubahan lagi, aku berharap kepada yang lebih baik, insya Allah.

Umrah in March, 2012. Insya Allah.

2011-12-17T19:15:00.001+08:00

Insya Allah, on March next year, I'll be flying out of Malaysia to perform umrah. I can take this as a confirm one since we've already paid the deposit at the company that we'll be going with =)

Actually, I am quite excited with this. First time weh nak fly. Ok, aku jujur mengaku aku tak pernah naik flight. And to tell you the truth, cuak beb nak naik airplane hahah. Ok, gelak2. Aku memang cuak pun actually.

Aku pergi umrah tak ler terus pergi kerjakan umrah. Transit dulu. Perjalanan jauh gila. Aku dah dok calculate laa jugak berapa jam nak sampai ke destinasi. First thing first, kitorang kena naik bas pergi Singapore, of course lah kan memakan masa dalam 5 jam lebih macam tu. Then kitorang stop dulu kat Singapore, jalan2 kat sekitar situ dulu. Lepas jalan2 sekitar Singapore, board on plane, naik Turkish Airlines. Transit ke Istanbul, Turki.

Perjalanan dari Singapore ke Turki pulak makan masa dalam minimum 12 jam. 12 jam seyhh minimum perjalanan. Masak gak ah nak duduk kat dalam tuh. Mana pernah aku jalan jauh2 ni. Paling jauh pun pergi takat Kelantan sana. Tu laa sejauh pernah aku sampai. Dalam 10 jam. Ni pulak flight. Lagi tak leh blah.

Aku dah usha2 gak laa pasal Istanbul ni. Since aku pergi waktu bulan Mac, so masa tu tengah Spring kat sana. Minimum suhu yang boleh dicapai waktu bulan Mac dalam 7°C and maksimum pulak dalam 14°C. So aku pergi memang kena prepare laa nak mengadap cold weather. Since aku dengan sejuk memang tak ngam zzz. Istanbul ni located very near to Europe, like you guys can see in the map.

Aku dok Istanbul dalam 4 hari macam tu. Lepas 4 hari, baru board off to Jeddah and teruskan ibadah umrah. Boarding to Jeddah dalam 4 jam camtu. Aku actually pergi ni time cuti mid semester. So yeahh, aku akan kena skip classes dalam seminggu jugak lah. Terpaksa ler buat surat tunjuk kat lecturer camni.

Memula kitorang cadang macam nak pergi bulan Jun. Since aku dah habis semester time tuh and also time tuh Istanbul tengah Summer. Takde laa sejuk benor. Tapi atas sebab2 tertentu yang takyah laa sebut kat sini dulu, kitorang awalkan rancangan kitorang.

Anyway, moga perjalanan umrah aku dipermudahkan. Harap takde laa rintangan2 besar terpaksa aku lalui. Hopefully Tuhan permudahkan segalanya, aminnnn :)

Mereka kata aku gemuk, tak pernah nak kurus. Kenapa?

2011-12-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

Sekarang ni, ramai jugak lah warga UIA yang aku jumpa, bila jumpa aku je mesti kata aku makin kurus. Especially bila aku jumpa mereka yang dah lama gila aku tak jumpa. Yerp, mereka puji aku kurus. But the thing is, bila aku jumpa family aku, mesti mereka still kata aku gemok. Why eh? Lagi laa bila jumpa nenek or nenek sedara aku. Nenek belah mak aku kata kaki aku besaaaaaaar. Sumpah sedih actually. Mereka ni macam buat aku gila down lah actually every time jumpa mereka.

Actually, aku tahu jugak lah sebab dia kenapa. Sebab nya? Sebab dulu aku kurus. Serius. Tanya mak aku. Mak aku pernah cakap lah kat aku, dulu2 aku ni macam tak cukup berat. Masa aku sekolah rendah lah kan. Mak aku siap bawak aku jumpa doctor. Siap doctor risau kenapa aku tak cukup berat. Kurus tak aku dulu? Kurus. Aku tau.

Then, aku start gain weight waktu sekolah menengah. Walau tak ketara mana lah. Still, aku gained weight quite much. The uncontrollable way of eating menyebabkan aku jadi macam ni. Mula laa muncul lemak2 yang tak diperlukan.

So sekarang, aku actually under state of depression. Sebab mereka tak boleh anggap aku kurus dah, sebab mereka dok banding aku dengan yang dulu. Kakak aku yang no 4 tu, dulu memang gemok laa. Orang panggil dia debab, and orang panggil aku si kurus. Sekarang ni akak aku yang tu dah turun berat agak berkilo2 gak lah, so dia kira dah makin kurus sekarang. Compare dia dengan dulu, sumpah lain gila dah sekarang.

My family have started to compare me and her. Walhal, aku dengan dia beza lebih dari 10 kilo kot!! Lebih 10 kilo. Mereka kata aku dah sama saiz dengan akak aku yang tu. Memang sumpah malang lah untuk aku, sebab aku berasal dari kurus, telah gemok dan cuba kembali kurus. They kept comparing me with the old me. Kakak aku pulak memang bertuah since dia dari gemok berubah menjadi kurus. Last2 yang jadi mangsa kutukan every time balik kampung siapa? Aku jugak. Aku jugak lah. Buat penat shed of 3-4 kilo last2 pujian kurus pun takde. Cakap aku gemok lagi ada laa. Can't you guys see the depression that I have here right now?

Dalam banyak2, aku boleh mengadu kat mak aku je lah. Eh, siapa ye tak sedih, bila balik kampung je orang sedap mengata kau gemok. Walhal, you know you've tried so hard to lose weight. But your efforts seems being unappreciated with this kind of sh*t. How harsh can the world be for people like me? Bersyukur laa bila korang berasal dari gemok then dah berjaya kurus. At least korang akan rasa appreciated jugak.

Yeah, I know, I need to lose 10 kilo also to make me look super thin, then baru orang nak kata, "Eh, ko dah kurus lah". Baru orang nampak beza aku dulu dan sekarang. Baru orang kata aku ada effort nak kurus kan badan. Aku kena jadi tiang elektrik macam dulu baru mereka nak kata aku kurus.

Girls get depressed easily with these kind of words. But some people just couldn't catch that lah kan. And the worst thing is, bukan lelaki yang selalu komen pasal benda ni, perempuan jugak yang mengomen tuh! Perempuan jugak. Padahal kita perempuan semua tahu, weight is a big issue for girls. I just couldn't understand why.

Ok, aku silap lah sebab suka makan merapu dulu2. Chocolate bars aku habiskan sorang2, marshmallow pun sebungkus makan sorang2 just in one night, keropok jajan semua aku bantai. The thing is, I've stopped doing it now, okay? Seems like all my efforts has gone on waste =/

Dah lah. Malas nak amek kisah apa orang cakap dah.

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2011-12-13T08:25:00.000+08:00

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Finally, my fourth handphone

2011-12-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

Recently, aku beli handphone baru, which Samsung Galaxy Ace. Well, to be honest, this is the very first time aku jadi pengguna smartphone. So like, seriously, aku noob sebenarnya bab2 smartphone ni hahah. Selama ni aku memang pengguna tegar (well, tegar laa sangat kan) Sony Ericsson. Tegar lah jugak. Sebab 2 kali gak lah aku beli Sony Ericsson.

I don't buy new handphone like I buy new clothes. I rarely change my phone. So this is like, the 3rd time aku tukar phone? Dulu zaman sekolah, aku dah start beli handphone actually. Beli sendiri wehhh. Hebat tak? Haha. Bukan mahal pun. Nokia biasa je. Tak ingat lah Nokia yang mana. But I am sure yang warna dia biru. Baby blue. Then, my second handphone was sponsored by my father since it's my first time as a university student. Sony Ericsson. RM800 lebih gak lah harga dia. Handphone tu bertahan dalam setahun lebih. Then one day, cover belakang handphone tu hilang bila aku masuk rumah hantu masa festival apetah kat UIA. Masa tu aku decide, tukar handphone baru lagi.

My third handphone, the one that before the newly bought handphone, was bought after I lost my second phone. Sony Ericsson G900. Haaa, yang ni sempat tahan dalam 2 tahun jugak ah. Tu pun beliau melalui saat2 begitu duka dan sengsara bersama aku hahaha. I've dropped this phone countless of time actually. Punyalah banyak calar-balar kat badan beliau. Sangat berbeza rupa beliau sekarang dari saat beliau lahir didunia ni dulu HAHA. Aku pun malu nak tunjuk muka terkini beliau sekarang hahaa. Anyway, this phone rosak, was because of my bad. Air mineral aku tertumpah kat dalam beg, menyebabkan handphone ni sesak nafas dan meninggal dunia begitu saja tanpa sempat diberi bantu CPR haha nampak sangat menipu nya. OK LAME. Handphone aku ni actually masih boleh start. The problem is, sim card tak boleh detect. So yeah, I decided to buy a new handphone lah kan.

Finally, my fourth handphone, Samsung Galaxy Ace. Compared to my previous handphone, actually phone aku kali ni even beliau ni tergolong dalam keluarga smartphone, beliau jugak antara handphone termurah pernah aku beli. RM780 tunaiiiii. My previous two phones semua harga RM800++ gak lah. So actually, to be honest, aku sumpah puas hati guna handphone ni.

Dude, first time kot pakai smartphone. Ternganga2 kagum gak ah guna handphone ni HAHA. Menyebabkan aku terpikir kenapa laa aku tak pernah terpikir nak beli smartphone sebelum ni. Ayat berbelit2 aku ni haha. Baru laa aku tahu perasaan menggunakan Android, di mana ko boleh dapat berjuta2 free applications kat internet tak yah keluar sesen pun. Ok, sumpah jakun hahaha. Aku pernah jadi Android developer okaaaay (developer la sangat padahal kau takat main ubah coding orang je haha).

Aku ada reason jugak lah kenapa aku pilih samsung. Well, orang ada tanya jugak, kenapa tak alang2 beli blackberry je? Aku jawab penuh ikhlas tulus hati aku, aku seriously tak pernah suka Blackberry. Sumpah tak pernah suka. Tak pernah aku berkenan tengok design Blackberry ni actually. And aku rasa Blackberry sangat overrated. People bought it because they can actually show off yang handphone mereka mahal HAHA no offense, aku gurau je. And also sebab BBM. "Eh, nak BBM pin kau pleaseeeee", dengan penuh rasa bangga kat facebook. Tu sebab aku rasa Blackberry ni overrated.

Then orang tanya kenapa tak beli iPhone? Yang ni pun aku nak berterus terang. Sebenarnya lah kan, kalau beli iPhone, aku tak tau kenapa, aku akan rasa sangat ketinggalan jugak lah kan. Sebabnya iPhone ni kalau keluar yang baru, mesti pakai nama yang sama. Diulangi, nama sama. iPhone 3G laa, iPhone 3GS laa, iPhone 4 laa, iPhone 4s laa. Sat lagi keluar iPhone 5 pulak. Tak ke rasa makin lama makin kau ketinggalan? Hahah. Bila kau pakai iPhone 4, tengok pulak iPhone 4s, rasa macam iPhone 4 kau tu macam dah lama gila. Ni laa sebab kenapa aku tak pilih iPhone even aku rasa iPhone itu macam cool.

Pastu actually, another choice aku, of course HTC. Tapi tu lah, HTC best. Handphone semua nampak smart. Sumpah aku suka tengok.Tapi masalah nya, yang sumpah lawa2 belaka, mahal. RM1000++. Haihhh, rambang mata mak tengok nyah oiii.

At last, aku pilih Samsung jugak. Sebab aku rasa Samsung moderate lah. Tak terlampau overrated. Even orang kata Samsung ni tiru iPhone banyak. Tak kesah lah. Not my problem pun mereka nak tiru2 ni. And seriously, Samsung memang banyak gila tawarkan smartphone yang sangat affordable untuk student. Some of the phone okay, not all. Dah tau takde kemampuan takyah menggatal nak capai Galaxy Note lak kan. Or SII. Ikut kemampuan lah nyah oii haha.

Aku actually ada gak aim nak beli Samsung W. Well, because of few reasons. Harga dalam RM950 gak ah. Tapi lepas tolak tambah timbang tara (ehh?), aku decide beli Galaxy Ace akhirnya. Also because of few reasons. Aku actually memang berpuas hati lah kan dengan phone ni. Cuma satu je lah problem, battery. Aduhh, tiap2 hari aku kena cas handphone ni. Nasib laa bill elektrik UIA yang bayar haha.

Since handphone yang ni fragile, aku jaga agak gila elok gak lah. Siap ada sarung lagi lah untuk si Ace yang sorang ni. Pernah jatuh sekali actually. Tapi tu pun jantung aku ikot jatuh sekali haha. Nasib ler jatuh kat tempat rendah je. Hoiii, tak berani nak buat lagi nyah oiii.

So, ni laa dia buah hati aku yang baru. Gambar google jeeee. Sorry! haha.

My first nuffnang cheque

2011-12-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

And I thought I should share this thing with the readers. Finally, the first cheque ever from nuffnang. The status has changed from unpaid to sent. But I just don't know how many days I need to wait for it to arrive at my house.

Whoever want easy money, try nuffnang lah. Especially when you have that writing skill to attract people. I'm so lazy lately to write in the blog, so no easy money for me haha. Well, actually, to my surprise, even I didn't update the blog that much, traffic keeps on coming and money keeps on increasing, even sikit. Sikit2 lama2 jadi bukit hahaa.

Anyway, tabole laa mintak2 belanja ni. Because the money is not that much and also already pasang niat to belanja my family laa with the money. Heheh. So yeahh, keep on coming to my blog. Mana tau one day kalau murah rezeki, aku bermurah hati nak belanja korang makan lak. Hahaaa. Till then :)

Sungmin (Super Junior) and B1A4 wave their hands at me!

2011-12-04T00:39:00.000+08:00

Went to MO.A Live in Malaysia 2011 today. Actually I have mixed feeling about this. First of all, the management is really pissing me off for giving out 50% discount for the tickets and also being rude to us. Yes, Fuyooh.com seriously the most f*cking stupid event management company ever exist in Malaysia. I don't even want them to be the next concert organizer anymore OH PLEASE. Stupid company. Okay, enough ranting.

Anyway, I was totally happy today. You know why? Many reasons of course!! Okay, first thing first today I was actually very busy managing kids at Shah Alam for my community service class. So I was in Shah Alam almost the whole day. I did bought the concert tickets from the fanbase. Means that, if I buy it from them, I get to go in the stadium early as they all told us. So I wasn't really worried about my seats, since I know the fanclub "will reserve it", well, take note of the double quote. So I arrived at the stadium in around 5.45, went for my asar prayer, then went back to stadium as I thought we can actually enter early. What makes me f*cking mad is that when I show our tickets that have the stamp that says we are qualified to enter early, the stupid management people says that with their stupid face that all of the fanbases have already entered the stadium so they can't let us go in the stadium early too. Ok, at that time I was so f*cking mad. Eh, kemon lah, you guys did gave out the royal zone tickets AS CHEAP AS RM191 TO OTHER PEOPLE while here I am only got FREE SEATING TICKETS WHICH COST ME F*KING RM183, so why can't just let us enter early huh? I was freaking mad that time actually. So while loitering around thinking on how to get in early in stadium, suddenly the best part happens.

So HERE THE BEST PART. I actually SAW WITH MY OWN EYES, Super Junior, f(x), Miss A and B1A4, just in front of me, in the vans, making their way to stadium. No, I wasn't actually planned to look after them. They just... showed up in front of us. I was freaking excited so I screamed my lungs out. I saw them okay, I saw them!! Okay, that's only the first part of my best parts.

After that we tried to figure out on how to get into the stadium early. Since they have violated our rights to get in early, so yeah, we sneakily went to the front of the row, sneaked in within those people in the queue, and then tadaaa! We got in earlier as we thought hahaha. They asked us to cheat. Not our real intention lah kan actually -___-"

Anyway, after that go for maghrib prayer and waited for some more time again. Damn, they started the show late. I got at the very front place, very near to the stage. I can actually see the artists moving around on the stage and also BEHIND THE STAGE. THIS IS THE SECOND BEST PART. We actually saw Miss A getting ready behind the stage, and also Super Junior resting while waiting for Yesung to perform. Wuhoo, nice!

They started the show with Miss A. I am the only one there who can sing almost all of their songs cuz most of the fans are the ELF (Super Junior fans). Awkward moment actually to sing alone hahaaha. Anyway, dear ELFs, actually I am quite disappointed with you guys today. Yes, I know we all want to see our oppas performing on the stage, but why some of you can't just respect other artists. I dunno, screaming out Suju's name when other artists are currently performing? Not actually appropriate. You may scream your lungs out when Super Junior is on the stage but please, please, please respect other artists when they are performing. And some of them obviously just sit there, doing nothing, not excited and not showing their interest when other artists are performing. Dude, can't we just have fun? It's concert okay! We should have fun.

Second coming was B1A4 if I was not mistaken. These dudes, very hyper, very cute, very macam2 lagi lah! They make the stage feel super fun okay! Though I can't sing their latest song hahah. But most of the songs are familiar to me. I was really trying my hardest to give support to other artists because I think they need some more love. Especially the rookie groups. They are trying their best to perform so we should try our best to support, right?

Next coming is f(x). My favourite girl group because of Khuntoria haha. f(x) did very much of fanservice on the stage. They were hugging each other and cuddling haha. So cute. And oh, I didn't know that Amber has soooo many girl fans. The girls were like screaming out Amber's name. Oh, dear, it's weird. Anyway, probably because Amber is kind of tomboyish in term of appearance. Oh, btw, Krystal was not present. I don't know why lah kan.

Last but not least, our dearest Super Junior. My veryyyyy first time watching them live. Awesome. Daebak. They sang very awesomely live. They start of with Superman. Way to go Super Junior! Yesung even did a solo song, which is the OST song of Cinderella sister. Sumpah rasa nak nangis dengar. Probably because I am a big sucker for OST songs hahaa. Songs that were on, A-cha, Mr Simple, Marry U, Bonamana and Sorry Sorry. And another song that.. I just don't know hahah. Also, Leeteuk with his famous greeting, "Assalamualaikum" :)

Anyway they end up with no encore. All the groups just went on the stage again, say bye bye, then that's it. So here comes another best part. All the groups already ended their performances so they went to the back stage, in the tent. The tents that were build for artists to rest in there. Performance ended so we kinda waited for awhile since we were kind of lazy to go out of the stadium early because there might be jams on our way out. We waited for the crowds to be off first lah. So I told my sister, "Eh, jom duduk kat hujung stadium ni. Mana tau lah boleh spot artists ke". So we went to the end of the stadium where we can see the back stage. Sit there, like looking blindly at the tents. Suddenly, they start to open up the tents. Miss A, f(x) starts to move out and we started to scream like hell. Here another BEST PART IS. B1A4, the only rookie group there, suddenly make their way out of the tent, saw us waving like crazy at them, so they were like, waving like crazy to us back! Sumpah comel!! Gila lah weh. They saw us and waving at us back! And they looked very excited too when waving at us heheh. Serious weh, jarak aku dengan B1A4 time tu memang gila agak dekat. So kinda boleh nampak muka diorang dengan jelas. Sangat excited lah time diorang wave tadi! They looked very very very friendly at that time and they melts my heart. Nak jadi fangirl diorang boleh? hahaa

Then after awhile, penat pulak rasa nak duduk dalam stadium so we decided to go out of the stadium and wait for our parents. So my sister and I was like, "Lapar, lapar, nak makan apa ye? Burger nak?". Something like that. While walking our way to the street and talk about burger, suddenly we saw bunch of people lining up on the street. So I was like, "Eh, apa tu? Kenapa diorang beratur? Jom lepak sana, kot mana tau Super Junior lalu depan mata ke". So what I did was like go to the people saja2 but then suddenly saw from far that bunch of vans are currently going to our way. I was so speechless, just rushingly make my way in the line, standing there like an idiot. Saw few vans in front of us but no one actually screaming. And I thought I saw Miss A and f(x) lah kan. But no one screaming. Only me scream like an idiot haha. But then suddenly everyone starts to scream, only that time I know Super Junior is in the next coming vans. So I was like going crazy. My position was like very near to the van. I was standing exactly in front of the van. The vans are moving very fast, almost hit a girl on the side of the street. My eyes was like, trying to catch a glimpse of any artists so finally THE LAST BEST PART OF THE DAY, Sungmin, our DEAREST Sungmin, stick his head out of the van, showing his face to us, waving back to us while we were waving at them crazily. Ooo Emm Gee, Sungmin. Can't you be any cuter?? A very cute creature waved back at me after I waved my hand to him. Seriously, suddenly I feel like I'm flying seeing that scene okaaayyyy! It's not like everyday a Korean artist will wave to you.

The awesome part here is, yes, I only pay RM183 for the ticket and I can see the artists at the very front of me and all these awesome coincidence scenes. AWESOME + DAEBAK.

Anyway I was pissed off by the management but everything was saved by few waves from B1A4 and our dearest Sungmin. Luckily they saved my day. Luckily they make me feel like I'm flying ahaha. Yes, tonight was a very awesome night. Wuhooo~!

Suara pikachu

2011-11-28T18:56:00.000+08:00

Aku ni actually bukan lah jenis reti nak layan budak. You know, those little toddlers or even infants, I feel very suck when playing with them. Terus terang aku cakap, aku main dengan kucing lagi superb dari dengan budak2 kecik. Sumpah weh aku cakap, kelemahan utama aku budak2. You can actually imagine me, every time aku jumpa baby and suddenly my mom put the baby on my lap, I will be like, stone. Sumpah aku macam batu kat situ weh. Aku tak reti nak agah2 baby ni semua T___T. Kadang2 aku pun sangat pity diri. Aku bukan tak suka mereka. Aku suka. Cuma aku tak punya kemahiran nak layan mereka. Nak kata sebab aku anak bongsu tak jugak. Kakak aku yang beza setahun dengan aku pun boleh main dengan budak kot. Oh, ya, babies and toddlers aku suka lah. Yang dah umur 9 tahun dan ke atas tu sila jauhkan diri mereka dari aku hahaha. Sebab most of the time aku tak tahan dengan mulut mereka yang celupar masih tak punya kesedaran diri atas kesensitivitian orang Melayu yang selalu cakap berlapik HAHA. Ye, mereka tu slumber gila bercakap ikut sedap mulut mereka menyebabkan aku pun malas nak layan mereka haha.

Anyway apemende tah aku bebel panjang2 ni tah. Aku nak cerita ni je, haritu aku balik kampung. Kat kampung tu ada pulak laa budak tecik sorang ni, anak sepupu aku so kira anak sedara aku lah kan. Umur dalam 2 tahun kot tak silap. Nama Alia Maisarah. Panggil Yaya je. Aku actually geram laa dengan budak2 kecik ni sebab mereka comel. Tapi unfortunately, every time aku cuba nak dekat dengan dia, dia lari. Aku dok panggil laa nama dia, tapi dia buat tak layan. Ada one time tu aku macam nak halang dia jalan then dia kata, "Tepi, tepi" dengan bahasa pelat nya. Uishh apekah perasan korang dihalau oleh budak umur lima tahun sumpah sedih kan HAHA T_______T

So aku pun malas lah nak layan beliau. Ye lah, dah kena halau, sape laa kita kannn T___T. Tapi pastu time nak balik, aku tengah siap2 pakai tudung semua, tiba2 aku tergerak hati nak kacau budak kecik ni. Actually lah kan, aku ni macam boleh jugak lah buat suara macam suara dalam anime. Alaaa, tengok anime korang paham la. Nak kasi senang paham, korang bayang laa suara Pikachu or suara Upin Ipin. Haaa, suara macam tu. Aku actually jarang keluarkan suara tu kat orang lain selain family rapat aku sendiri. Aku tak pernah terfikir pun nak guna suara tu bercakap dengan budak kecik. So that time aku panggil budak kecik ni then aku cakap dengan nada nyaring macam suara pikachu tu, "Haiiiii, name awak sapeee?". Dari elok budak tu nak lari dari aku, terus tiba2 dia terdiam. Terkejut kut dengar suara aku hahah. Then aku haiiii lagi kat dia. Tiba2 dia tergelak. Aku pun gelak la sekali. Dia macam suka. Then kakak aku suruh aa aku cakap lagi haiii kat dia. Sebab dia suka. Nampak sangat dia suka! First time weh budak2 bagi perhatian kat aku ahaha! So aku ape lagi, dok haiiiii haiiii lah kat dia. Tergelak habis budak tuh. Best kot tengok suara anime live depan dia haha. Then lepas tu dia pergi makcik aku dok jerit2 haiiiii, haiiiiii. Aku dah macam tergolek2 gelak kat belakang. Makcik aku siap tanya, "Apa laa kamu dah buat dengan si Yaya ni?". Aku sengih je haha.

Akhirnya berjaya jugak aku jumpa idea camne nak layan budak kecik. Sumpah sebelum ni aku tak reti laa with infants and toddlers. Selalu action aku mesti aku hai budak tu then budak tu tak layan haha. Pasni dah ada laa cara nak main dengan budak kecik hehe

Pabila aku terkunci kat bilik sendiri -__-"

2011-11-23T17:47:00.000+08:00

Aku buat kerja gila betul laa harini. Actually petang ni supposedly aku ada kelas SQA. Tapi memandangkan perut aku sakit and aku dah gila babas malas nak jalan pergi kelas and also aku ada exam esok and ada programming and assignment nak kena submit so aku pun buat keputusan nak ponteng kelas. So I was left alone in the room. Roommates semua dah keluar pergi kelas.

Aku pun lepak sorang2. Tiba rasa macam nak pergi toilet lah pulak. Dah jadi kebiasaan aku lah kan, everytime takde roommates, bila nak pergi toilet je mesti kunci pintu untuk nak elakkan kasi peluang kat pencuri nak curik2 masuk. So aku bangun dari katil. I was kinda dozed off at that time so aku macam lah nampak kat atas meja aku ada kunci bilik. Aku capai "kunci" bilik aku then aku menapak keluar dengan riangnya. Aku sarung selipar toilet. By the time aku tarik pintu nak kasi rapat nak tutup, in a split second jugak lah, betul2 timing pintu tu tertutup rapat, tiba2 aku macam ternampak actually benda yang aku pegang tu bukan kunci bilik, rupanya jam tangan aku kot!! I was like, "Oh shittt!!". Betul2 tepat pada waktu pintu tertutup baru aku perasan yang aku pegang tu jam, bukannya kunci. Sumpah aku dah jadi blur gila time tuh. Aku dah macam ternganga sat kat situ, macam orang bodoh gak ar. Otak sumpah kosong tak dapat pikir apa pun time tuh. It was like, terkejut sangat maybe dengan apa yang dah jadi yang sangat unexpected haha.

Lama sikit, no, lama gila jugak lah aku ternganga depan bilik baru tiba2 dapat idea nak kena buat. Aku berlari naik atas kat tingkat 5, pergi cari Fida. Ketuk2 pintu, roommate dia bukak. Tanya Fida mana, dia kata Fida dah lama keluar. Aku dah macam, alamaaaaak. Then aku berjalan dengan hati separuh hampa turun balik tingkat 4. Then kat tangga tu tetiba terjumpa. I was like, gila menjerit time tuh, "Fidaaaaaaa!!!". Haha, sumpah excited aku jumpa Fida. Then aku tanya Fida ada tak nombor Zati dengan Qilah. Fida pun cari laa kat dalam fon dia. Cari punya cari, dia kata, "Weh, nombor diorang aku takde, nombor ko aku ada lah". So I was like, pe jadah nya nak nombor aku lah kan hahah. Then Fida pun bagi idea suruh aku lari pergi ofis time tu jugak. Masa tu dah pukul 4.55pm. Ofis tutup pukul 5. Aku pinjam jubah and tudung Fida then aku lari gila bapak pecut turun 5 tingkat sumpah takut ofis tutup time tuh uishhh! Sampai je ofis mintak kunci then ofis dok tanya la macam2 pulak. Nombor matrik la, no fon lah. Aku jawab macam bullet train time tuh hahah. Laju je aku sebut. Then akak ofis tu kata, "Saya bagi awak pinjam kunci ni 5 minit je. Sebab saya nak tutup ofis dah ni".

Aku pe lagi, berlari2 cheetah gak ah naik sampai tingkat 4. Peh, tak tipu, sumpah penat woii time tuh. Gila ah. Turun naik 4 tingkat macam turun naik satu tingkat lah kan pffft! Aku bukak je pintu tengok2 kunci aku betul2 atas katil. Walhal sebelum keluar bilik aku memang duduk mengadap laptop atas katil pun. Macam mana laa aku takleh perasan kunci aku before this atas katil je. Ishhh!

Aku pulangkan jubah and tudung Fida. Aku dok genggam erat2 kunci aku cuak takut tertinggal kunci lagi. Sebelum masuk bilik aku singgah toilet dulu, kasi lepas hajat. Lepas je keluar toilet terus ternampak roommate2 terchenta, Qilah and Zati dah ada depan bilik. Frust gak aku time tu haha. Aku pun dok cerita lah dekat mereka dengan penuh semangat waja kisah perjalanan aku harini. Depa dok gelakkan aku kuat2 haha. Then pastu jugak Syidah pun balik. Sedikit sia2 usaha aku ambik kunci tadi haha.

Tu laa alkisah nya. Padah memonteng kelas aku panggil kisah harini haha.Sumpah penat tapi yang best nya lepas je aku masuk bilik, I got good news. Programming extend hantar hari ahad. Wuhooooooo!!!!!

Some of the friends disappoint me

2011-11-23T00:56:00.001+08:00

Aku actually ada perasan lah, bila aku selak2 facebook, bukak2 blog orang, usha sana, usha sini, aku perasan lah, ada member aku rupanya dah remove aku dari friend list diorang and dah remove aku dari blog list diorang. I don't know why. Tiba2 je aku tengok aku dah di-unfriend kan oleh minah sorang ni. Tiba2 blog aku hilang dari blog list sorang minah lain pulak. Pelik juga.

Pikir punya pikir, siasat punya siasat, andaian demi andaian, I came to a conclusion, diorang mungkin rasa tercabar dengan fahaman politik yang diorang miliki. Itu pun lepas aku tilik diorang lama2 baru aku perasan rupanya diorang ni semua penyokong kuat pihak pembangkang.

Aku rasa mungkin diorang rasa offended dengan postings aku pasal politics. Yes, aku mengaku, even aku natural, posting aku actually banyak jugak memihak kepada kerajaan. Tapi tidak lah aku nak kata penyokong kerajaan dan tidak lah pulak aku nak kata aku pembenci pembangkang. No, I'm not. Aku masih buka pandangan aku kepada rasionalisme.

Aku sampai sekarang tak faham kenapa mesti diorang ni nak unfriend aku, nak remove aku punya blog dari blog list diorang. Kalau katakan lah aku ni memang penyokong kerajaan sekalipun, salah ke aku nak berkawan dan bersaudara dengan penyokong2 pembangkang? Salah ke? Kalau kita penyokong parti yang lain2, kita tak boleh berkawan lah ye? Ni lah pincang nya orang Melayu sekarang.

Terus terang aku kata, aku kecewa. Aku kenal dengan diorang dulu pun atas dasar betul nak berkawan. Bila aku dah utarakan pendapat yang lain dari pandangan diorang, aku dibuang dari menjadi kawan diorang. Aku kecewa, ye, aku kecewa. Orang mungkin kata aku emo lah kan bila buat posting macam ni. Tapi aku just nak luahkan je. Aku tak faham kenapa perlu extreme sampai dah taknak kawan dengan aku semata2 kita tak punya pandangan yang sama.

Nasib baik lah followers blog aku masih stay. Sebab yang follow aku ramai peminat Kpop. We don't give a damn pasal fahaman politik kami. We united with Kpop, hidup Kpop! (tiba2 hahah). *ini aku sarkastik. menunjukkan betapa aku actually kecewa gila dengan kawan2 aku sendiri*

This is shocking

2011-11-21T00:43:00.001+08:00

I know this is old, but I just found out that 2 members of my my long time favourite Japanese boyband, NEWS, have leaved the group last October. Awww man, sh*t this iz sad! I iz sad! I adore them since 2007 okaaaay. It's understandable for Ryo to leave the group because of certain reasons (but still it's an awwww) but Yamapi? He's just being selfish okay, selfish. This news iz very sad, veryyyyy sad.

Ryo, good luck in Kanjani 8

And yamapi, seriously I couldn't get myself to like you anymore. Seriously, now I feel like hating this guy.

Good luck NEWS. Stay strong with only 4nin :(

In memory, the 6 people NEWS

Friend requests on facebook

2011-11-16T09:57:00.000+08:00

Sorry to everyone but currently I am not going to approve any random friend requests on facebook. Previously I will approve random people because, yes, I know, most of them are those who read and follow my blog. But with the recent cases of chaos created by unknowns on certain fb accounts, I'll be more careful in approving unknown fb accounts that have added me on facebook. If you really wanted to be my friend on facebook, send me message. Just to make sure you guys are not some random people like stalkers.

Careful with stalkers, okay people? =)

Taiwanese girl group ‘Super 7′ accuse SNSD of being plastic

2011-11-12T10:27:00.001+08:00

Super 7, the girl group unofficially labeled the Taiwanese version of SNSD have bluntly accused the SNSD ladies of being ‘plastic’.

The Taiwanese media conducted an interview with Super 7 that was released through a recent issue of a weekly magazine.

The ladies who were previously criticized for poorly imitating SNSD in their MV remarked, “At first we were so offended so we cried a lot but we now understand why the MV might have upset the fans. We also feel that criticism is another form of interest, and are able to better deal with negative comments.”

They continued, “There are a few SNSD members that can sing and dance well, but the rest of the members have no special appeals. The SNSD girls have all undergone plastic surgery, but we are natural beauties and their bodies can’t even compare to ours.”

They then quickly changed their attitude by saying, “We’re not saying that we will ever be able to be better than SNSD, but we will view them as our role models.”

Flabbergasted Korean fans who heard their comments remarked, “They should probably learn to be more humble“, “They’re not natural beauties, but rather natural, ordinary citizens“, and “Just please quit copying their stuff“.

The concept behind Super 7 is that their average age is only 22, and that they all have ‘C’ cup chest sizes.

source: allkpop

Dude, reading this making me mad. Stupid Super 7! You guys are more plastic lah! Ape kelas tunjuk2 cleavage tu?? Making you guys look super cheap, okay?? At least SNSD didn't show their boobies like you guys did. And yeah, I'm a girl, I'm not a fanboy but I do found this statement is offensive. I do really like SNSD a lot. Reading this making me feel like supeeeeeer mad. Ok2, sabar haha. Rasa nak pijak je sorang2 dalam Super 7 ni haha. Dammit.

Anyway, ya mess with SNSD, ya mess with SONES too. Jangan harap laa mereka nak hidup tenang pasni haha.

SNSD is something while Super 7 is nothing, get it? Pffft!

p/s: over lak aku marah haha.
p/s/s: actually aku ok je time derang tiru snsd dulu tapi la ni keluar statement camni lak, heh, hangin aku

Manusia hipokrit

2011-11-10T17:38:00.000+08:00

Tu dia manusia hipokrit. Dalam UIA beria kata lelaki dengan perempuan duduk kena asing. Lelaki tak leh salam dengan perempuan, even yang lagi tua dari kita, haram katanya, kunun2 kata mau jaga nama Islam, kunun2 kata nak jaga nama UIA. Itu dalam UIA lah. Padahal luar UIA kemain kau pegang tangan dengan awek, keluar berdua dengan awek, share air dengan awek, segala bagai lah kau buat dengan awek kau. Tu dia betapa hipokritnya sesetengah manusia kat dalam UIA ni. Pertahankan Islam bukan kemain, then bila kata couple tu haram, dia mula pertahankan, mula bagi alasan, "Oh, dalam Islam couple tak haram lah, yang haram tu kalau main raba2". Habis yang kau malam2 gayut dengan awek penuh dengan perasaan tu tak melalaikan? Tak haram? Niat tak menghalalkan cara. Aku tahu kau berniat besar nak peristerikan awek kau, tapi yang haram, tetap haram, ada faham? Tak payah nak halalkan apa yang haram. Suka-suka je nak halalkan apa yang haram, kalau nabi tahu apa dia kata agak nya?

Aku bukan nak kata aku tak buat dosa. Aku buat jugak, ye aku mengaku. Tapi tak perlu hipokrit kan? Tak lah aku nak dedahkan aib sendiri dengan mengaku apa dosa yang aku dah buat, dan takde la pulak aku nak halalkan apa perkara dosa yang aku lakukan.

Yes, aku nak kata kat sini, even if one day aku couple sekali pun, aku akan mengaku dan kata, couple itu haram, dan aku sedang buat dosa. Tak payah nak isytihar couple tu halal semata2 nak cover perbuatan kita.

Aku geram. Ramai je mereka dalam UIA ni beria pung pang pung pang mengagungkan Islam tapi mereka buat perkara bertentangan with what they preach. Contoh paling aku geram tu yang aku bagi kat atas tu. Kunun yang lelaki tamau salam dengan perempuan tahap makcik dengan dia sebab kata benda tu haram, kita kena jaga nama Islam, kena jaga nama UIA sebagai universiti yang bawak nama Islam. Walhal kat luar, Tuhan je tau apa dia buat bagai dengan awek dia. Kalah laki bini dah aku tengok. Hipokrit ni aku panggil. Kau kata salam makcik2 tu salah, then pegang tangan awek tak salah ye? Gitu?

Aku, kalau aku lah, kalau aku buat sesuatu dosa tu, memang aku tak berani nak bangkitkan isu tu. Sebab aku tahu aku pun buat dosa. Kita tegur orang buat salah tu, tapi kita sendiri buat kesalahan yang sama, tak rasa macam orang akan pertikaikan kredibilit kita ke? Sebagai orang yang menegur? Well, unless aku dah tak buat kesalahan yang sama dan cuba tarik orang ikut sekali insaf dengan aku, baru aku berani nak timbulkan sesuatu isu pasal kesalahan dalam Islam.

Ketam cuba mengajar anak berjalan, memang senget lah jadinya. Ni la jadinya. Hmphh.

Sorry if anyone offended. Kadang tu hilang sabar baca benda2 yang ditimbulkan kat facebook or twitter or even blogs.

2011-11-08T19:36:00.000+08:00

STFU! Okay, been wanting to say that badly but yeah, I am still a person with a manner. Hey, you, hear me up. I just don't need those stupid words that will bring me down okay, so shut your mouth up!!

p/s: sorry, kena meluahkan perasaan. Sangat geram sekarang ni actually =(

My quotes

2011-11-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

Tadi dok godek2 status lama kat facebook. Saja laa nak abadikan (cewah) quotes yang pernah aku reka dan mendapat banyak likes kat facebook kat dalam post ni. Not all lah, takat mana yang aku mampu cari, aku post kat sini. Enjoy, and put in your heart mana yang rasa menarik :)

Dalam dunia ni kita kena bijak memilih kawan. If you choose the right friends, insya Allah, nothing can goes wrong. But if you choose the wrong person? Only God knows what path that you will take. Kau alim macam mana pun can end up pergi clubbing, minum arak, etc. So be wise when choosing your friends, okay? Just to make sure that you will stay on the right track.

You want a perfect life? Well, perfect life can only be found in the heaven. There's no such thing as perfect life in this world. Be grateful with what you currently have and don't be too greedy to ask for so much more. Life is so much more than that.

Bila selsema ni rasa macam nak buang je hidung. Annoyed asyik srett srett je. Tapi bila fikir kalau takde hidung, tak sempurna lah muka aku sebagai seorang manusia. Ok2, aku bersyukur aku masih ada hidung and aku redha aku selsema D:

There are just some things that I want badly in my life but yeah most of them are currently out of my reach. Hopefully one day I could afford to have them all. Some day, hopefully.

When you are tired doing works one whole day, bed will always be the best place to release all the stress, tension and tiredness. Gudnite, sleep tight :)

Alhamdulillah, dlm dok reramai sebok2 beratur nk dpt seat best nk tgk concert, masih ada segelintir umat Islam yg penting kan solat. I loike hehe. Hiburan, hiburan gak, tanggungjawab kt Tuhan kita kena jaga :D

Yesterday I saw one of my classmate, a girl, has a quite thick make-up on her. And I do believe that it will take almost 1 hour just to have that make-up done. So I am wondering how can she even manage her time before going to the classes. Dude, ko pegi kelas je pun, bukan nk pegi party ke apa. Perlu ke mekap tebal2 camtu2? o_O

Sedar tak, bila kita tak tepati masa, kita sebenarnya dah kacau jadual hidup orang lain? So, belajar2 lah tepati masa. Sebab mungkin tanpa kita sedar, kita sebenarnya dah menyusahkan hidup orang lain.

Tidur itu best. Sebab kita boleh lupa hal dunia buat sementara. Malam semua :)

After 3 years of studying IT or ICT, I can conclude that IT field is more than knowing a computer and how it functions. If you still have perceptions that says IT is only about knowing Word, Access or Excel, then I can say that, what a narrow minded person you actually are. Cuz IT is more than that. Knowing that my course is actually crucial and needed by most people in the world, makes me proud as an ICT student. Ain't you proud? I'm proud :)

Fesyen, fesyen jugak. Aurat, aurat jugak. Dalam sibuk berfesyen, don't forget to cover your aurah, ok? ;)

Sedang hampir nak khusyuk solat terawih tiba2, "I want your love, and I want your revenge, You and me could write a bad romance". Woii tiba2 gaga lak menyanyi. Agak2 ar weh, jgn laa lupa nk silent phone ko tuh. Aisehh, menggangu konsentrasi aku je o_O

Nyampah lak dengar ayat2 seperti, "aku engineer. mana reti masak2 ni. mana artistik nak uli karipap. tangan engineer kannn". Pehhh. Bangga sgt ler tu. Engineer kaa, doctor kaa, ape kaa. Tak kesah lah. Kau kahwin sok jadi bini gak kan. Takde nak kira ko engineer ke hape ke. Sheeeshh >.>

Berada kt hospital sentiasa menginsafkan. Bersyukur lah kerana kita masih dikurnia kan dgn kesihatan yg elok.

Tiada apa yg perlu dikesalkan dgn masa lampau. Sebab semuanya mengajar kita erti dewasa, kan? =)

Baru luka sikit dah x tahan sakit, rasa nk nangis. Sakit diseksa api neraka mcm mana agak nya ek? Mesti sgt2 sakit, kn? Nauzubillah :(

Mintak maaf lah, aku tak dilahirkan semulajadi pandai. Aku cuma dilahirkan dengan sifat berusaha. Sepandai2 nya seseorang manusia tu, bodoh jugak akhirnya kalau tak mahu berusaha.

Bersyukur lah dengan apa yg ko miliki. Sebab mungkin ada org lain yg tgh jeles dgn apa yg ko ada skrg ni hahaa

Sempena nak bulan puasa ni, kurang2 kan lah buat maksiat dan buat dosa. Dan istiqamah sehingga habis bulan puasa, dan bulan2 seterusnya. Barulah Allah sayang ♥

Jangan bersedih. Rezeki Allah ada kat mana2 je. Dia dh janjikan sesuatu yg terbaik utk kita. Percaya pada janji Dia :)

Setiap amanah yg diberi adalah tanggungjawab kita dan bakal disoal di Akhirat kelak jika tak dilaksanakan. Jadi cuba laksanakan amanah kita dgn sebaik mungkin ye :)

Enjoying life as a student. Wake up at any time I want, sleep at any time. Do whatever I want. Skip classes even if I want too. Oh working life seems lifeless. Already sleep when it's only 11 and always waiting for weekends. I'm not really ready for that D:

Mom's words will always be comforting. No matter what :')

Selagi kedua ibu bapa kita masih hidup, selagi kita masih boleh luahkan rasa sayang kita pada mereka, luahkan lah. Selagi masa masih ada. I love you, mom and dad ♥

More coming =)

My preliminary exams timetable

2011-11-05T12:54:00.000+08:00

This is my preliminary exams timetable. Preliminary means jadual boleh tukar lagi lah. Ok, I am so shocked. First, I got none exams yg sama hari or the day after. Means that takde langsung exam yang berturut. Secondly, super shocked, aku habis exam hari last sekali, tak best nya!!! Tskkkk.

Ok2, whatever lah. At least tak perlu melalui kepayahan exam berturut lah kan kan kan wahaha. Aku cuba jadi positif je ni wakaakak.

Takpe lah, aku puas hati dengan jadual aku. Hopefully takde major changes pasni. Takde change langsung lagi bagus ler. This timetable seems nice to me.

Anyway, siapa yang berniat nak check jadual mereka boleh laa ke sini:

http://www.iium.edu.my/sites/default/files/users/31/files/tt_issue_stu(3).pdf

Selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin ye kawan2!

Seksualiti Merdeka

2011-11-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

Lately ni aku banyak post benda2 berkaitan Korea laa, ape lah, entertainment semua tu lah. Aku rasa dah sampai masa nya aku post untuk khidmat masyarakat pulak. Sebagai blogger, sedikit sebanyak aku punya tanggungjawab untuk memberi sedikit kesedaran kepada pembaca blog aku.

Pernah dengar pesta Seksualiti Merdeka? Aku tak ada niat nak mempromosi mereka so aku tak akan letak link blog mereka kat dalam blog aku. Cemar weh, cemar haha. Pertama kali aku dengar pasal ni, dekat kelas community service aku hari rabu, that is semalam. Terkejut, sumpah aku terkejut bila sister instructor untuk kelas aku bagi kitorang baca flyer pasal Seksualiti Merdeka ni. First thing terlintas kat fikiran aku was like, "WTF??". Apebenda semuanya Seksualiti Merdeka ni?

Benda ni pesta ok, pesta. Sumpah gila. Mereka badan2 NGO nak perjuangkan "hak" mereka, lesbian, gay, bisexeual, transgender or LGBT ni. Mereka sedang berusaha menghalalkan hubungan2 dan perkara yang tak halal ni supaya diterima di mata masyarakat. Ye, mereka semakin berani di khalayak ramai sampai mampu nak anjurkan pesta. Tapi pesta ni dah start since 2008 actually. Cuma aku rasa baru tahun ni mereka bawa pesta ni kepada public.

Ye, sebagai orang biasa, aku tak rasa aku punya kuasa nak halang pesta2 berunsur kebaratan dari berlaku di Malaysia. Tapi sebagai blogger, ni je yang mampu aku lakukan. Selamatkanlah anak bangsa kita, selamatkanlah negara kita dari terjebak dengan benda2 sebegini. Bak kata instructor aku, walau hanya dengan doa, dah cukup dah usaha dari seseorang individu itu. Dan sebagai blogger, aku anggap ni sebagai satu usaha untuk menghalang dari benda2 sebegini dari terus menular dalam masyarakat.

Jangan hanya sibuk nak cerita berpolitik saja, sampai lupa masalah2 macam ni merupakan tunjang segala masalah kepada negara sekarang ni.

Dan jangan sampai Malaysia dilanda bala dan bencana kerana perkara2 sebegini. Tuhan hantar balasan cepat je kat dunia. Ingat tu.

Ouch!

2011-11-03T00:48:00.001+08:00

Sedang mengalami krisis kewangan yang agak melampau. Oh duit, kenapa laa kamu tak tumbuh kat pokok pisang belakang rumah aku je? Why money must be earned? Why? Ishhh :(

Handphone aku rosak. Dia nak suruh aku beli blekberi agak nya. Pfffft!!

Mo.A live 2011 in Malaysia (Mnet live) and holidays with U-Kiss

2011-11-02T00:06:00.001+08:00

Another kpop wave coming to Malaysia. Mo.A live 2011 in Malaysia! Details such as ticket pricing haven't been revealed but so far four artists are confirm to perform for the concert. Super Junior, f(x), Miss A and B1A4.

Ouhh, sumpah gila aku camni hahaha. Concerts coming after one another kotttt. And this time got Super Junior okaaaay. But no Heechul oh so sad :(

Tapi tak kisah lah. For sure going to the concert! Since exam midterm pun semua dah habis at that time kekeke.

Oh, the venue for this concert sangat tak leh blah jugak lah. Stadium MBPJ, Kelana Jaya. I was like, "Wtf?" Hahaha. Kalau korang nak tau, this stadium is literally beside my house only haha. Tipu je. But it's just in my neighbourhood. Ok, Super Junior in my nieghbourhood kot!! Itu gila wakaka! And this stadium actually aku dah selalu gila pergi situ since my school always did their sports day there. Haha, kelakar pulak aku rasa.

Like this page for more info: https://www.facebook.com/MnetMalaysia2011

Actually there's another event coming this January but it is not confirm yet. 2 days 1 night holidays with U-Kiss at Penang. It's very pricey actually jugak lah. RM1000. Pehh, sumpah gila. Little part in my heart hoping that the event tak jadi hahaha. Since if jadi, aku rasa memang aku cut makan kumpul duit semata2 nak pergi bercuti dengan diorang. Kerja paling gila selama ni yang bakal aku buat hahaha.

More info about holidays with U-Kiss, like this page: https://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=114359488675410

Going to concerts or buying cds or goodies of Kpop are my only, the only guilty pleasure that I have. I could spend million on this (ok, tipu. Ribu mungkin haha) Oo Emm Geeeee

Korean idols crossdressing

2011-10-30T11:47:00.000+08:00

Korean idols crossdressing? It's actually pretty normal for them to crossdressing. For me, crossdressing is okay, since it's part of their variety show culture. At least I know in real life, they are real men and acts like one. So yeah here, some of the pictures that I thought you guys should see how "beautiful" these men can be when they crossdress.

What is crossdress? Well crossdress is sort of guys wear woman's clothes and vice versa.

Oh, before that just wanna ask you guys to open up your mind. These things are pretty normal in Korean entertainment world. These guys dressed up like these just to make a living ya know ahaha. Don't say messed up things like, "Eeeeeuuww, these guys are gays". Or "Wtf? A guy shouldn't dress like a girl". Take it with an open mind. These guys did those things just to make a living.

First of all, my dearest Kim Heechul who is currently not active in Super Junior because of military services

Looks pretty normal to you, right?

So here goes, the "girlish" side of him

Pretty? No? Yes rightttt? haha

Next, Lee Taemin from SHINee

Normal Taemin

Girlish Taemin!

Next, Seunghyun from Ft Island

Pretty seunghyun!

Next, Kevin Woo from U-Kiss

Handsome Kevin

Gorgeous Kevin!

Lastly, Shin Dong Ho from U-Kiss

Handsome maknae

Cute maknae as a girl!

Okay, actually these are some of my biases here in Kpop World. I do sometimes feels eeuuwww watching them as a girl. But yeah, it's their way of making a living. Sometimes I do enjoy watching them crossdressing hahaha. Cuz they're cute. But after watching them crossdressing, I'll start to find their manly video back just to repair the image that has been damaged by all of these crossdressings hahah.

Enjoy my post? Hope you guys enjoy it hahaha

I feel like I've abandoned the blog and facebook

2011-10-30T00:57:00.000+08:00

"Aku abandon facebook. 5 hari x post ape2 langsung. Hairan sungguh aku o_O"

"Even blog aku pun aku post nothing lately. Haihh, apa mau jadi? o_O"

"Well, actually dulu2 active kt facebook dgn blog pun bersebab. Sekarang ni actually mcm dh hilang sbb nk active kt blog and facebook haha :)"

I posted these kat twitter. Yes, dulu aku aktif blogging and facebook-ing memang actually bersebab. I got addicted because of something. Or maybe someone? haha. God knows. Aku tak rasa aku mampu aktif lagi macam dulu. Aku still check facebook and blog hari2, well from time to time, but I don't really have any feeling to update things frequently that much anymore. Yeah, I've changed, through time. Takpe lah, let me stay as a silent reader. No, no, I won't totally abandon facebook and blog, because these two are precious and important to me. It's just can't expect me to be active that anymore haha. Time will pass again and yeah, I will change again. Probably in the future I'll be once again an active poster in both facebook and blog. Who knows? :)

And yeah, I totally missed the old times actually haha

Oh please serenade me!

2011-10-24T23:27:00.000+08:00

Anyone can serenade me to sleep like Kevin can actually do? Goshhh, a guy that can sing and serenade me to sleep is actually one of the criterias of my dream guy. Wouldn't it be nice if you get a guy that can sing with lovely voice to you everyday? HAHA, in your DREAM lah!

Anyway, good job Kevin! You sound awesome in this video. We need more Kevin love, the Korean guy who actually can communicate with fans in fluent English. Yeah, seriously, check out twitter. His English is supeeeeeer awesome. Make us fans feel loveeeeed.

https://twitter.com/#!/Kevinwoo91

p/s: this is Kevin Woo from U-Kiss
p/s/s: anyone that can sing with awesome voice, cepat2 sign up jadi boyfriend aku! haha. kidding.

I just don't need your comments

2011-10-22T07:10:00.000+08:00

Did I ever did those things just to please other people? Whether when I'm studying, or cooking, or singing, or doing anything, I never expected to be complimented by others neither I ever want other people to criticise what I did. I did everything just to get the pleasure out of myself. Everything I did just to please me, only me. So, whether I am bad at studying, or bad at cooking, or off tune in singing or have bad taste in clothing or anything, I just really don't like to have any criticism from any of you. Because yeah, I never really actually do all of those things just to get complimented. For the sake of my pleasure. So yeah, if you have any comments, keep it in your brain, never let it out. Unless you want to compliment me, compliment as much as you want, it's my pleasure. But if you want to criticise what I did, better shut your mouth off. Because yeah, I don't do things for you, for your own eye or ear candy. I just don't need your damn comments.

I do take criticism, but only if I ASK for it. Or when I did things for others, not for myself. But if what I do doesn't have anything to do with you, better don't comment. I like that more.

Well, this kinda explain why I hate those unpleasing comments in this blog. Because I blogged for myself, not for the strangers. I am not a public figure nor a celebrity so I don't deserve to get a hate comments from public.

Please people, take note of what I said earlier in this posts, thanks :)

Best look

2011-10-21T14:01:00.001+08:00

"A girl's best look is when she first woke up in the morning, not when she has a full make-up on her face. Believe me girls, you look more awesome in your original face, seriously :)"

So, pasni jom try beramai2 keluar pergi kelas tanpa even bedak pun. Actually, banyak kali je aku dah pernah buat macam tu haha!

Life is good to be your original self :)

2011-10-20T22:29:00.000+08:00

Bila nak komen pasal aku, kalau rasa nak puji tu, puji ler elok2. Aku actually tak berapa nak suka lah bila orang puji macam tak sampai. As in contoh nya, "Ko masak boleh laa, sedap laa jugak. Tapi tak sedap sangat lah actually,". Aku dalam hati boleh buat muka wtf je lah kan. Itu aku panggil puji tak sampai. Ko rasa aku masak boleh tahan sedap tapi sebenarnya agak tak sedap. Apebenda tuh weh? Nak puji, sila puji, tapi nak puji yang tak sampai tu, sila lah simpan dalam hati takyah nak cerita2 kat aku. Aku tak perlukan pun pujian tak sampai tu. Menyakitkan telinga tambah menyakitkan hati.

Ok, ada paham? Tak paham takpe, buat2 paham je la.

The walkman is already dead

2011-10-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

Actually, my Sony Walkman just dead 2 days ago. Air mineral tertumpah kat dalam beg so everything in there were soaked. Termasuk this poor mp3 player and also my poor handphone, which the memory card holder dia and camera rosak. Aku memang selalu ada botol air dalam beg pun. Every time, memang sealed ketat2 pun. Tak tau laa why that day mungkin dah sampai ajal benda ni so yeah, benda nak jadi pun. I moaned, 2 days. Tumpah gak air mata haha. Sayang seh. I bought this thing 2 years ago, harga dalam RM500 camtu kot, tak ingat. So this thing is actually sangat precious to me. And it holds some memories with it too.

Tapi, hidup aku memang memerlukan mp3 player. So yeah, decided to stop moaning, and just move on.

Hidup perlu diteruskan haha. So yeah, I bought new walkman. Since aku dah rasa serasi dengan walkman. But S series dah takde. So ape lagi, I grabbed E series je la. My new walkman:

Yes, this exact color. Call me girlish, I don't give a damn, I am loving this new baby heee.

Ok melampau. I am still moaning with the lost of my old walkman okaaaaay. Tskkkk.

Ape2, welcome new walkman, hehe.

Doakan aku

2011-10-14T02:11:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking about this for the whole day jugak lah. Aku tinggal very few semesters jugak lah before reaching my final semester here in UIA. Ada laa dalam 3 long semesters and 1 short semester before industrial attachment. Otak aku lately ni ligat fikir, camne laa nak naikkan cgpa aku ke first class. Yeah, aku mengaku, cgpa aku tak sampai first class. Masih di kawasan second class lagi. Ada dalam few points lagi nak sampai first class. Impian aku jugak lah actually nak grad first class degree. Tapi, even few points pun, ingat senang ke nak naik. Pointer lah ada lah something yang paling susah nak naik tapi paling senang gila nak turun. Duhhh. Hahah.

Okay memang mengharap gila dan hopefully sangat2 aku boleh grad first class degree. Nak mintak jasa baik pembaca2 blog aku semua doakan aku grad first class degree, okehh? Aku dulu tak berapa nak cemerlang SPM, nak merasa jugak cemerlang sesekali, well; in degree I mean :(

Ni laa class of honours kat UIA ni. Aku sekarang dalam range Second Class (Upper). Agak2 sendiri je la berapa cgpa aku haha. Few more points nak masuk first class. Haihh, seriously, susah weh. Aku pun dah pernah kantoi 1 semester dulu. So tu yang buat cgpa jatuh agak banyak dulu. Now dalam usaha nak maintain and naikkan banyak3. Just nak mintak, doakan lah ramai2 yang aku boleh grad first class degree. Moga Suhaila Roslan boleh grad cgpa 3.60 dan ke atas, aminnnn

Mahalnya kita sebagai perempuan

2011-10-12T15:59:00.000+08:00

Ramai sebenarnya perempuan yang aku rasa nampak super hot bila diorang tak pakai tudung. Memang hot stuffs habis lah kan actually. Memang jenis hot yang korang tak terbayang dalam fikiran jugak lah actually. And ramai yang super pretty actually bila diorang tak pakai tudung.

Tapi kenapa Islam suruh pakai tudung? Dan kenapa aku memilih untuk memakai tudung?

Mungkin juga sebab takutkan dosa. Tapi bagi aku lah, mahalnya seorang perempuan tu, bila dia tak dedahkan tubuh badan dia, rambut dia, apa2 yang tak sepatutnya pada lelaki bukan mahram. Itu mahalnya kita bila menjadi seorang perempuan. Kalau katakan aku bukan dilahirkan sebagai bukan muslim pun (nauzubillahi min zalik), aku rasa murah bila melihat diri pakai hot pants ke or pakai baju yang dedah2 tu and tunjuk kat bukan mahram.

Macam kata madam aku, kita perempuan Islam, kita ada dignity. Kita ada pride yang perlu dipertahankan. Itu lah yang kita banggakan. Bila pakai tudung, aku rasa lebih dihormati oleh the opposite sex. Tudung tu dah macam jadi benteng untuk kita dari diganggu secara berlebihan dengan lelaki.

Itu sebab ramai yang memilih untuk memakai tudung, untuk menutup auratnya. Perasaan lebih dihormati.

Ibarat makanan yang ditutup tudung saji, ibarat gula2 dibungkus dengan pembalutnya, aku rasa lebih selamat bila menutup aurat.

Bila kahwin nanti baru terasa diri mahal. All of my body parts are only for my future husband. Only for him. Kalau nak tengok, sila hulur mahar dulu lah. Bayar dulu beb haha. Itu mahal nya kita sebagai perempuan Islam. Bukan semudah, sesuka hati je membiar lelaki bukan mahram melihat aurat kita, menyentuh kita. Makin mudah mereka melihat dan menyentuh kita, makin murah lah harga kita sebenarnya.

Tapi aku pelik jugak lah, ada je lelaki lepas diorang kahwin, masih dok biar isteri dia dedah2 aurat kepada lelaki lain. Upload gambar kat facebook lah, apa lah. Siap dok suruh bini pakai baju seksi2 lagi. Wahai lelaki, sedar lah, isteri itu hak eksklusif kau sebagai suami. Bila dok tayang2 bini camtu tak rasa macam korang dah hilang that special privileges? Tak rasa macam korang dok share bini dengan orang lain? Best je secara percuma diorang tengok bini korang. So sila2 lah suruh isteri korang tutup aurat bila dah kahwin. Buat penat je bayar mahar nak amek dia buat bini.

Insya Allah, aku akan stay menutup aurat. Insya Allah, aku akan jaga diri aku sampai aku kahwin nanti. Aku nak dikenali sebagai perempuan yang mahal dan bermaruah. Bukan sebagai yang murah dan tiada maruah. Insya Allah. Doakan aku ye kawan2 :)

To you

2011-10-10T21:48:00.001+08:00

Well, to be honest, I just think that I should find a boyfriend first before you find yourself a girlfriend. It's just that I actually really couldn't bear seeing you with another girl even though our story has already passed, has already been a history. I might sound selfish but the truth is, my heart just couldn't bear seeing you with other person while our story didn't go that smooth as I thought it would be.

Sorry for being selfish but just don't be in a relationship with other girl before I can actually be ready to really let you go, okay?

p/s: I sounded very selfish and bad, kan? Well, sorry :(

To the strangers

2011-10-08T23:21:00.000+08:00

To those strangers out there, who actually have passed by or currently passing by the blog. Aku just nak apologise LAGI SEKALI kalau aku ada buat posting yang menyakitkan hati korang. In any ways. Kot ye korang tersakit hati. Kadang aku tak sedar posting aku tu menyakitkan hati. Kadang mungkin aku sedar tapi aku mungkin masih immature lagi time tu untuk buat those kind of postings. Aku tak mampu lah nak check each and every postings yang aku dah buat nak kesan celah mana aku dah sakitkan hati korang. Just kat sini mampu nak mintak maaf je lah kat korang kalau aku dah sakitkan hati korang secara sengaja atau tak sengaja.

Aku rasa aku patut buat benda ni ala2 sticky post supaya everyone yang datang singgah sini boleh baca. Masalahnya aku rasa blogspot cam tak leh buat je menda alah tu haha.

p/s: korang2 strangers ni bila pulak nak mintak maaf dengan aku? pasal actually aku pun sakit hati gila gak ah baca tulisan korang haha.

Random. For you guys to ponder.

2011-10-08T00:01:00.001+08:00

Aku ni sebenarnya bukannya jenis yang suka menyusahkan orang. As in bila nak mintak tolong orang seboleh2 nya aku elak melainkan kalau terdesak. Bukan nak kata sebab aku baik ke apa. Actually aku tak suka nak menyusahkan orang sebab apa, sebab aku pun sendiri tak suka kalau orang nak menyusahkan aku. The way I treat other people, I do hope other people will treat me the same way too. As in bila aku tak menyusahkan kau, jangan lah nak kacau hidup aku pulak.

Mintak tolong aku boleh. Good deeds. I'll be more than glad to do that. Tapi pandai lah berpada2. Cuba fikir dulu. Jangan nak bagi tasks yang menyusahkan pulak.

Well, random. For you guys to ponder.

My current bias

2011-10-06T01:37:00.000+08:00

Eli & Dongho

Kevin

Gosh, suka U-kiss pulak! haha

My 3 current bias :D

Talking about age

2011-10-03T00:17:00.000+08:00

Seriously, watching all these little kids getting older as time pass by, make me feel like I'm very old. Like very olddddd. Especially when I watch those high schooler kids. They seem so young, very young to me now. Well, as if I've already left my high school time like 10 years ago lah kan haha. Padahal only have left high school 5 years ago kot.

Still, aku dah rasa macam tahap makcik2 dah sekarang haha. Makcik lah kot kan. Ada je kawan sekolah rendah yang dah kahwin beranak pinak kan. How time pass very fast. Sekarang dah bulan oktober kot. Few months lagi, will be reaching 23. Teringat pulak haritu baru borak dengan Zati, I brought up again that when we were young, we were like, always targeted 24 as our "boleh kahwin dah" time. Yelah kecik lagi time tu. Bukan kau pikir nak kumpul duit ke, beli kereta ke rumah ke hape ke. Takde nye pikir. So pikir umur 24 tu cam umur yang best je nak kahwin. Padahal bila dah besar ni pikir, hoii 24, baru je nak grad kot time tuh haha. To think the fact yeah, next year 23, that means, another one year to reach the already "boleh kahwin dah time". When I realized that fact, I was like.. woww. Those was my thought when I was like... 14? 15? 10 years already past. Boyfriend pun tak ada. Jauh lagi nak kahwin kannnn haha.

Teringat jugak kecik2 dulu, bila pandang my sister reaching the 20s age, my thought at that time was like, eh, tua dah kakak aku. Cuz the age gap of us, my first sis and I, is like 7 years kot. So when she reached age 20, aku masih lagi baru puberty wahaha. 13 kot. So bila pandang kakak aku dah 20 tahun time tu, aku dok fikir, eh, tua dah kakak akuuuu haha. Then, now, bila fikir2 balik, aku dah 23. So yeah, guess what, aku rasa adik2 yang baru umur 13 sekarang mesti fikir, "Eh tua nya akak ni dah umur 22 tahuuuun!". Dushhh, amek kau haha.

Tapi, now, aku dah takde lah fikir 20s tu tua. Since aku pun memang sekarang tengah 20s. No more teenagers. And when I look at my sister yang next year bakal mencecah umur 30 tahun, yea, 30 tahun, aku dah tak rasa beliau tua dah. Sebab I've already grown up kot. Sibuk label orang lain tua, kau tu pun sekali laa hahah. Umur meningkat, dah nampak biasa dah untuk aku.

Walau pun usia aku makin meningkat, the truth is, my face doesn't age with my body (hahaa. body aging lah sangat kan). Hari tu lah kan, waktu raya, ada sorang pakcik ni boleh cakap aku ni darjah 6. Haaaahh! Darjah 6 kottt. Rekod baru siot. Selama ni people always thought me as 16 ke, 17 ke. Paling muda pernah aku dapat 13 tahun. Never got any lower than that. Tapi pakcik tuh, beliau kata aku 12 tahun. Satu pujian, atau satu penghinaan? hahah. Probably he thought that I am an oversize 12 years old kid kot wahaha.

Okay seriously, aku tak seronok sebenarnya when people labeled me with the budak sekolah rendah face. Seriously. Try to be in my shoes lah kan. Okay, one situation, bila aku dulu pernah pergi pejabat pos atas satu urusan. People, they really thought aku ni budak sekolah menengah lah kan. So they were like, mocking me up at time. Cakap kuat2 dengan aku, pastu gelakkan aku kuat2 secara beramai2. I was like, wtf lah kan. I'm not a high schooler anymore, but neither a high schooler should be treated like that, don't you think so? Respect lah weh, orang nak berurusan kot. Itu baru je satu. Banyak lagi aku dah encountered bila aku try berurusan rasmi. And I dislike that, very much. Aku suka bila orang respect aku, not to mock me up. So korang rasa best ke ada muka awet muda camni? Pikir ler balik. Dulu2 mungkin best lah. Tapi bila dah besar2 ni, I don't want people to look at me like a kid nemore. I want to have my right and be respected as an adult. They just don't have the right to treat me as if aku baru nak melangkah ke middle school lah kan. Dia nak kena tunggu aku beranak 5 kot baru nak respect aku as an adult.

Anyway, panjang gak lah aku rant kali ni. Walhal nak cerita pasal age je pun. Pape pun, sejajar dengan melangkah nya aku ke angka umur yang baru, hopefully pemikiran aku pun turut membesar sama. Eh, pemikiran membesar ke? haha. Lebih matang lah, mungkin. Tapi, tamau lah badan pun membesar mengikut umur hahah. Hopefully makin besar umur, makin kecik lah badan. Moga aku kurus cepat aminnn (tiba2 haha)

2011-09-29T01:36:00.000+08:00

Dongho, awat comel sangat?

Macam biasa, this will be the wallpaper ler haha

p/s: makin hari makin ku rasa diriku pedo. new cute kids are just keep on popping out in the Korean music industry. Probably the time for me to retire from being a fangirl of kpop groups has come .___.

but good news is, the cute2 kids always sing songs about noona. Cuz they know la, only noonas will always buy their albums and go to their concerts hahaha

p/s/s: kids, noona will always be here to support you guys hahah

2011-09-26T23:52:00.001+08:00

Feels a little unhappy tonight. Because of certain things. Not a biggie. Just some.. small things.

Okay senang citer kata, it is time of the month. I need to let my feelings go through somewhere. So this blog is just a medium. So just nak tekan publish post and says bye. So, bye.

p/s: sorry if this post annoys you.

Korean Music Wave in Malaysia 2011 (Pictures from google haha)

2011-09-26T14:50:00.000+08:00

FT Island

Teen Top

4minute

U-kiss

Park Jung Min

Seungri

GD&TOP

Some pictures from Korean Music Wave 2011

2011-09-25T16:28:00.000+08:00

My sister and I and the stage

This is how the stage looks like in my view

Big Bang's fan

Big Bang light stick (murah punya haha)

When it glows

Korean Music Wave in Malaysia 2011. Awesome night.

2011-09-25T01:50:00.007+08:00

My first concert ever, Korean Music Wave 2011!! To tell you the truth, yeah baby, I am really enjoying the concert, like, seriously!

Actually, I left my house this morning in around 10am. Thinking that we got only the free seating tickets, so the line for the ticket should be really really long. So yeah, at first when we got to the stadium merdeka, the line wasn't really actually that long lah. Only few people were sitting under the umbrella with the mats. So we got the place to wait exactly at the front of the gate. So we sat there thinking that we have already placed at the front of the line.

I was the only one that can pray today, so actually I need to go to the surau that was located very far away, up to the balai polis Tun Hs Lee, just to pray. The management just won't let people go inside the stadium and use the surau to pray. Stupid right? Ya, stupid, I know. But then, we just lepak-ed at the surau until the time for asar prayer, so I just did my asar prayer too and went straight back to the stadium.

When we got back, we saw that people are already flooding up in front of the stadium. Was a quite huge crowd there. We were like, quite shock but that's okay. And we got ourselves quite few of big bang merchandises too! Can't upload the picture now but will later, insya Allah, and I got Big Bang's fan and also light stick. Not the official merchandise lah actually. That's way too expensive lah for my budget.

So we got in the line. On that time, it wasn't that crowded actually. But in around 5.. maybe? Can't remember. They started to ask us to queue. So we got inn our queue. But then suddenly, they went around telling us that the door that we were standing in front of, wasn't the real door for entering. It is the door that will be used for exiting later. So we were like, awwww. Why don't ya tell us earlier lah kan? But I was like, ok laa. Cuz we still got to queue at the front, just not at the veryyyy front as we expected.

We waited like almost 1 hour just to have the gate opened. The galaxy management and staffs were like, very lembap jugak lah. We were like waiting, and waiting, and waiting, like hell la. But satisfied cuz I got to hear Seungri, Top and GD rehearsing. Wahh, very nice lah. I screamed, just by hearing the voice haha.

So we were in the line, waiting for the door to open. Wait and wait and wait, finally, the door was opened. But they were like, only allow people entering one by one. One by one I tell you. Crazy. Like hell. And stupid. So here is the situation. I was stuck between sandwiches of people. People in front and behind of me. So seeing only one door was opened, well at the place I was located, people started to pushed like hell. Like hell weh I tell you. Crazy. I feel very stuck there, can't breathe and everything. I was sandwiched with people in front of me and at my back, and if feels like as if my body was a balloon, waiting to explode. Seriously, am very afraid my body will really explode haha. People were crazy. But another very stupid thing is that, they got RELA there, but they just used RELA just only for checking things in the bags but not trying to control the crowds. Maybe they've tried, I'm not sure, probably the crowds are just... very crazy.

So I got in safely. In one piece lah ahhaha. Not torn by the crazy people. Waited for my sister, and we got in. Rushing to the middle spot. Veryyyy middle spot in front of the stage. Quite a nice place. The stage actually wasn't really that far. But yeah, it's in the spot where you can see the artistes but not really their faces. But still ok lah kann haha.

So waited in around 1 hour plus again. So here comes the time for maghrib. Another stupid thing here is that, yeah, the organizer makes the concert starts at at 7-7.30 like that. It is time for our muslims to pray lah. Why can't you guys just understand that, and take that into your account. Quite selfish there lah kan. But alhamdulillah, I just keep on seeing people going for praying. And I really like that. Though we don't really know the exact location of the surau. We were kinda forced to go into the man's toilet and also perform our prayer at a place where it's quite open and our sejadah is only a piece of the blue plastic. Still alhamdulillah we got to perform the prayer well.

After I finished my prayer, the concert actually have started but only with the MC. I wasn't really sure whether the mcs were dongho and kevin at that time. Not really clear. But the minutes after I sat, here comes the real MCs, Dongho, Kevin, a person from Arirang and also one person from famous Chinese radio station in Malaysia. I was like wooooo. Eh, sumpah, comel gila okay Dongho! I don't really put any attention on U-kiss before. But I was like, dropped jaw-ing just by seeing Dongho in front there. Goshh, comel siot.

So, the first group that was performing tonight... Ft Island!! Hongki kyaaaaa! Comel gilaaaa derrr. Haha. They were performing like... 5 songs? Can't remember. I can't really name the songs since I myself just enjoying the concert without even have any concern on what songs will come out. Huiii, Ft Island terbaik ah the performance. Dood, Hongki's voice sounds really like in the studio record version. Oh, I just remembered that the first song was Hello Hello. Hongki sumpah cute when he always like to show mainly his back to the crowd. Elelele comel lah tu? Haha. Ft Island is fun so yeah, I can assure that I will to their next solo concert in Malaysia =D

Next coming, Teen Top. Sumpah, never heard their name pun before this. Cuz I only pay attention to the already mainstream groups in Korea. I just have found out that they have just only debuted early this year. Or maybe late last year? Not sure. But goshhh, I tell you, I am impressed with this group. They are teenagers. Age ranged from 19-16. Sumpah macam adek2 aku hahah. All very small2 kids haha. But actually, I was more impressed with the main vocalist, Ahn Daniel. His voice very soothing. Really have supported the group's vocal very much. Hell yeah, he is only 17 hokehh. Still, me, am acting as pedophile here (wahaha), this kid looks hot okay at the stage. Tak tipu. His nice voice really catch my heart. And actually, Teen Top's all sounds very funky and nice. You guys should give them a try.

On the line next, 4minute. The only girl group that was presented there in KMW. Such an awww. I was expecting more girls' groups coming. But yeah, only one came. No 2NE1 like in Singapore one. But still, 4minute rocks the stage! Hyuna was smokin' hot there! But yeah, I only know Hyuna lah ahaha. I actually can sing along to all of their songs. Oh, and I saw these 2 guys in front of me was like, VERY crazy of 4minute. Screaming like hell with their deep voice ahahah. 4minute's voices sounds awesome :)

U-kiss came next. I started to feel a little tired because of the loooooong wait there. So I wasn't really that excited watching U-kiss performing. Still, I am rooting for Dongho! Haha. U-kiss were awesome. Really am liking the way they danced through out the whole songs. But what I don't really like, was the bunch of Kissme that sat behind of me. They were like... really bringing down the image of Kissmes? I dunno. They were like shouting madly the name of U-kiss' members, like "Aj!!", "Hoon!", "Kevin". Arghhh really spoiling up my mood to watch U-kiss performing laa okayyy. Respect lah other people that want to watch the concert peacfully. You can shout and cheer but NOT SCREAMING laa. Aiyoo cannot say stupid. All already grown up one. But still despite the little bunch of annoying Kissmes, U-kiss was awesome nevertheless. Seriously. Oh, btw, after performing, U-kiss just went straight to Korea for another schedule. Oh, bye my little Dongho T_____T

Coming up next, Park Jung Min. Dood, seriously, Park Jung Min? I only know one song of his. And I actually don't who he is except that the fact that he is one of the SS501 member haha. But still, this dude sings very nicely. And hey, he even tried to read one whole perenggan of Bahasa Melayu all by himself hahaha. Very cute lah. Sounds... very Korean haha. Sepatah2 dia sebut. Sounds weird most of the time but still acceptable. I am quite liking his single, "Not Alone". The song that catches my heart even without hearing it live.

Finally, the dude that I've been waiting for all along, Seungri! This crazy vain little guy haha. He is just so full of himself. But yeah, he is fun when doing live. He even told us that he don't want to do any concerts here, he just want to stay here in Malaysia with us! ahaha. Pandai kau buat lawak seungri. But still, with this super hot weather of Malaysia, I don't think he can even stand it. I saw most of them says that Malaysia is veryyyy hot. Kau takyah compare dengan Korea yang tahap menggigil tu lah kan haha. Oh, forgot to say that the sound system wasn't really at the best that time. Starting from U-kis performing up till the end. The sound system was like, very.. booming? Like veryyyy booming. Makes you feel like your heart was pounding very hard. Gila lah kan. I was like holding up my breathe and also covering my ears when the sound was too loud to be heard. Well, like when the time Seungri screamed his lungs out. Ya guys know Seungri. He is loud. And likes popularity very much haha. So the sound was like.. uishh kuat gila.

Final group, been wanting to see him since 2008, here comes GD! GD and Top to be exact hehe. For my surprise, when the other groups were performing, we were like only sat and enjoying the show by only sitting. We screamed our lungs out but just sat down there. But when the time GD and Top were performing, suddenly everyone was standing. And suddenly it feels like it was their concert. Everyone was jumping and down. Dancing and singing crazily, following GD and Top's beat. Feels really good at those time. Suddenly I saw most of the light sticks were the crown light sticks, the official Big Bang's light stick. Dood, those light sticks were like everywhere okaaaay. People just when crazy with them. Even the guys. They just seem to like GD Top very much okay! And just to hear them beatboxing LIVE, just enough to kill me. Haha.

Anyway, they only sang few songs. Not that much of songs. Probably they were tired. Cuz they were from Singapore before. Coming straight to Malaysia. We asked for encore but they gave us none. Okay, they were tired, we understand.

So yeah, I enjoyed the concert, like seriously! The management by Galaxy Group was sucked but the concert was awesome. Thumbs up. I seriously had fun tonight. I've never to any concerts before so I got to tell you, concerts are actually really fun okaaaaay. Am waiting for more upcoming concerts! Kumpul2 duit and hopefully more interesting groups will come again to Malaysia =D

Siapa kita untuk menghukum

2011-09-23T12:35:00.000+08:00

Hari tu baru je madam RKUD or Methods of Dakwah aku cerita, kita kalau nak cerita pasal politik, kita boleh sentuh pasal kredibiliti dia sebagai pemimpin. Sama ada dia bersih ke, dia jujur dalam memerintah, or anything. Satu je benda yang tidak dibenarkan dalam Islam bila bercerita benda berkaitan politik, pasal hal peribadi.

Aku selalu jugak bila dok baca2 posting kat facebook or blog, kita cepat sangat menghukum para pemimpin, be it, kerajaan mahu pun pembangkang. Aku malas nak sebut lah kat sini. Aku hanya akan guna nama pemimpin X, Y or bla3.

Sebagai contoh, pemimpin X di tuduh atas tuduhan meliwat. Ok, kes tu sekarang masih lagi kat mahkamah. Belum lagi terbukti pemimpin X bersalah atas tuduhan meliwat tu. Kita hakim ke nak teruskan jatuhkan hukuman terhadap pemimpin X?

Contoh kedua, pasal pemimpin Y pula. Beliau dikatakan membeli cincin RM24 juta untuk isteri dia. Beliau hanya DIKATAKAN membeli cincin tersebut. Tak ada bukti kan? Dok canang2 dia beli cincin memahal tu kat public pasai pa? Ada bukti? Nampak cincin tu ke? Kot ye kalau betul dia beli tu, mana laa tau kot2 bini dia rajin meniaga or kumpul duit gaji then bini dia guna duit tu buat beli cincin tu. Bini dia beli guna duit sendiri. Ni tak, anda pasti ke pemimpin Y tu betul2 guna duit rakyat semata2 nak bagi bini beli cincin mahal? Tak ada bukti jangan cakap bhaiiii

Aku nak cakap satu je, korang rakyat biasa dok canang2 cerita tu lah, cerita ni lah, tanpa bukti yang kukuh, sedar tak, kalau cerita2 tu semua tak betul, korang dah melakukan satu dosa yang sangat besar dosa nya dalam Islam, that is FITNAH. Jangan cepat menghukum. Hukum menghukum tu kalau kat mahkamah urusan hakim, tapi kalau kat mahkamah Akhirat itu, urusan Allah. Korang dok kata pemimpin tu buat gitu, pemimpin ni buat gini, haaa, cakap laa lagi, cakap. Sedar tak sedar, pahala2 korang sikit2 mengalir masuk dalam akaun pemimpin yang dikutuk tuh. Bertambah2 pahala mereka. Alhamdulillah buat mereka. Boleh guna pahala korang buat topup dosa mereka haha. Korang punya pahala berkurang, dosa besar pulak bertambah, that is dosa FITNAH.

Itu sebab kut madam aku larang cerita pasal hal peribadi. Hal peribadi itu hak mereka. Urusan mereka dengan Tuhan. Kita tak boleh nak menghukum. Tapi kalau katakan pemimpin memang betul berlaku tak adil and nampak sangat benda tu terjadi, sila, sila jatuhkan pemimpin tersebut. Sebab itu memang hak kau sebagai rakyat. You have a share in this democracy country.

Dan pernah dulu2 juga terjadi kisah parti politik A mengkafirkan ahli2 parti politik B. Ni pun madam aku ulas sekali. Bila banyak2 kali fikir, betul apa yang madam aku cakap. Apa hak kita nak kata penyokong parti politik A masuk syurga, and penyokong parti politik B konpem masuk neraka? Bukan hak kita nak mengkafikan orang Islam. Selagi seseorang itu mengucap dua kalimah syahadah, dan percaya pada rukun iman dan rukun Islam, dan percaya pada Tuhan yang satu, seseorang itu masih lagi muslim dan dia ada hak untuk masuk syurga. Cuma lambat atau cepat sahaja. Biar dia tak pernah solat seumur hidup dia, Biar dia tak pernah puasa seumur hidup dia, dia masih punya hak untuk masuk ke syurga. Terpulang pada Tuhan untuk menghakimi dia, bukan kita.

So kat sini aku cuma nak pesan, berpada2 bila bercakap pasal politik. Kau nak cerita pemimpin politik A banyak corrupted, makan rasuah, tak bersih bla3. Sila. Itu pun kalau betul ada bukti. Tapi tak perlu nak cerita anak bini dia pergi mana ke, buat apa ke. Itu hal peribadi dia. Kalau betul kau tak suka sangat, guna kuasa sebagai pengundi, undi je pemimpin yang kau rasa bersih dan kau suka. Tak yah nak menceceh dan berjoyah tak tentu hala kat dunia internet like a coward. Dah tu banyak guna nama anonymous lak tu. Pengecut. Hishhh anti betul aku dengan anonymous (tiba2 haha).

Wait for me GD!

2011-09-22T22:01:00.001+08:00

G-Dragon aka Kwon Ji Young

My love since 2008

(Well ekcelli hati dah berubah sekarang sebenar nya sebab ter-distracted dengan kehenseman mamat2 korea lain hahaha)

Wait for me this coming Saturday okay!! I'm coming to see you!! (walau pun sebenarnya aku amek seat paling murah hahah)

Make sure don't do those weird hairstyle like you used to do okay?

Appear handsome this Saturday, okay?

Wait for me GD! haha

Akhirnya dapat jugak tengok mamat ni live since 2008 aku taruh minat kat dia. Lambat benor Big Bang ni sampai kat Malaysia.

The time I can't act naturally?

2011-09-22T01:33:00.000+08:00

Dari dulu lagi, aku tak tahu kenapa, I can't act naturally in front of the person that I like, well, person who I have feeling towards to. I dunno. I tend to act.. weirdly. Aku yang weird ke, atau memang korang semua rasa benda ni? Hahah. Words that came out from my mouth pun doesn't seem normal when I talk to the person that I like.

Kalau aku boleh talk normally dengan kau tuh maknanya I got no feelings towards you lah haha. Senang je kesimpulan aku.

Anyway, bukan nya aku ada jumpa orang baru nak di suka pun. Just expressing my mind.

p/s: ni boleh gak laa jadi petunjuk buat lelaki2 yang pernah perasan aku suka mereka dulu. You guys get what I mean.

In 3 weeks

2011-09-18T20:26:00.001+08:00

Actually, boleh tak aku nak letak target aku kat sini? Saja lah nak bagi semangat kat diri sendiri hahaha. Okay, in 3 weeks, boleh tak aku nak hilang berat 3kg? Saja nak letak aim, baru nampak sikit berapa kg nak di hilang kan hahah. 3 weeks okeh, 3 weeks. Challenge to myself. And hopefully berjaya laa. After 3 weeks, I'll come back to this blog, tengok berjaya ke tak capai sasaran hehe.

3kg in 3 weeks! Go, go, go!

Lelaki didalam lif

2011-09-16T14:41:00.000+08:00

Aku tiba2 teringat, hari tu ada sekali aku baru habis kelas apetah. Kat level 3. Or maybe time tu aku singgah toilet level 3 sat? Gahhh, I don't remember. Tak kisah lah. Anyway, haritu aku nak turun dari level 3. Dan aku, sememangnya tak berapa nak suka lah turun ikut tangga (sah pemalas haha), decide lah nak tunggu lift je. Tunggu punya tunggu then lift pun sampai. Aku pun naik lah. Time tu ada 2 orang sisters and seorang brother. Semua nya Melayu. Then lift tu pun turun, sampai tingkat 2. Sisters yang 2 orang tu pun turun, tinggal aku dengan sorang brother tu. Aku pun pandang brother tu. Tengok dia punya muka cam tak senang hati. Ye lah, since tinggal aku and dia sorang je kat dalam lift tu. Then tiba2 dia swiftly take a step out of the lift. I was like, whoaaaaa. Haha over lak reaction aku ni. Walhal time tu dah sampai tingkat 2 means tinggal only a level nak sampai tingkat 1. Then bila sampai tingkat 1, I saw that brother memang dah gerak to his way pergi mana tah.

Okay, main point aku kat sini. Goshhh, I am so proud of you brother! Even though dah tinggal setingkat je nak sampai tingkat bawah, kau sanggup keluar dari berdua-duaan dalam lift dengan sorang perempuan (aku lettew). Jarang dah weh jumpa lelaki camni. Yang aku jumpa, mostly buat bodo je dalam lift tu even aku sorang je perempuan. Dia wat muka rilek je duduk stay dalam lift tu. Aku lak rasa tak senang hati haha.

Anyway, lelaki2 camni laa best nak buat suami hahaa. Dia punya action menunjukkan dia tau dan hormati ajaran Islam sebenar. Dan dia tau menghormati perempuan haha. Dari dia biar aku keluar lif, baik dia yang keluar en? Bagus lah kau bro, respect aku dengan kau. Moga kau jumpa perempuan yang solehah untuk dibuat bini.

p/s: layak ke aku dapat suami yang camni? uishh, banyak lagi kena baiki diri ni. Subuh pun banyak yang dah jadi gajah adehh. baiki diri lagi, insya Allah hopefully aku dapat suami yang soleh. Aminnnnnn

Berat aku turun lagi wuhuuu

2011-09-14T20:30:00.001+08:00

Tadi pergi Giant dengan kakak and parents aku. Mereka singgah ke UIA sebentar since kakak aku masih ada urusan lagi pasal graduation dia. Walhal graduate tahun depan, banyak benor pulak benda nak settle. Neway, back to the story, pergi Giant sebab kakak aku nak borong barang2 exercise dia. Borong stuffs like the mat, ball, dumbells, well stuffs like that. Aku macam tak berminat lah pulak nak borong anything, so aku pun melilau lah pandang barang2 kat sana. Usha punya usha, I saw something that I really like: penimbang berat hahaa. Jenis yang boleh timbang fat mass semua, oh lagi laa aku suka ngeh3. And of course, free itu lagi laa aku suka. So aku pun mintak laa kat sister yang jaga kedai tu, boleh tak aku nak timbang. Dia pun kata boleh. Pe lagi, aku timbang lah. Bila timbang, something that makes me feel excited, berat aku turun wuhuuu! 1 kg wahaha. Still, ok whattt. Since aku punya body ini very susah nak turun kan berat. And aku baru 3 hari duduk UIA. Lepas ditolak tambah bahagi darab (ok melampau), I have lost in total 5kg, at least, dari time aku sakit masa exam final haritu, sampai lah puasa, sampailah raya, sampailah masuk UIA balik. 5kg in total is such a huge achievement for me actually hahaa. Kedengaran macam sikit lah kat telinga korang. The fact that aku actually tak diet, hanya eats moderately, lagi menggumbirakan hati aku jugak lah. Tak yah laa nak diet apa semua bagai. Makan sikit2 tapi semua aku tibai.

Hari tu bila jumpa member aku, Haikal, dia buat muka terkejut. Ingatkan sebab apa. Rupanya dia terkejut tengok aku macam dah agak kurus (agak je laa. Takde lah kurus benor pun). So I was like, "Ape? Ape? Tak dengar lah. Ulang balik hahaha".

I got another 5.5kg to go sebelum aku sampai ke berat yang betul2 sesuai. Sekarang bmi aku masih normal, around 24. Tapi almost masuk overweight jugak lah so aku actually masih gemuk haha. Insya Allah, akan diusahakan lagi untuk kurangkan berat. Actually takde usaha sangat pun. Dok uia ni gara2 nak jimat duit and also bila berjalan kemana2 kenderaan utama aku nak tak nak adalah kaki menyebabkan sedikit sebanyak membantu kepada pengurangannya berat badan aku haha. Dah duduk bilik pun tingkat 4 lah kan. Tak naik bilik kang, tak dapat nak berehat, nak tido lak kan.

Sekarang ni pulak bila bangun pepagi je, aku rasa kebuluran yang teramat sangat3. Sebabnya sebelum ni duduk rumah, bangun pagi je dah siap ada nasik goreng bagai. Nugget lah, hot dog lah. Semua mak aku dah masak kan. Ni bila kat sini, bangun pepagi ada kueh raye sajeeee. No other choices. Roti pun takdak lah kan. So aku nak tak nak kena turun jugak beli sarapan. Beli sarapan dah mahal pulak. Bihun satu bungkus dah bape hinggit. Aku beli ayam goreng sekali. Dah macam harga lunch pulak. Pembaziran di situ. So aku pun decide nak makan breakfast tu sambung jadi lunch. So aku memang tibai separuh je breakfast. Separuh lagi aku memang simpan untuk makan lunch.

Happy dengan berat yang makin berkurang. Tapi aku memang tamau reveal lagi lah kat sini berapa berat aku sekarang. Sebab aku still rasa malu dengan berat sebegini wahaha. Tunggu lah bila berat aku dah sampai tahap stabil sok baru aku reveal ek wakaka. Teruskan usaha! Turunkan lagi berat anda wehuuu!~

2011-09-14T00:22:00.001+08:00

So.. what's the point of being a gay? Attracted to your own kind of species? No opposite attraction?

Duh, how boring your life is.

Tuhan dah jadikan manusia berlainan jenis, untuk melengkapi sesama sendiri. Kita pandai2 melawan sunnatullah Tuhan, tak rasa Tuhan akan laknat ke?

Nanti esok kau tengok je lah kawan2 kau kahwin. And you, just stick to your own gay life, without can even get married. How I pity you. No matter betapa ganas nya "boyfriend" kau tu, atau betapa lembut nya "awek" kau tu, diorang dalam surat beranak dah tetap dah jantina mereka. Takde makna nya tok kadi nak kasi korang kahwin kalau korang sama jantina. Kawan2 kahwin normal, korang melopong je lah tengok ye? Tahniah :)

Minta maaf kerana sinis disini. Sedih sebenarnya tengok makin ramai kawan sekolah end up being gays.

Kalau ditakdirkan Allah tak ada lelaki langsung nak kat aku sampai aku tua, insya Allah, aku rela membujang dari mencari teman sejenis. Mungkin aku akan bujang di dunia ni, tapi aku percaya Allah dah sediakan jodoh aku kat syurga nanti, insya Allah hopefully aku masuk syurga.

Sekadar untuk renungan untuk gays yang lalu kat blog aku ni:

”Empat kalangan yang pada waktu pagi mereka dimurkai Allah dan pada waktu petangnya juga dimurkai Allah. Abu Hurairah bertanya: Siapa mereka wahai Rasulullah? Jawab baginda:” Orang lelaki yang berlagak seperti wanita, kaum wanita yang berlagak seperti lelaki. Orang yang bersetubuh dengan binatang dan orang yang melakukan hubungan sejenis.” (H.R. At-Tabrani dan Baihaqi)

Counting days

2011-09-12T16:42:00.000+08:00

Counting days for this. Wuhoo!

Blog aku public figure jugak rupanya

2011-09-11T22:33:00.000+08:00

Tiba2 aku rasa blog aku ni dah macam public figure dah hahaa. Blog aku ye, bukan aku. Tadi pergi rumah terbuka makcik aku, tiba2 cousins aku kata mereka baca blog aku and mereka pengikut setia. Wahaha! Malu I laa camni. *Okay, lambai2 kat mereka kalau mereka terbaca post yang ni*

Pasni nak post anything, kena tapis dulu lah contents. Tak leh merapik merapu meraban sangat dah HAHA. Sila2, teruskan baca blog saya, sebab saya suka ekeke

Anyway, esok pulang kembali ke UIA terchenta. Mulakan dengan semangat baru dan juga bismillah.

Selamat bersekolah rakan2!

Tanah Melayu Tidak Pernah Dijajah British

2011-09-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

http://www.tv3.com.my/beritatv3/tajuk_utama/Tanah_Melayu_Tidak_Pernah_Dijajah_British.html

Bila tengok benda ni, aku dah confuse. Tanah jajahan? Tanah naungan? Huh? What? What the hell? haha. Phail lah weh. Sejarah ni weh. Aku pun dah confuse dengan statement2 yang diberikan. Minta maaf lah, sejarah is just waaaaaaaay toooo faaaaaar from me. I never really like sejarah. Tapi untuk mengelakkan ke-confuse-an berlaku, I did some research about and stumble upon an article which can clear a bit about the "Tanah Melayu Tak Pernah Di jajah British" thingy. Memang ramai rakyat kita buta sejarah rupanya hahah. Okey, for you guys to ponder off, here's the link. Take time to read if you think you are true Malaysian. Tak paham takpe. Baca je lah cukup syarat haha:

http://marhaenkacak.blogspot.com/2010/08/merdeka-realitinya-tanah-bertuah-ini.html

Take.Time.To.Think

Cukai 6% untuk prepaid

2011-09-09T18:41:00.000+08:00

Honestly, aku tak ada kesan langsung lah dengan tiba2 adanya cukai 6% yang dikenakan oleh syarikat telekomunikasi or telco ni semua. Sebabnya, yes, aku pakai fixed line so aku tak de effect secara langsung. Still, hape korang ingat murah pakai line? Mahal tapi apa nak buat, sayang nombor punya pasal, aku stay dengan fixed line je lah. Apa2 pun ayah aku jugak bayar, ek? Haha.

Anyway, just nak komen lah, memandangkan isu ini berkaitan dengan CUKAI, so pihak yang terbabit sekali mesti pihak kerajaan pusat. Yelah, cukai kan. Yang kenakan cukai siapa lagi kalau bukan kerajaan pusat. Tapi honestly, eh, ada kena mengena dengan kerajaan ke tiba2 topup ni bercukai?

Duhhh, bukan tiba2 prepaid ni dikenakan cukai. Seriously, benda ni memang lama dah bercukai. Korang yang fikir benda ni baru nak bercukai, seriously, pergi lah amek mana2 subjek account, basic pun jadi lah, then baru komen. Every single thing yang dijual actually memang bercukai pun. Kecuali kat kawasan bebas cukai lah haha. Cuma, terpulang pada peniaga nak suruh pembeli atau peniaga sendiri tanggung beban cukai tersebut. So that means apa? That means, yes, sebelum ni pihak2 telco yang tanggung kan cukai untuk korang. Sekarang diorang maybe nak save budget tamau tanggung cukai korang lagi dah. Kalau nak mogok sila mogok kat mana2 telco center ek, bukan pergi mogok kat putrajaya lak. Salah tu wahaha :P

6% tu banyak weh. Serious. Maybe sebab telco2 semua dah tak sanggup tanggung beban cukai that's why diorang decide buat macam ni. So semua ada paham? Kalau tak paham, kang aku letak email lecturer accounting aku, Madam Azliana kat sini korang contact dia sendiri soh dia terang kat korang sampai paham.

Friends forever

2011-09-08T22:13:00.000+08:00

Lama dah sebenarnya lagu ni. Tahun 2000 dulu kalau tak silap. Tapi the lyrics, can never gets old. Hear yourself, you'll know what I mean. Tak sure lah korang pernah dengar ke tak, tapi aku memang suka sangat2 lagu ni.

Oh, how I wish I won't be graduating, but yeah, life goes on. Mari lah semua, kita membesar bersama! Haha. Here goes lyrics, for reference. Best lyrics dia :)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Will Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

Salam aidilfitri!

2011-09-03T06:14:00.000+08:00

Dah beberapa hari raya baru ler terpikir nak buat post ni hahah.

Nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin buat sesiapa sahaja yang mengenali saya, yang terbaca posting ni, yang telah disakitkan hatinya, yang telah diumpat sama ada sengaja atau tak sengaja, sesiapa saja lah yang came across reading this post.

Maaf Zahir dan Batin ulang 10 kali. Kalau ada hutang jangan lupa tuntut dengan saya okeh? May Allah bless you guys always :)

Assalamualaikum :D

Korean Music Wave in Malaysia 2011

2011-09-02T16:17:00.000+08:00

Sorry gambar blur haha. Akhirnya tercapai hasrat nak tengok Kpop concert! First concert everrrr ok jangan gelak. Korean Music Wave in Malaysia 2011! At last bukan semua Big Bang datang. Hanya GD TOP dengan Seungri. Takpe, beta dah redha hahaha.

Since tak ramai huge acts yang datang aku decide nak beli tiket termurah disitu. Lantak laa free seating ke hape. Aku nak pergi takat cukup syarat je wahahah. Kalau SHINee or Suju datang mungkin aku consider tiket mahal sikit kot. Tapi since barisan artis tak berapa nak mantap, aku decide amek yang murah2 je laa.

KOREAN MUSIC WAVE 2011 IN MALAYSIA
Date: 24 September 2011 (Sat)
Time: 7pm
Venue: Stadium Merdeka, Kuala Lumpur

Artiste lineup:
GD&TOP (BIGBANG)
Seungri (BIGBANG)
Park Jung Min
FT Island
4minute
U-KISS
Teen Top

Ticket Categories:
Rock Zone – RM588
Numbered Seating – RM438, RM288
Free Seating – RM138
**Kindly call Galaxy hotline 03-22822020 for inquiries about VVIP tickets.

Presale:
Duration: 1 – 6 September 2011
Promotion: 10% discount only for RM438, RM288 & RM138
Phone Purchase: 03-2282 2020 (credit cards/bank-in)
Walk-in Purchase: Galaxy office @ Mid valley & Galaxy Ticket Counter @ Sg Wang Plaza

**Online purchase channel will be announced soon. Stay tuned!

Ok, siapa yang pergi, see you there! Haha macam boleh jumpa lah kannnn XD

Weird

2011-08-28T01:10:00.000+08:00

The Sims Social

2011-08-27T08:06:00.000+08:00

Terbaru di facebook. Getting addicted lately hehe. Sims aku lelaki. Rumah ni agak feminin untuk seorang lelaki. Tak ke korang rasa? Dah owner game dia perempuan, memang lah habes feminin jadiknya HAHAHA. Bye.

Wrong way of dieting?

2011-08-18T14:10:00.000+08:00

Eishhh, salah ni. Don't be proud because you are fat. Be ashamed lah. Pasal kau tak jaga badan kurniaan Tuhan ni elok2 :)

Actually bulan puasa ni agak happy lah. Sebab berat aku dah turun dalam 1kg-2kg gak lah. Haaa, gelak2. Aku tahu lah. Sikit je pun. Tapi tak kisah pun. Sebab apa? Aku happily tibai makan apa je yang aku suka. You name it. Nasi tomato? Ayam percik? Satay? Kuih-muih? Anak gajah pun aku tibai HAHA ni aku tipu je. No regrets okay. Bulan puasa bulan menikmati makanan sedap2. Rugi woii kau tak makan semua kat bazar tu haha.

Tapi memang tipu lah kalau aku kata berat aku turun dengan hanya makan sedap2 wakaka. Semua orang rasa heaven dengan diet macam ni, ye tak?

Satu je syarat nak turun berat consistently walaupun perlahan. Bukannya yo yo diet seperti mana yang sesetengah atau hampir semua lah orang gemuk yang berdiet hadapi. Yo yo diet tu apekejadah nya pulak? Simple, yo yo diet ni kejap kau gain weight, kejap kau hilang. Macam magic la kot haha. Syaratnya... jeng3.

Kurang kan kalori. Tu je. As simple as that.

Untuk sesiapa yang pernah hadapi masalah dengan yo yo diet ni, aku nasihat ikut lah cara aku. Aku rasa aku faham kenapa korang hadapi masalah yo yo diet ni. Sebab apa? Sebab aku macam korang jugak lah.

Berdasarkan apa yang aku dah lalui, aku faham jugak lah dengan apa yang korang dah lalui jugak. Biasa nya orang2 macam kami ni, tend to go through an extreme way of dieting. Sebab kami ni warga2 kurang penyabar haha. Kami dengki tengok orang2 macam SNSD yang punya badan selimmmm habis.

Haaa cantek kau kaki dia dengki mak tengok ishhh!

Tapi kami nak result yang cepat jadi kami pun buat keputusan nak buat diet extreme sebab nak turun berat dengan cepat.

Antara diet extreme yang pernah aku cuba adalah diet atkins and diet jusmate. 2 je lah kot haha.

Terus terang aku kata, 2-2 diet bawak masalah besar kat aku. Sebab apa? Sebab satu suruh kau extremely control carb intake manakala satu lagi suruh kau extremely control calories intake. Fuhhh.

Tapi tak tipu lah, kedua2 diet actually pernah buat aku turun kgs yang boleh tahan banyak dalam masa terdekat. Tapi serius lah, aku tak boleh tahan sebenarnya.

Dengan diet atkins, walaupun aku faham konsep dia, aku rasa memang aku tak boleh ikut jugak lah. Not eating rice at all or any other sweet foods within 2 weeks? I feel like dying when I did that. My crave for sweetness shoots up very highly sebab ini diet. So keputusannya? I eat like a pig bila aku stop diet ni. Tibai nasik 2-3pinggan. Makan coklat 1 huge bar aku punya sorang. Minum air manis lagi semula. So last2, lepas hilang dalam 2-3 kg, aku gained back weight dalam 2-4 kg. Cantekkk haha. Still, ramai actually success dengan diet ni. Cuma, bukan untuk aku.

Dengan jusmate pulak, adek-beradek gak lah. Sama haru je aku rasa. Dah lah nak telan jusmate tu punya lah payah. Rasa macam telan antibiotik oii. Tapi perasa oren haha. Mahal gilo lak tuh. Tapi actually okay je jusmate ni. Ramai try dan berkesan. Ada yang stay dengan berat begitu, ada yang naik mendadak lepas berhenti. Satu je lah masalah kalau minum jusmate ni. Kalau kau terlebih calories intakes time minum jusmate, haaa, siap lah kau. Naik macam kena pam laaaa. Kau memang kena disiplin habis minum jusmate ni. Kalau tak disiplin, bukan berat yang turun, lemak bertambah ada laa

Ni laa jusmate 5. Eh, silap. Ni pencipta dia laaa o_O

Disebabkan aku frust dengan diet yang tak pernah menjadi, akhirnya aku makan je apa saja yang aku suka. Akhirnya berat aku naek ke nilai XXkg. Paling berat pernah badan aku miliki. Punya tak pikir apa. Tibaaaai je apa yang aku suka.

Just recently baru nak ada sedikit kesedaran dengan keburukan diet yo yo ni. So akhirnya aku decide, sempena bulan puasa ni, aku mau try cara tak extreme pulak. Kurangkan kalori intake. That's what I've been doing right now.

Takyah susah nak suruh mak kau masak sup bapak ikan lah, sup mak ayam lah, sup anak kambing lah. Penat mak kau masak menu lain, kau suruh masak menu lain pulak en? Sheeesh. Dah lah dia puasa. Kesian dia kan? Senang je. Takyah hari2 kau nak tibai makan sup sayor laa, hayam laa. Boring weh sup2 hari. Muak kau nanti. Just bila katakan mak kau masak nasik beriyani, haaa ni cara dia. Kau pi amek piring yang tak berapa nak besar, dan tak berapa nak kecik, pastu kau senduk nasik masuk pinggan. Kasik nampak penuh sikit pinggan tu. Pastu amek ayam rendang atau masak merah ke hapa. Potong ler separuh. Letak dalam pinggan. Tadaaaaa! Hasilnya mata kau akan tertipu dengan pinggan tersebut dengan menyatakan bahawa pinggan kau penuh, mesti kenyang punya ah! Hahah.

Simple calculation actually. Beriani tak silap aku nilai kalori dia dalam 587 kalori. Katakan amek dalam separuh. Tak ke dah kurang jadi 293.5 je ni kalori dia. Sikit kan? Kan? Kan? Heheh.

Kalau ada satay sekali. Haaa, amek laa secucuk. Rasa. Tak cukup amek lagi secucuk. Kasi rasa je. Kalau ada popia, amek ler dalam satu keping je. Udah ler.

Cut your calories intake into half everyday. Make sure calories intake kau tak lebih 1200 satu hari. Nilai kalori kau boleh jumpa merata2 je kat internet. Insya Allah, dalam beberapa minggu berat kau akan kurang jugak. Walau tak banyak macam diet lain, at least dia tak yo yo diet gak lah. Dan exercise jugak lah sekali-sekala. Untuk kesihatan jantung kita :)

Dengan bangga nya aku nak cakap, berat aku dah kembali ke zaman aku memula masuk matrik dulu. I lost dalam 5-6 kg jugak lah (ni termasuk masa aku sakit dulu). And it wasn't that hard actually. Sebab aku masih mengamalkan bukak puasa secara melantak ayam percik, nasi tomato, nasi ayam dan sebagainya. Cuma aku dah tak sentuh makanan lepas terawih. Kalau sentuh mungkin lah popia sekeping atau pisang sebijik camtuh. And paling penting; elak2 lah minum air manis. Selain banyak gula, banyak jugak kalori nya. Kalau nak jugak air manis, take few sips, tapi jangan sampai habis 1 cawan nuhh.

And takyah ler mengada2 nak timbang hari2 walaupun aku buat camtu haha. Nanti semangat anda akan lemah untuk turunkan berat. Trust me. Berat tu takkan hilang dalam 2-3 hari je. Kau amek masa bina lemak pun bertahun jugak. Tak yah expect nak turun dalam 2-3 hari. Makan masa bhai, makan masa. Dalam seminggu paling banyak mungkin 1 kg je kau dapat. Tak yah tamak, at least dia turun, kan?

Tu je bebelan aku kali ni. Bai!

p/s: ada jugak yang gemuk, diet, then kurus, terasa selamat dengan "kekurusan" nya itu. Last2 tibai makan tak hengat dunea. Tu pun salah jugak tau o_O

My favourite bands and boybands since 2005: part 1

2011-08-15T13:53:00.000+08:00

Baru part one. Sebab kalau nak sumbat semua dalam satu post, memang berjela habis panjang lah kan hahah. Anyway, here goes:

Aku dah into bands and boybands since sekolah menengah lagi. I don't really know what got me into these tapi tak kisah lah. Saja nak post pasal boybands yang aku pernah suka or masih suka hehe. Yeah, presenting, the faces that got me into a band

p/s: call this post lame lah, I don't care. My blog maaa =D

The first band ever that I like. Strangely, the only American band that got me into them:

Linkin Park

The face that got me into this band, of course:

Mike Shinoda

Then I found out that Mike is already married. Being such an innocent me, I changed my fav person:

Joe Hahn

Well, he is actually the first Korean ever that have caught my eyes hahaha XD

Next, after I lost interest in Linkin Park who just won't release new album at all for soooo many years, so I started to find bands from Japan. I was really in Japanese stuffs like anime, so I decided to like a band from there, called Orange Range. The one who sang *~Asterisk in Bleach. I actually spent my money for them to actually gain spots in Oricon chart. Yeah, I DID post my money to Japan for that haha.

The first person who caught my eyes, was Katchan:

But sadly, Katchan had leaved OR because of some problems. So I changed my like to Hiroki

But then, I started to feel bored with Orange Range. My interest in them was kinda fading because they don't seem interested in making good music anymore. So one day when I was surfing the Jpopmusic forum, suddenly my eyes was caught by this one flowery image of a boy (man actually ahaha)

Sho Sakurai.

So I started to found out about this guy. Who he is, and from what group he came. Actually turns up to be Arashi

I was kinda dissed those people who have liked boybands before. So yeah, suddenly, turns out to be finally my turn to like them. So, haha. Arashi back then was a so so group. They got name, but their popularity was not even reaching the par. They are really far from KAT-TUN, who was the monster at that time. But I still love them for who they are. But, yeah, suddenly recently Arashi's name got shoot up and goes very big. There goes my boys <3. My love for them hasn't really faded actually, so yeah. These are the links for the news that they conquering the oricon chart. Arashi is finally huge now. And I am a proud fan of them since 2006.

http://asiaholics.net/2010/12/20/arashi-storms-the-oricon-album-ranking-for-2010/

http://parkminnie.wordpress.com/2009/12/30/arashi-dominates-oricon-year-2009-charts/

Next part, coming soooon!

Ceramah oleh Ustaz Hasrizal

2011-08-14T00:01:00.000+08:00

Tadi ada tazkirah sekejap kat Masjid Tun Abdul Aziz atau lebih dikenali dengan nama masjid bulat di kalangan warga2 petaling jaya. Dia buat tazkirah between solat isyak and terawih. So kalau ada nak mengelat ceramah tu memang tak leh ar haha. Walaupun honestly mula2 aku rasa nak mengelat wakaka. Tapi nak tak nak, aku gagahkan diri dengar jugak lah ceramah nya, mana tau lah kan dapat sedikit pengisian. Hahah, kaki ngelat jugak aku ek. Adek2 jangan tiru. Tapi alhamdulillah, aku stay gak dengar ceramah.

Tazkirah tu ada lah dalam 30 minit macam tu. Mula2 start ceramah, aku macam tak nampak jugak lah siapa penceramah nya. Yelah, tempat perempuan, cover habis lah dengan curtains semua. Aku try tinjau2, nak tengok jugak, siapa tukang bagi ceramah nya. Tinjau2 celah2 langsir. Samar2 nampak muka ustaz tuh. Tengok sekali, eh, macam kenal. Tengok lagi 2-3 kali. Eh, macam kenal laaaa. First thing terpapar kat fikiran aku, nama ustaz Hasrizal, yang terkenal dengan blog saifulislam.com. Tapi aku masih kurang pasti lah sampai sekarang. Firasat agak yakin mengatakan itu ustaz Hasrizal jugak ah. Kalau betul, aku memang suka laa hehe. Pasal I am quite a fan of his blog. Segala penulisan dan pandangan serta pemikiran beliau, agak sama dengan apa yang aku fikirkan.

Anyway, serius, best ustaz ni punya tazkirah. Aku gelak2 gila babas dengar dia bercakap. Lama tak gelak2 macam ni bila dengar ceramah. Yelah, dah lama tak dok kat UIA. Dok rumah mengulat je kan haha. Sekali- sekala usha2 tazkirah kat Al-Hijrah tv. Oh, lupa nak cakap. Kakak aku yang nombor 2 dah tak kerja kat RTM dah. Dia dah pindah Al-Hijrah. So no more RTM. Tamat lah legasi family aku kerja kat RTM.

Antara isi penting yang dapat aku tangkap tadi masa ceramah:

Puasa adalah untuk mengajar diri kita supaya merdeka dari kehendak diri. Belajar merdekakan diri sendiri dulu, baru lah kita merdekakan yang lain. Kita bukan dijajah Amerika, Yahudi atau Zionis, dan lain2. Kita lebih dijajah hawa nafsu sendiri. Kehendak sendiri. Yang perlu diubah adalah diri kita sendiri.

Macam contoh yang dia bagi, kalau kita bawak kereta kat jalan raya. Sebab jem teruk je, kita dah start mencarut. B*doh lah, orang itu monyet lah, orang ni b@bi lah. Mula mencarut melampau2. Tapi bila jalan clear, ok pulak ek. Sebenarnya kita sendiri kena ubah diri kita. Kalau terasa nak mencarut, cuba ubah. Cuba tahan carutan tu. Lebih kurang macam tu lah.

Pastu dia ada cerita pasal Habib Bourguiba, Presidin Tunisia yang pertama. Habib Bourguiba ni lah antara yang telah mengeluarkan arahan melarang rakyat nya berpuasa. Alasan kerana mengurangkan produktiviti negara. Kedengaran macam alasan bodoh kat kita kan? Tapi lepas ustaz ni cakap baru aku sedar, ada benarnya Habib Bourgiba ni. Bukan menyokong tindakan dia. Tapi, sebenarnya, yang patut dipersalahkan dalam hal ni, bukan lah ibadat puasa, yang patut dipersalahkan adalah diri kita sendiri yang mengurangkan produktivi masa bulan puasa. Kalau korang perasan lah, bila bulan puasa je, pekerja2 di syarikat ramai yang macam malas2 nak kerja, nak balik awal lah, apa lah. Walhal masa zaman nabi dulu, siap ada perang berlaku di bulan puasa, aku tak ingat perang apa. Pastu bila tengok statistik, syarikat kurang keuntungan masa bulan puasa. Ni gara2 kita menggunakan alasan, "Ah, puasa, tak larat lah nak kerja". Silap kita sendiri lah. Sebab ni lah menyebabkan si Habib Bourguiba ni keluarkan arahan seperti ini. Ya, silap kita sebagai umat Islam sendiri.

Nak baca lebih lanjut pasal Habib Bourguiba ni, sila tekan link ni: http://www.bicaradariaku.com/2011/08/apabila-puasa-dimusuhi.html

Yang aku suka pasal ustaz ni, dia guna bahasa sinis, sinis, tapi tak lah menyakitkan hati. Banyak lah ayat pedas yang sedas2 dia bagi tadi haha. Menarik bagi aku. Gila gelak aku tadi haha. Antara yang aku rasa menarik:

Orang lelaki masa khutbah Jumaat je, mula ramai nak tidur. Aku tak sure lah pasal aku tak pernah dengar khutbah Jumaat. Tapi ustaz tu kata sebut je "Itaqullah" orang mula nak tidur. Lepas tu bila dah sebut "Ibadullah (ibadallah?), baru ramai mula start segar haha. Sampai ustaz tu bagi khutbah Jumaat pasal topik tidur masa Jumaat lepas hahaha. Setepek je kan.

Pastu ada jugak pasal dia kata kalau kat luar negara, couple yang belum berkahwin bukak puasa sama2. Lepas tu sembahyang jemaah sama2. Sembahyang terawih sama2. Siap salam cium tangan semua. Sampai malaikat pun confuse nak catat ni maksiat atau ibadat. Haha. Yang ni memang aku suka gila. Aku memang gelak gila2 part ni.

Pastu isu rokok pulak. Dia kata orang Malaysia ni memang ramai pejuang. Berani mati punya. Dah tau rokok bahaya, masih dihisap lagi. Kalau dah berani mati sangat, apesal tak join je flotilla yang ke gaza tu? Hahaha.

Pastu dia pergi psycho budak2 kecik yang suka terjerit2 kat belakang masjid nuh. Tak hengat dunia kalau bebudak main. Dia kata, "Adik2, kalau adik cakap tapi cikgu tak dengar cakap adik, kalau adik bercakap tapi mak ayah buat bodoh je, adik suka tak? Tak kan. So, duduk diam2".

Banyak lagi lah tapi aku dah tak ingat sangat hehe.

Oh, jap. Aku rasa confirm lah yang bagi ceramah tadi tu ustaz Hasrizal or pemilik blog saiful islam. Sebab tadi aku search, jumpa, ceramah hampir sebijik dengan apa yang tadi. Ni link dia:

http://saifulislam.com/?p=6559

Pastu search jugak kat youtube. Gaya ustaz tu bagi ceramah sebijik dengan apa yang aku dengar tadi

Terbukti, memang best ustaz ni ceramah. Ye, aku memang enjoy. Dan pengisian dia banyak yang boleh kita renungi.

Apa2 pun best lah ceramah ni. Agak membuka mata aku. Haih, kurang dengar ceramah ni hati degil sikit. Bila dengar tazkirah, baru rasa terketuk sikit ek? Haha.

Salam 13 Ramadhan =)

This is epic. LOL Taemin XD

2011-08-13T18:40:00.003+08:00

LOL this real is epic haha! This is how crazy fangirls can be. Or to be exact, kpop fans lah haha. Well, Taemin from SHINee just happened to be in the "One Night Only" video for about only 4 seconds. But the eagle eyes of Shawols can actually saw Taemin's figure in the video. Very epic haha! One night only is a British indie band who happen to be in the same plane as SHINee. And I very pity this group because most of the comments made in the youtube video, were actually Taemin's fans comments haha. Kpop fans seriously are crazy XD

The original video:

You can see Taemin looking quite blur starting from 1:35. Well I think he was just passing not knowing who this band was and probably he just came back from the toilet LOL. Epic.

Just my 2 cents

2011-08-12T06:15:00.001+08:00

Sometimes aku rasa blogging ni banyak disadvantages nya jugak. Because, sometimes people tend to misunderstood what I'm trying to convey in my post. I dunno. The writing style probably. They got my messages wrongly, I assumed.

Tapi tak apalah, tak mudah nak puaskan hati semua orang. Just wanna ask for you guys to do me a little favor, try to look at my posts at different perspectives, you might get a different way of interpretation. The way you think, might not be the same way I think. Just the difficulties to convert those ideas in my mind into words, put some barrier between my understanding and your understanding.

Anyway, deeply apologizing to those who probably have misunderstood my postings. Mungkin sebab tu kut orang asyik nak bash aku. My style of writing kut. Kinda emotionally sometimes because hey, I am a girl. What you expect more from me? And also might sound a little arrogant sometimes. Can't help it, because arrogance is part of human's nature, it is a little part of me. I'm so sorry if I sound a little arrogant in my post.

Just a little note, yeah, I do like to defend myself a lot. Because ever since I was a kid, or maybe in my high school era, people just keep on looking down on me. Sometimes they don't even have a bit of urge to look at me, or what I have achieved. I don't blame anyone, I just blame myself for that. I've made wrong moves at those times. With the so-so PMR result and the not-so-good SPM result, I am just nothing. So I do really like to dug out my pasts in order to build some confidence in my own self. And mentioning my achievements back here in this blog, will keep on reminding me, "Hey, I am good too. I can do it the same or maybe better than anyone else". The sense of insecurity of made me this way. I want myself to be recognized. I want people to know that I am also that capable to do things. I just want the world, and myself to know, that I can do it. Well, in a simple word, I just want the world to recognize me.

Try to put yourself in my shoes and you'll get what I mean.

Akhir kata, yang baik datang dari Allah, yang buruk semestinya dari aku sendiri.

Aku hebat ke dalam English? Fikir balik lah.

2011-08-10T13:58:00.000+08:00

Regarding my last post, rupanya telah disalah faham. Ok2, aku silap jugak. Pasal just few words without any further explanation can cause such a huge misunderstanding. Just aku nak cakap lah, pasal orang yang disebut2 kat dalam last post tu, yes, aku tak kenal dia. So very unfortunate for me, aku tak boleh nak tegur grammar dia. Just ask my friends around, especially my roommates, aku tegur je mereka bila mereka buat kesalahan dalam English. And I accept what they told me if I did something wrong with my grammar or my language. Cara itu jugak lah kita belajar, ye dak? We can't expect anyone else to help us just to guide all along bila nak belajar speaking. Aku tak dilahirkan pandai bahasa Inggeris, tidak. Mak dengan ayah aku punya first language, Bahasa Melayu. Jadi memang aku punya mother tongue Bahasa Melayu. Aku dulu2 pun memang terkulat2 nak cakap bahasa London ni. Duduk kat Sri Aman, haihh, memang aku antara markah terendah bila ada exam English. Tak percaya ke? Cikgu siap panggil pergi depan and duduk tepi dia suruh jawab soalan grammar. Bahaha. Bila ada speaking test, aku menggigil. Pasal apa? Aku takut. Aku tak boleh nak lontarkan walau sebutir kata dengan betul. Semua terketar2. Tak ada keberanian langsung. Siap pernah aku baca perkataan "cocoa" sebagai co-co-a itself. Walhal cara sebut dia "koko" or "coco". Tak ke malu aku kat depan satu kelas. And aku pernah baca perkataan "shall" sebagai shall itself. Walhal cara sebut dia "shell". Masa aku darjah 6. Aku ingat lagi jugak lah peristiwa tu. Cikgu aku suruh baca perenggan. Aku baca then aku pronounce "shall" wrongly. Lepas tu, cikgu aku malukan aku depan kelas. Time tu jugak, mata aku merah. Mengalir terus air mata. Siap muka merah padam tahan malu. Dah lah masa tu semua keliling aku hebat2 English belaka. Dan aku pulak, jenis tak berkawan dengan orang then ada masalah dengan English. Faham tak apa perasaan aku jadi isolated girl time tu? Aku tak rasa ada yang faham. Mungkin sikit je la yang faham kan? Ni baru contoh sikit je dengan apa yang aku lalui dimalukan cikgu semata2 lemah dalam Bahasa Inggeris. Nak contoh lain kena tunggu aku bongkar balik ingatan aku lah hahah.

Memang aku tak pandai English dari kecik. Sampai tingkatan 5, kau tahu? Aku masih terkulat mengguna bahasa tahap antarabangsa ni. Tapi bila habisnya tingkatan 5, aku dah start cuti panjang. So masa tu, kebetulan pulak aku suka berforum kat forum2 international macam Jpopmusic. Yes, I am one the user. Time tu aku punya English masih sucks like hell. Terkulat2 aku nak reply thread dalam English. Tapi disebabkan nak jaga air muka orang Malaysia, aku gagahkan juga. Tahu apa aku buat? Aku berjinak2 dengan google translate. Aku mula rajin bukak microsoft Word. Sebab dalam Word ni kau boleh tahu bila kau buat kesalahan tatabahasa. Sama ada dia buat garisan hijau atau merah. Lepas dah cek tatabahasa, google pulak lah. Apa yang sebabkan kesalahan tatabahasa tu. Eh, jangan tak tahu, dulu aku tak erti pun kalau singular kena guna "likes" dan kalau plural kena guna "like". Tahap itu sekali teruknya English aku. Lepas tu, aku banyak bertanya dengan kakak aku yang boleh tahan tahap English dia. Kakak aku memang jenis suka baca novel, so dia memang hebat tang bahasa berbunga2 dalam novel ni. Then aku berjinak jugak dengan Harry Potter. Dari jilid pertama, sampai keenam semua habis dibaca, siap diulang 2-3 kali. Cuma jilid terakhir aku tak mahu baca dah. Minat membaca dah berkurang hahaha.

So, ye, katakan pada aku, aku memang hebat English? Memang tak lah. Memang tak langsung hebat English sebenarnya. Semua based on my on effort. Aku tak pergi pusat2 tuisyen English seperti British Council dan sebagainya. Ibu bapa aku tidak mencorakkan aku dengan memanjakan aku dengan pusat tuisyen. Aku tak pernah sekali jejak kaki ke pusat tuisyen. Tak langsung. Aku terpaksa mengharap pada diri sendiri. Itu je yang aku ada. Sama juga lah dengan ilmu komputer. Bukan semudah itu aku nak pandai semua. Ilmu asas komputer semua ditimba sendiri. Kakak aku tak jugak lah nak guide aku belajar benda2 remeh ni.

Jadi aku rasa tak ada alasan untuk tak tahu English. Semua based on your effort. Hendak seribu daya, tak hendak seribu dalih. Aku dulu pemalu. Aku dulu pernah gagap bila berucap kat depan. Jangan dikata sebab aku budak bandar, aku memang sudah hebat dengan bahasa ni. Semuanya bullshit belaka. Tak akan timbul hasil, kalau tak ada usaha, kan? Jangan diguna alasan, "alaaa, dia memang dah speaking dari kecik, so tak susah lah dia nak dapat A dalam English, tak susah lah dia nak speaking kat depan". Oh yeah, hell no. Aku sendiri dah lalui, semua tu aku rasa bullshit belaka. Tak payah nak diharap orang, diri sendiri boleh diguna. Diri sendiri kena berusaha untuk majukan diri. Orang hanya boleh tolong sikit, hanya sebagai pemangkin. Terpulang pada kita nak berusaha.

Dan pasal last post tu, minta maaf lah. Aku geram sebenarnya. Aku bagai ternampak diri aku yang buruk dulu, jadi aku marah. Aku lebih nak ekspresi rasa marah pada diri yang dulu sebenarnya. Dan yes, mungkin sebab minah yang buat posting tu sangat berlagak bila mengutarakan kata2 dia buatkan aku rasa lagi marah. Macam kau orang tak pernah nampak lah kan ada orang nak berlagak dia tahu English. Nak maki2 pun kena guna English. Cool kut kata mereka. Beragak jugak lah kan. Baiki dulu grammar tu. Bila dah tahap bagus, haaa, tibai habis2 lah kau nak maki ke, mencarut pakai English ke, sukahatikaulah, aku tak kesah. Ini ada yang tak tahu maksud perkataan "effing" pun suka suki nak pakai. Sebab apa? Sebab semua orang pakai lah.

Akhir kata, aku hebat dalam English? Fikir balik lah.

Knowing English can never make you look cool

2011-08-10T05:15:00.002+08:00

"i think shes style is not disheartenning you...so let she do what she suppose to do..just smething wrong wif person who were look bad on her style..yet,all people love her style..that is not call publicity but stylity.!!xo!!"

Aku jumpa kat dalam facebook. Identiti penulis dirahsiakan. Guess what? I am dying laughing my arse off reading those words. Bukan aku nak menghina mereka yang kurang pengetahuan dalam English tapi seriously, kalau rasa diri tu kurang pengetahuan dalam bahasa ni, tak perlu lah nak maki orang dalam English setakat untuk nampak cool. It looks so, uncool? Bahasa ibunda kan ada, gunakan lah dengan sebaiknya, ye dak? At least improve your grammar first, baru cuba maki dalam English, ok? Kau buat aku terbahak gelak tak leh blah lah.

Knowing English, or being an expert in this language can never make you look cool. English is knowledge, even if you don't want to use it in a proper way, never disgrace this language. Ada paham?

Pardon my language. I know it ain't that perfect but at least I try.

Sekarang boleh sambung gelak.

Putus tunang pulak mereka

2011-08-01T14:01:00.000+08:00

Memang kesian sangat aku tengok Elia atau Aimie Harmelia, bila Khairul Fahmi Che Mat putuskan tali pertunangan dia dengan Elia. Bukan baru kejap mereka bercinta. Agak dah lama jugak kut. Hampir 2 tahun tak silap aku. Tapi nak buat macam mana. Biasalah orang dah mula popular. Kes sama macam Mawi dulu lah lebih kurang. Memang aku simpati sangat dengan perempuan ni. Walhal dari zaman sebelum KFCM ni popular dulu, Elia ni dah support dia gila2 kut. Biar pun dulu orang kata bercinta dengan pemain bola sepak macam takde masa depan, tapi Elia ni sabar je. Dia support jugak boyfriend dia. Agak keputusan tergesa2 jugak si Khairul Fahmi ni putuskan hubungan diorang. Dekat 2 tahun kut bercinta bermadu kaseh, semudah tu kau putuskan hubungan? Adoii laa lelaki. Dah laa siap dah buat perancangan nak kahwin oktober ni

Apa2 pun aku rasa benda2 macam ni dah boleh agak dah. Takde yang mengejutkan disini. Cuma aku sedih lah tengok. Sebab mereka nampak sweet sebagai couple kut sebelum ni. Kalau lah aku ada boyfriend, tak rela lah boyfriend aku jadi artis atau jadi celebrity or orang2 popular ni. Sebab mostly, akan end up macam. Banyak kes dah jumpa.

Apa2, tabah ye cik Elia. Adat resam jadi orang penting untuk orang2 popular. Kena redha je lah nak buat macam mana. Buat Khairul Fahmi Che Mat, bawak2 beringat ye. Bukan selalu kita berada di atas. Lagi2 bila hanya lah sekadar ahli sukan. Sampai bila je boleh bertahan duduk kat atas tu. Kalau Tuhan nak jatuhkan kau, sekarang pun Dia boleh jatuhkan.

Moga masih ada sinar untuk Elia dan Khairul Fahmi.

Blog Elia: http://jejariruncing.blogspot.com

Pengalaman berpuasa

2011-07-31T20:08:00.000+08:00

Sempena nak ramadhan dah ni, tiba2 teringat dulu2 masa aku baru start puasa kat UIA. Tahun ni kira tahun pertama, setelah sekian lama, aku akan puasa sepenuhnya kat rumah. Before this memang most of the time spent kat UIA lah kan. And oh, finally, this year juga raya pertama tanpa langsung ada examinations yang perlu dirisau. Kalau tak, sebenarnya lah kan, start dari zaman aku SPM 2006 dulu, tiap2 tahun beraya dengan exams hahaha. Tak senang hati langsung nak raya en.

Aku teringat dulu2 aku puasa kat cenfos. Teringin benor nak bukak puasa kat luar tapi paham2 lah kat cenfos tu, jangan harap lah kan kalau nak keluar malam. So apa lagi, aku dengan member aku time tu guna alternatif lain. Jahat punya idea gak la. Kami keluar ikut bebudak yang nak pergi jemaah kat masjid, then masuk balik ikut bebudak nak pergi terawih pulak. Pehh, jahat jugak lah aku rasa time tu. Pakai telekung tapi bawah telekung ada baju luar. Sampai luar masjid je terus cabut telekung. Then bila balik, turun je dari bas terus pakai telekung. Tapi kalau nak citer, ramai lagi bebudak yang buat camtuh. Haha. Bagi adek2 yang baca blog ni, jangan tiru cara akak ye wakaka. Nakal sikit akak ni dulu2.

Oh, lepas tu aku teringat masa puasa kat cenfos dulu2, aku suka lepak dengan roommates kat tingkat atas sekali kat ZC or Zainab Al-jahsy College, sambil bukak tingkap, sambil usha2 budak2 laki yang alim2 pergi jemaah kat masjid kat sebelah cenfos tuh. Kitorang kata, "Haa, ni boleh buat bakal calon ni". Wakaka! Gila tak leh blah dulu. Siap mengendap dari situ. Best tengok diorang ramai2 mengimarahkan masjid. Sejuk je mata memandang wahaha.

Pastu bila dah first time bangun sahur sendiri, memang liat gila babas lah kan. Terkebil2 nak bangun sahur. Nasib lah ada roommates yang dah lama duduk asrama. Dah biasa bangun sendiri. Aku siap suruh mak aku call tolong kejut. Mau nya aku nak bangun sendiri. Menu utama kegemaran masa sahur, of course megi hehe. And also milo instant. Apa yang penting? Air panas! Oh, aku memang malas lah nak turun cafe semata nak beli sahur. Diorang siap dah order masa petang lagi. Aku memang tak berapa kuasa gak lah kan. Tapi pernah jugak sebenarnya turun. Yang kelakar nya time tu, ada budak2 laki menggatal turun kat mahallah kitorang pagi2 buta semata2 nak beli sahur. Pehh, cafe korang tak bukak ke bang? Kitorang dengan ramai berbaju tidur semua ni. Korang lak siap berkain pelikat ek haha.

Of course bila dah puasa ramai2 ni part yang paling best adalah time berbuka. Aku ni kalau bab berbuka nombor 1 lah ahahha. Tak cukup dengan nasik, ayam percik, kuih semua aku nak tibai wahaha. Tu yang end up gemuk camni ni -__-" haha. Tak pe, puasa kali ni, insya Allah aku nak makan berpada2. Secukup rasa saja hehe. Tak yah nak makan lebih2 lah bhai. Kata raya nak kurus wahaha. Seronok bila berbuka ramai2 ni. Tapi acara paling tak best sebab ada selingan bergosip sekali la haha. Astaghfirullah. And bila dah start bergosip, maghrib pun hampir terlajak. Haii, gila tak elok.

Anyway, panjang berjela aku bercerita. Selamat berpuasa pada semua. Gunakan lah ramadhan tahun ini sebaik mungkin sebab kita tak tahu, mungkin kita tak dapat ketemu dengan ramadhan tahun hadapan. Kalau boleh, cukup2 kan lah terawih tu. And kurang2 kan lah buat dosa.

Salam ramadhan dan salam sayang semua :)

This precious blog

2011-07-30T00:54:00.000+08:00

"Aku tak leh ah baca post2 lama dlm blog aku. Rasa malu ada, rasa mcm bodoh pn ada jugak, rasa nk korek lubang dalam2 kasi tanam muka dlm tu pn ada jugak. Byk benda dah aku lalui rupanya. Tapi semua yg aku dh lalui tu yg buat aku lebih matang, lebih bijak berfikir, lebih tahu membawa diri. Tak ada yg perlu dimalukan :)

p/s: ye laa tu. still malu dgn kebodohan diri dulu2 hahaa :]"

Quoted from facebook

But somehow, I really, really love this blog
Cuz this blog shows how my life is
I put my life in this blog
This is why this blog is very sentimental to me
Many things have happened in my life
Only this blog has all of that

Insya Allah, I will treasure this blog,
As I live :)

Sweetree: Korean Restaurant

2011-07-29T15:27:00.002+08:00

Hari Selasa hari tu, aku, Aqilah and Shera pergi makan makanan Korea kat Sweetree, Ampang. Aqilah Irina yang sememang nya suka beli kupon kat groupon dan telah berjaya grab kupon untuk Korean dishes. Yeah, dapat lah murah sikit hehe. Since aku pun tak pernah lagi merasa makan makanan Korea except dekat Seoul Garden, apa lagi, join laa Aqilah makan2 sekali.

Kitorang reserved table untuk pukul 2 punya tapi kami tiba kat Sweetree dalam pukul 2 lebih jugak aa. And seems like diorang tak kisah lah pulak reserved or tak reserved. So takpe lah. Kami disambut oleh bos restaurant tu dengan ucapan, "Annyeonghaseyo". Memandangkan tahap bahasa Korea aku tak ler tinggi mana, senyum je la kat encik bos tu haha. Bos dia pure Korean aku rasa. Kang aku balas annyeonghaseyo gak mau nya dia tibai borak2 bahasa Korea dengan aku pulak. Pe pulak aku nak jawab en? haha. Anyway, Sweetree ni location dia kat Ampang. And baru aku tau, sebenarnya kat area Ampang ni wujudnya kawasan yang hampir dipenuhi dengan kedai2 Korean. Gila banyak babas wa gitau lu! Terkejut kami tengok. Sampai kedai dobi Korea pun ada haha. Mungkin lah kawasan tu ada penempatan Korean yang kami tak tahu.

Pilihan makanan yang diberi oleh kupon tu ada 2. Pilih sama ada mahu bulgogi atau mahu bibimbap. Kami tanya lah apekebenda yang ada dalam bibimbap dengan bulgogi. Waiter tu pun kata bibimbap ni banyak sayur and bulgogi lebih pada daging. Ye, tepat sekali tekaan aku. Sebab aku pernah tengok orang Korea makan bibimbap, sangat lah penuh sayur. Erkk. And bulgogi lak, aku memang tau, dia daging. So disebabkan aku memang jenis anti sikit dengan makanan penuh dengan sayur dan aku memang gilakan daging, so aku pun pilih lah bulgogi. Ye, pilihan tepat untuk aku! haha. Aqilah amek bulgogi juga dan Shera amek bibimbap. And oh, lupa nak bagitau, interior design untuk restoran ni memaaaaang superb! Cantik and detail. I like!

Bulgogi!

Pendapat aku: Sedap! Not bad lah. Rasa dia macam daging sup tapi penuh perasa. Bukan macam sup biasa lah. Aku makan licin tak tinggal apa haha. Tapi Aqilah takut lak nak makan cendawan hitam tu haha. Aku telan bese2 je rasa. Tapi kimchi; is a no no for me. Sangat masin, plus sikit masam and pedas. Urghh bad combination for me. haha. Mintak maaf la lidah aku lidah Melayu. Tak berapa reti nak nikmati makanan harian orang Korea ni walaupun cara mereka makan buat kimchi tu napok sangat lah sedap. Gambar bibimbap ada kat Shera. Lupa lak nak amek hehe.

Chocolate ice blended with oreo.

Oreo dia hilang sebab aku tibai wahaha. Chocolate ice blended almost never fail with my tongue weehee. So, this ice blended, superb juga!

Anyway, spam sikit with few pictures :)

Shera and me

Aqilah and me

Aqilah and Shera

Sweetree sangat best! Lain kali mahu try lagi lah makanan yang lain pulak. Dobukki kaa hehe. Harga pun standard restaurant biasa lah kalau pergi. And the best thing is, tiada service charge, tiada tax charge. Mungkin ada tapi mereka dah include dalam makanan laa or mungkin restoran itu sendiri yang tanggung (wahaha aku citer pasal akaun pulak en). Still, murah and affordable untuk aku. Anyway, siapa2 nak try, I recommend it! :)

Oh lupa pulak, haritu aku ada try baked Strawberry cheesecake. Ok laa. Saja nk include gambar heee

Edit: Ni laa bibimbap. Baru dapat picture dari Aqilah hehe

Getting old by a year now

2011-07-28T17:47:00.000+08:00

28th July 2011

Getting old by a year now

Happy 22 to me!!